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lrkohler84
lrkohler84 has 187 days to go and is now in week 13
	Age: 23 Country: US Province/region: Pennsylvania City: Williamsport Partner: my amazing husband, Jordan ! Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 14 Mar ,2009 Occupation: growing a baby ! :)
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Chloe Madison went home to be with Jesus on Friday, April 4 at 4:46 p.m. before spending precious time with my husband and I.
The reason of Chloe's passing is unknown except for The Lord having other & bigger plans for her. Chloe is now in the best place that she could ever be.

She weighed 6 pounds even and was 20 inches long. She was absolutely beautiful with dark, wavy hair and the most perfect little finger and toes. She looked just like her daddy.

I was in my 38th week when Chloe passed. I had my normal weekly check up and everything was fine, but Thursday I wasnt feeling her and still hadnt felt her by Friday morning so that is when I called my doctor and she told me to go to L&D to have a non-stress test.
After the longest 20 mins of them trying to find a heart beat they then determined by ultrasound that my little angels heart was no longer beating.
The words of my doctor telling me this will never leave my head, and the love that I have for Chloe will never leave my heart. She will forever be in our hearts and our precious angel.

I feel blessed for having a wonderful pregnancy and for having my precious daughter live in me for 9 amazing months. During that time lots of memories were made and I know that there will not be a single day that we do not think Chloe.

In Memory of Chloe Madison Kohler
Forever in our Hearts

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July 8th, 2008
I dont even know how to start this post except for saying BFP!!!!!!!!
I cant believe it happened already! I just felt the need to take a pregnancy test this morning and wow did that second line come up quick and bold!! I am in a state of shock! I had been having minor symptoms of pregnancy such as moodiness, dizziness and having some smells bother me, but I didnt want to get overly excited about it. But this morning I decided that why not try out a test.. If my cycle was the same as last month I would have been due to start tomorrow.
I ran into our bedroom and just grabbed my husband, held him and told him :) we both stayed in eachothers arms for a long time and prayed, smiled, cried, and talked.
I am so happy but feeling worried for this precious child already, I dont want to do anything wrong and more than anything.. I want to hear this baby cry and look into his/her eyes!
Please pray for us! that we can feel peace and not worry and that we can have a healthy baby that we can enjoy here on earth :)
Ladies, I cant believe it!! I am PREGNANT!!!!!!

July 14, 2008
So I called my doctor this morning to get in since I have 3 days off of work this week, but I guess they dont see you until you are 8 weeks along, so I have about a 3 week wait to know if my little one is doing okay and I am so anxious, I just want to know today!! lol Even though everything has been going great so far and I have no physical reason to think something is wrong.
But maybe when I go in for that visit we will be able to hear a heart beat or be able to see our precious one by ultrasound! I remember the first U/S I had with Chloe was in my 8th week (I think?) so we shall see! But yea, my first prenatal visit isnt until August 6th - cant wait!!!
As of now only our parents and siblings know about this pregnancy. We have decided to wait to tell everyone until we know that everything is off to a good start, only because of what happened with our precious Chloe.
Can't wait to give an update on how everything is going!

Baby Gender Predictor

the names we have decided on for a girl and for a boy, feel free to let us know what you think :)
(Madison Hope does have a meaning tho.. Madison was Chloe's middle name, and we picked Hope for the hope of another blessing!) Jackson David is just a name that we liked and Jack is a family name on my husbands side and David is my hubbys middle name!

August 6, 2008
I finally had my first prenatal visit today and it went perfect!!!! I went through all the normal things with it being my first prenatal visit and then since i am high risk and we are all kinda nervous my doctor did a ultrasound so we could see our little one and make sure we were off to a good start!
it was amazing!!! as soon as she turned on the machine we saw the baby's heart beating and it was so strong!!!! then we got to see some parts of the baby and see him/her move around a little bit!!
i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders knowing that everything is okay!! God is soo good!!!!
i have my next appointment 9/10/08 and i already cant wait for that :) i will be sure to post the ultrasound photo!! i hope that every other visit can go as well as todays!! oh and according to my LMP and all that i would be 8.4 weeks preg, but the ultrasound says im 8.6 weeks! but since im high risk and having another c-section this wont change my due date because the baby wont be arriving any later than march 7th! :) hubby and i were waiting until today to announce to friends about the baby because we wanted to know that everything was okay and now we are so excited to share this news with everyone!!!! and we know that our angel, Chloe, is watching over her little brother or sister!

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Popeyes girl - Wednesday, 20 August
Haha. Yeah finding that candy was a blessing. how are you today?

LeLe0307 - Wednesday, 20 August
Yeah I told my husband I felt so much better knowing that so many women have gone through my same situations. It is amazing. : ) It's nice to talk to my close friends that already have babies.. but I want to talk to women that are currently pregnant and going through this with me. It's more comforting. I can't wait till my appointment.. Counting down. This time tomorrow I will be arriving at the doctor. GOsh.. how cheesie am I? : ) HAHAHA!! Oh well! When's your next appointment?

