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HANG IN THERE!!!!!!!!

So..I am here to get info and to support and to be supported. I hope to help anyone who is having trouble . I am a bit scared too...and would like to share our story so far...It might help to know you are not alone....

My and my husband were married on St Patty's 2001.For the last 3 years of our 8 year strong marriage we were thinking about starting a family. SOO..We got pregnant in the summer of 06. It was a rough one. I had a lot of issues and didn't feel well the entire time. We had a boy on October 15 2006 but he was in the 18th week and didn't make it...no one knows why either. When it comes to a still born...your friends really don't want to hear about it after a couple weeks and I (not having any closure) kept looking and trying to understand. I was in a serious depression for over a year (they say post pardum plus the loss) We were beside ourselves yet still hopeing to get pregnant. EVERYONE we know was getting pregnant.....and I do mean everyone....if they were of baby making age they were making babies. It was hard...we were so prepared..strong ready...why not us! We kept trying . Trying is a funny word because I really think the control you have over it is none!.25 negative pregnancy tests and lots of tears later....POSITIVE ....now pregnant again and I already feel different. I am so excited!! It was meant to be to have to wit and I see that now. Those people who didn't help me are out of my life. I get a whole lot of baby stuff AND I know so much more after helping with all 7 babies.

Thanks Cheryl and Kris...Happy and Strong Parents to be!!!