Well I figured I would update, Im 34 weeks today, I have a splitting headache.. Im sick. my allegries really have me run down in the ground!!Lucy is moving alot more and making things so uncomfortable and plus having a 11month old on the side isnt any easier, Trying to get things prepared for the girls is outrageous, I just got me a appartment so i gotta get moved in asap and get the babies rooms set up! itsgoing to be a bumpy ride... My baby shower is sunday my first one Im so excited, Ive been having hott flashes like No other.. ITs crazy!! plus the weather here in Arkansas is soo HOTT and humid you can barely breathe its horrible... i just cant bare it.I went to the doctor and talk to him They are going to do another c section on me. WOO, Im not really looking forward to it. but it has to be done, I was told I could have a vbac, but i dont want to take a risk of laying on the table and bleeding to death or my baby being born braindead. So im taking the csection, ,lets see here.. Ive havent gained that much wieght mostly water gain ... all my test are normal so im good lol. But im going to go lay down Im tired and beat and my daughter and my friends 2 kids are all passed out in the floor so im going to take this moment and sleep!!!!so nite nite

Me pregnant with lucy 34 weeks

Our daughter Brittney 11 months

LUCY DIAMOND CARR 34 weeks

Our Little Girl Due July 4th 2008

Brittney Michelle Carr 8 months

We are having a little girl as soon as i can i will get the ultra sounds up and i found out my due date is july 4th 2008 and Im 20 weeks and 4 days so i wanted to share with everyone!

Feb 7th 2008

Today was alright not realy the best of moods today. today was 2 year since my best friend passed away, I named my daughter after her thats how much she ment to me.But we made it through the day,Other than that I had a nurse come out and visit me and check me out to make sure i was ok . she checked my blood pressure talked about things. Come to find out I have anxiety, so Im dealing with that its not like its a disease or anything. Just had some hard times happen to me all to fast so, But on the other hand Im doing fine been having these balls of energy coming on lol.. My sexual drive is like WOAH lol haha im sure thats normal to , I miss my friends so bad in Vancouver, No one understand that is like the best place i have ever lived. and i love it there I made some awesome friends esp Veronica I love her to death!!! i feel comfortable there, i do really. I love there hospital's there Great!!! awesome very good. BUt im suppose to go monday for a ultra sound i dont knwo if I am or not .. I want to wait for my boyfriend to get down here so we can go to togather but I dont know if the doctor wants me to wait she wants to find out how far along I am .. so she can check on the baby. So we will just have to see what she says. But i need to go My other little one is sleeping in the bed and i need to get some rest as well.. So good night everyone sweet dreams... !!

She loves oreo's

Brittney and momma

supposedly 19 weeks.....

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Feb 3 2008

Well i guess it boils down to it Im suffereing from postpartrum depression, and anxiety. Or im just crazy lol.. But lastnight, i think i snapped on a few people and just sat outside for like a hour and was freaking out, Its just life is so much harder since my parents split up. Bc my parents both togather where my rock. and now I just feel alone Yea I have my boyfriend but its just not the same I love my boyfriend so much he is everything.. But he is million of miles away Im in arkansas he is in Washingtion State. So yes... Anywho I go the 11th to see what Im having there is a nurse coming to the house tusday to check on the baby and listen for the heartbeat so im estatic about that .. WOO.. anywho I need to go I have a little girl to take care of ..Bye

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Well today is the 31st of Jan. this month has went by pretty fast. Im really tired today and my back is killing me i guess its from having to take care of my 7month old daughter who wieghs 21 pounds and is a titt baby always wanting her momma.. she is soooo spoiled rotten.. I cant wait t to get back to washingtion state with her daddy and he can take her for alittle while.. Its crazy. I havent felt the baby move much.. Just kinda bummed out about it .. Kinda worried.. BUt im sure everything is fine..I go the 11th of Feb for a ultra sound so im pretty excited about it I cant wait to see what we are having ... Im stoked!!! My best friend veronica goes today to see what she is having! i cant wait to find out... its going to be crazy.. lol...hehehaha Love you VERONICA!! but other than that I have a headcold and Im kinda irrated today but i will make it .. but whatever Imma go for now and try to clean up house .. have a nice day everyone and a good weekend!!!

Just felt kinda down wanted to post some things I miss my lover so much, He is washingtion state and im in arkansas right now, I came for a visit and have been here for almost 3 months Im ready to go back home but i dont have any money right now so im kinda out of luck, My daughter is sleeping right now which is good Its realy cold here tonight its sleeting and snowing up in the northern part of the state but other than that Im just lonely, I felt the baby kicking me the other day it was so great I missed the feeling but Ive been feeling kinda ill lately not like deathly just tired and my back killing me so bad. But im still doing but anywho Goodnight ladies!

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Jan 14th 2008

I went to the doctor today and got to hear the babies heartbeat it was 144, was good , and the doctor believes Im farther along then 15 weeks bc my uterus is measuring bigger than what it should be, But i go back on the 11th of Feb to get a ultra sound But Im proby going back to Vancouver WA to be with the father of my babies! I miss him but im off to bed goodnight everyone!

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Hi my name is Ashley , I use to have a site but i cant remeber my password haha ..
I have one daughter already with my loving fiance' chris.. and now 6 months later we are expecting our second child Im due on july 4th 2008 im like wow! im excited just alittle worried I had a c section so im hoping i dont have any problems! wish me luck I will be back to write more on my page later! bye everyone!

Brittney Michelle Carr

Born June 22,2007

Brittney 6 months old

Brittney has really changed me alot for the good without her i dont know what i would do I love her very much! she is my everything!!