Hi all!

Finaly I think I should write something on my page!!

At the moment I'm a sahm,mum to a loveliest baby and a wife to a greatest man!!

And I must admit I never tought I'l enjoy staying at home with the baby...and that was my bigest worry during pregnancy as I knew that I wont be able to work.For a while.

I've always been very independent and have been traveling and moving around a lot for the past 10 years,what made it even worse, as with no family around and a circle of friends changing constantly I kind of got used putig myself first.....

My pregnancy was great,super easy,I did have a cancer scare the same week I found out I was pregnant,and tought I might lose the bub,but it all turned out well.I've kept reasonably fit,and only gained 15 kg,out of which I stil have 4 kg to shift (11kg went in the first week). I must admit that breastfeeding makes very hungry all the time and I'm surprised that I'm not gaining weight!!

Zane Luka was born on 11th December,10 days overdue,after being induced. As he was showing quite big on all US i was convinced that he will come early,but boy I was wring!! Long walks,pineaple,hot food,currys,sex,nothing worked!Even during the labour,I was dialating,but he was staying high. The midwife would push him down,he'd go back up!When I was fully dialated and was time to push,as he hadnt dropped she was on top of me pushing him down while I was pushing out!! And then they brought in some huge spatula's to make him slide out easyer.I was so pleased I've decided to have an epi (was planing on going without).Zane came an hour later, measuring 54 cm and 4.150 kg (21.2' & 9.15 lbs).

Litle conehead for a few hours!! A truly amazing feeling.To be someone's mum!!

Mark was with me the whole time,I could'nt have done this without him,ever-I was scared of everything!! He got to cut the cord,what was unexpected-my dr.has never discussed it with me and we didnt know the custom in Spain...

Mark works overseas,he had to leave 5 days after Zane was born,so I've been on my own with him most of the time (my mum was here for 4 weeks,but wasnt much help).He came back for a week in january and is back for another week tomorrow-yepee!! We'll be going back with him for the whole of march what is great as he is missing out on soooo much!!