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Saturday, 8 DecALMOST 10WKS IN COUNTING CANT WAIT TO SART SOWING AND FEEL MY BABY MOVE.
Saturday, 8 Dec
so tired and hungry
Monday, 10 Dec
looking foward to my next appt which isnt til 1-3-08 kinda antsy also anxiously waiting for more of a baby bump and to actually feel my little one kick interested in the sex of my child however be it boy or girl im already in love ...lol head over heels...any way goodnite sleep has my eyes burning
Friday, 14 Dec
last nite i had my second worst headache and this sucks omg tylenol has become my best friend lmao but i can honestly say im loving every minute of being pregnant with my baby
Sunday, 16 Dec
so today im feeling very nauseous been that way for the past few days but hey guess thats what the baby wants me to feel at the present
Saturday, 22 Dec
11wks and 3 or 4days im feeling flutters at nite and im so excited no headaches or nausea today yayyy
Wednesday, 13 Feb
19wks n 1day soooo happy I feel my baby moving all the time went to get a sono on 2-4-08 but baby wasn `t cooperative so the sex wasn `t determined but at least baby is healthy n very active. Going to the doctors every three wks now almost at the half way mark n enjoying every minute of it sooo looking fwd to holding my baby n seeing whom he/she looks like my DBF wants a girl maybe he `ll get his wish. Well ladies tomorrows vday any special plans me n my stiink n my daughters r going to dave&busters then once the day is over its gonna be a special nite for just the two of us ..... (Lol) healthy baby dust to all
Monday, 18 Feb
Enjoying my baby as he/she moves non stop lol. I go back to the doctors tuesday oh I hope I get another u/s before my due date. Need to start planning what month to have my baby shower. Kinda hard to do when my favorite past time is sleep.
Friday, 22 Feb
21wks today I `m so happy our baby is very active its like he /she already knows daddies voice lol. On the 18th of this month my BD finally got my name tattooed on his arm sooo now imma boss like kelis lmao guess he `s been a boss though bcuz I `ve had his name for a while now.
Wednesday, 12 Mar
Went to the doctors today I `m weighing in at a whopping 178 omg I `ve gained a tremendous amount of weight my pre pregnancy weight was 141 huge right. Everythings ok babys hb is strong n fine I take my glucose test on april 1st n get my rhogam shot at 28wks. Well they also told me I will be getting another sono b4 I `m due I `m happy hopefully this time my baby is more cooperative
Friday, 14 Mar
Around 12am I took a bath when I got up about to lather up I noticed a mucus like substance floating around in the water when I wiped it was more on the tissue OMG off to the hospital we went once there they sent me up to labor n delivery had me fill out some pprs hooked me up to the fetal moniter n the machine that measures contractions then the doctor came in and checked me said my cervix was closed thank u jesus whew then they kept me for 2hrs for observation and discharged me told me to follow up with my doctor in the morning only problem with that is the clinic I go to only has a prenatal dr there on tuesdays so I have to follow up with the hospitals clinic turns out I have to go to my old OB and get all my records n start my prenatal here I `m just nervous to call up my previous OB n say hey I need my records I won `t be coming back anymore. On a brighter note I `m so estatic that my stinka is ok they told me in l/d its normal to have the mucus discharge being is how I `m already 6months and my body is producing a lot bcuz the pregnancy is progressing
Sunday, 16 Mar
My stiink bought some stuff for our baby today too cute just baskin in the glory of our baby n my 2 big girls lookin forward to the day that I get to hold my baby its wonderful to anticipate such a great yet scary thing lol I `m sorry to be getting all mushy I `m tired as hell goodnite ladies
Tuesday, 25 Mar
On march20th my bf was remanded in county court for a charge from 2005 I `m sooo devastated I feel like I `m slowly dying he was so into me our baby n my 2 daughters that aren `t even his I miss him soooo much I cry all the time he won `t be home for my babyshower or the birth of our baby his first child. He was sentenced to 1yr out of that year he has to do 8months we `re talking bout early november b4 we can be a real family again I love him so much it makes my head spin he completes me I `m so happy we crossed paths n GOD blessed us with our own miracle I `m heart broken at the moment I have a dr appt tomorrow n I `ll be there alone damn I feel like I `m at a stand still right now like somebody pressed pause on our lives stopped our happiness sometimes life can be so unfair I `m gonna be there for my future hubby no matter what n I `ll make every visit I can n except every call I `ll be waiting for him the day they open them gates n from that day forth I `m sorry ladies I just needed to place this some where safe healthy baby dust to all our babies
Friday, 28 Mar
Went to the drs all is well had my glucose test done I had the cola flavored one it was sooooo good to me lol guess I `m just greedy. I `ve been speaking to my bf everyday at least 3x a day but I `m still missing him like crazy I live for those visits n phone calls I love him sooo much. I `m 26wks today so happy our baby is growing strong n healthy. My daughters r being the busy bodies they r known to be. However my youngest (anazia)4 now 5 on monday has taken to having crying spells in school n is always saying she `s sick n wants to come home I `m not sure what `s makin her act out bcuz her dad already gave them a new little sister that `s about 3mos old sooo I don `t think my new baby could be upsetting her but maybe I `m wrong tried talkin to her but she just smiles n continues doing whatever is interesting her at the moment.
Monday, 31 Mar
Today I `m down and out I saw my bf yesterday it was a beatiful visit might I add but for the last 4-5 days I `ve been feeling run down I mean completely worn out my hips thighs n vaginal area feel like I `m carrying the pressure of two elephants OMG ! I have been taking my vitamins rigorously so I `m not sure y I `m feeling sooo weak(drained). I `m missing my bf like crazy damn I wish he was home with me holding me. When he was home I slept so peacefully now I `m just a hot mess. Some days I feel like I can do this its nothing other days like today I `m not sure how long I `ll last n I would give anything for a screaming crying throwing n breaking things bitch fit. Tomorrows my youngest daughters bday she `ll be 5yrs old. Do u all think I `m going in to depression ?