LeLe0307 - Wednesday, 20 August
Yeah! I can imagine you being nervous. God must really want you to be a mommy. I pray this time it works out for you! That's great you have a good doctor. I do too. I have been going to him for 8 years.. even he is like 'It's about time!'.. He did the u/s on me at 6 weeks to reassure both of us, too. : ) I will definitely keep in touch with you. It's nice to have someone going through this with me. I love my little support system. : ) HAHA!! I will get on here after my appointment tomorrow and write how it goes. Hopefully I can post a picture as well. : ) Hope your feeling good today.. I have a little more energy today. Of course I say that and yawn at the same time. : ) HAHAHA!!! Have a great day!

babynumbertwoJ - Wednesday, 20 August
hey just checking on u how u doing / feeling ?

mandy poo - Tuesday, 19 August
hiya just read your profile,im so sorry for loss but like you i truly beleive that soketimes we are given babies to carry for god until he needs them for something better than here. im so glad that you have been blessed again and hope that all is going well. babies names are beautiful . xx

LeLe0307 - Tuesday, 19 August
I just saw your page and read your story. I am SOOOOO sorry to hear that. The m/c's I have had I was only pregnant for 4 weeks or so.. I can't even imagine losing your baby that far along. That's amazing you are pregnant again and trying this again. I will be praying for you as well. I am glad I have people going through this with me. : ) This website is definitely the most comforting website I have found. I plan to stay in touch with you through this.. if that's okay. : ) Have you had a sonogram yet for this pregnancy? I have my second this Thursday. I am hoping and praying everything will be okay. Write back when you can. My real name is Alyssa, by the way. : ) HAHA!!!

Popeyes girl - Tuesday, 19 August
Oh thanks anyway lol

mragsdale05 - Tuesday, 19 August
i saw the photo of Chloe, she looked beautiful. i hope i get some cute kids :)

Popeyes girl - Tuesday, 19 August
Hey there is this annoying google add thing on my page and I am trying to get it off, do you know how?

mragsdale05 - Monday, 18 August
yes, we work together, and also live pretty close to eachother!!! This is my first. i am one of 8 and my husband has 1 sister. This will be the first grandchild for our parents.

baby-momma09 - Monday, 18 August
i really dont know what to expect bc they didn't tell me. luckily i have a few friends that are pregnant and explained the process to me. but i was so excited to finally get an appt i forgot to ask.

i hope everything goes good too.

mragsdale05 - Monday, 18 August
Hey, Holly told me you had a page on here. I am happy to hear you are pregnant again!!!!

Take care, Mackenzie

Popeyes girl - Monday, 18 August
Hey sorry I am just now leaving you a message on here! I am a horrible cousin and prego partner hahaha. I just got the chance to check out your page and let me tell you something, you are 100% BORN to be a mother, honestly. Your's and Jordan's children are so blessed to have such awesome parents! By the way tell Jordan I say Congrats! Your page is also very inspiring, reminding us to cherish every day we have with our angels. You are such a strong person, I am so happy for you!

MetalQueenMommy - Monday, 18 August
Chloe looked very beautiful and peaceful in the pictures I looked at on your page. I'm glad there are mothers like you to help keep me positive and looking forward to the best I will have my first appointment this week say some prayers for me and I shall do the same for you!!! I thought the morning sickness was beginning to subside but I guess not... even something as acidic as an apple is too much for me to handle!!! Although we had to lose our firsts, we've gained them as guardian angels, something that not many have for there next born and what more could any parent want then to know that there child wasn't yet tainted by the world, and although only around for a short time, deserved (for reasons beyond us) to go into heaven??? I will keep you in my prayers!!!

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baby-momma09 - Monday, 18 August
im sorry i meant tomorrow is my appt. thats what im guessing the bloodwork and all. how did that go for you and what all did they do? the nurse said i should be out by 12/1 and i go in at 8!!

i have a busy week too. that def. helps the weeks go by. i remember it like yday when i found out i was pregnant. its been a experience i'll never forget but it just hasn't hit me that this is real and its really happening. today i dont even look pregnant. im still having some symptoms so that reminds me that its real!!

MetalQueenMommy - Monday, 18 August
I lost my baby as well at 5 1/2 months though... He had a rare tumor. I'm deeply sorry for your loss, but now our babies are angels!!! I feel like I'm showing early as well, although I'm just now in week 7... is it normal since it's the second pregnancy??? Madison Hope is a beautiful name!!! I'll pray for you and congrats on your pregnancy!!!

luvbaby - Sunday, 17 August
hey thankz...so get one ok! youll be the envy of all woman at the mall or babysrus! geesh i went out today and , all the ladies would stare at it , kinda obviouse...but it felt kinda good!jeje.. ...hey congrats on your pregnancy, and such a sad story

....but your blessed again hun ...good luck to u and your family

mom2wice - Saturday, 16 August
Hi, I know how it feel with the allergies, my docotr allowed me to continue taking allegraD. I'm not sure if that is something you would like to look into.

floridamom - Saturday, 16 August
That's great!! Seems like time is flying for you...i'm sure you don't feel like it is!!LOL!!! Your next appt is the day before my 31st bday...i'm a 911 baby. WATCH OUT!! Hope the sleepies get gone quick for ya...i was miserable sick and tired with emmy. Good luck momma, glad all is well. Kisses

floridamom - Friday, 15 August
Hey momma!!! Your just moving right along!! Alrready 9 weeks!! Im so excited for you and the hubster!!LOL!!! I see that lil bump is blossoming:) Good luck babe..Kisses

baby-momma09 - Friday, 15 August
thats true they dont! my friend is pregnant and she took 2 both were positive. the test say to wait something like 3mins? but my lines showed up instantly. i was like no way. even now after seeing the heartbeat and having a u/s it doesn't seem real. i think once i feel that first kick or im as big as a blimp ill start to believe it.

baby-momma09 - Friday, 15 August
i think i took 6. i was so shocked and convinced the test were wrong. ive taken tests before and they always come out to negative. so when i got that positive i couldn't believe it.

baby-momma09 - Thursday, 14 August

i love seeing these

mrs.karnelljr. - Thursday, 14 August
oh my god im so happy for you and i wish the best for you and jordan and the lil one coming be blessed let god handle the rest