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Finally getting my page done at 3:15 am. Good timing, yeah.
Well here it goes:
On the 3rd December 2007 i found out i was pregnant. it was not planned, but i had been praying for a 1 year and a half for God to bless me with a Kandi junior and GOD decided at the oddest of times to bless.. I had just went back to college to do my nursing course and me and my mother had started a new relationship with each other. See we hadnt been getting along for a while, anywoo. When i found out i laughed and said " God you have good timing." i dont want to lie and say it never crossed my mind to have a termination but thought better of what i was doing. I asked God for this and if i have a termination, will i not be making a fool out of God. What if when the time is right i find out that i cant have Kids anymore because of a selfish mistake i made when i was 19. Anyhow i thank God everyday for Choosing me to bear this great fruit in me. And i promise to give it the best love only a mother could give.
According to my calculations i am 14 weeks 5 days pregnant. I havent had an appointment yet, my first one is on the 14 February 2008. How wonderful is that, now i know i dont have to give the daddy anyhting anything, hearing your childs heart beat is more thn a perfect gift, right?? i ill be 16 weeks pregnant by then, so i am hoping to get a ll the info at ones. I really want a girl, but the Daddy wants the boy since its our first. But really a healthy beautiful baby will do.
Will be back with more.
07 FEBRUARY 2008
I just hit 15 weeks and this is when my morning sickness starts. I think i must expect a handful from Divine, my DIVA. Will noting much has changed except that i cant sleep has much as i use to before-DANG. I miss it so much.
15 March 2008
Okay, so i really need to get this page thing going. Can you believe i have been on here every second day and yet i dont put on an entry. Lazy Girl,innit. Will here goes(Excuse me if it is a bit scatty, its 02:44am.) Well first thing first my baby is licking up a storm. I her/him so much. So days i feel like "God why God" and then others i am like Oh baby i cant wait to meet you. I am so confused it makes me feel lost.The timing was just the worst i cant emphasis enough on that. What makes it worse is that my mom still doesnt know, which means i ma going through this without a help from her or anybody else. My man is another story. Question ladies: Are relationships suppose to be this hard? I was brought up to believe that the first few years of a relationship are suppose to be hard, and that the woman has to be strong

How is yours!! Once 1 woryin thing i was told my baby has dilated kidney but was told its ok and not to worry!!! I also took castor oil last nite 3 spoons and at 5am i had contracrions but thay stopped weird!!! as were painfull you can see on my lastest blog! so Im shocked thinkin why wud contractions start and stop ummm! wrecked now! On we roll!!!!!!
So its awaiting game think only check you wen your in labour!! But if you asked for 1 mite giv it at 39 wks.
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