My first baby !

I'm so excited to be having my first baby, and have been very thrilled that so far this pregnancy has been not as tough as I hear it is for some women ( I was lucky to not to have morning sickness ). This pregnancy wasn't planned but my partner and I are embracing the pregnancy with open arms. We were going to wait a couple more years and do some traveling but I guess it was meant to be.

Our last pregnancy wasn't so successful. I had an ectopic pregnancy ( embryo plants itself somewhere other than uterine lining, in my case it was the fallopian tube ) and ended up losing a fallopian tube due to the damage. I was crushed, and wasn't sure I would be able to have a successful pregnancy with the other tube being possibly damaged as well. So this is a very special pregnancy for my partner and I.

I have never been so happy in my life that I can remember.

It's a boy!!

Just got back from the utrasound, and wow that took a long time. The tech took all sorts of pictures ! I was lying there staring at the ceiling fan wondering how my little one was doing in there. My partner was finally allowed to come in and the monitor was finally aimed at me. I was so curious as to what we were having and she showed a little protruding "nub" from in between the legs. She says she can't be 100% sure, but even Adam and I could see visibly we are going to have a son!! Boys seem to run in his family, so it's not a shocker that we are going to have one too. I'm so thrilled!!! The tech says everything looked great, we even saw him drinking some amniotic fluid! Other than that I had to cough a couple of times to get the little guy to move because it seemed he was having a snooze. What a great day so far!! The weather is at it's best today too, the warmest it's been all year with the sun shining. I feel my son is shining inside me too :)

Something is wrong?....

The results from the lastest ultrasound unveiled something called a choroid plexus cyst in the brain. The news for me has been a challenge to deal with. The Doctor said it's nothing to be alarmed about because in most cases they dissapear when the baby is 24-28 weeks. It's considered a "soft marker" which is an indication there may be a genetic disorder, but because all the other markers for a genetic disorder aren't there I've been told that everything should be ok. Luckily the area the cyst is in doesn't affect development of the baby or the personality and there is no brain damage. My little guy is simply producing too much fluid for it to drain properly (the area is associated with the spinal fluid). I wish that I could be worrying about irrelevant things like my weight and stretch marks and how bloated I feel some days instead of how my baby's brain is doing. This information really puts things in perspective that anything can happen. It's times like this I really think about the mothers to be out there that have had to deal with much more challenging things like Trisomy 18, a child with Down Syndrome, Edwards Syndrome or any other disorder. I'll just stay positive and be patient for now. His little kicks are getting more and more frequent and stronger which puts a great big smile on my face.