IT'S A BOY

What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be slightly overcast. Your baby will arrive in the afternoon. After a labor lasting approximately 11 hours, your child, a boy, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 8 pounds, 13 ounces, and will be 18 inches long. This child will have dark brown eyes and a lot of hair.

I want to know how she knew it was a boy. Weird?? It's very likely that she's right. I think my son will weigh about 9lbs and be 21 inches b/c the last two were both a little over 9lbs and both were 21 in. I also think he will have brown eyes, but my last two didn't have much hair. In fact my daughter was bald for about year. Only time will tell.

July 4th 2:19 am

I cant sleep. I wish I could, but I cant. I keep having this feeling that Matthew will come early. I keep having cramps, almost like period cramps, they come and go. I cant tell what they are. I should know by now if they are (bh) or what. I thought at first that they were digestion pains (constipation or diarreah), but I didnt have either, then I thought that they were from the baby streching too much, but I dont see why it would hurt. With my other two babies, I only felt the contractions in my cervix area and didn't have braxton hicks. So they are (bh) they suck, but if they aren't then what the hell is wrong?

I want to go early but I'm not sure that 4 weeks early would be a good thing. I'd like to have the baby in 2 weeks or so, but I have no control over that. I'm rambling, b/c I'm so tired. I guess I will see if I can sleep yet. Good night!!

July 11 1:40 am

I'm so excited to be so close to done. It seems like he gains a lb a day. I have so much pain down there. I feel like all my bones are broken and my muscles are slowly streching. I had a dream that he weighed 7lb and 12 oz and was 18 1/4 in long. I thought that was weird, but I believe that some dreams have meaning.

A woman has strengths that amaze me, she can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens, she holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. Cries when she's happy, and laughs when she's afraid, her love is unconditional, there's only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth.

Your weight is only a number on the scale, it doesn't measure fat and it doesn't measure beauty.