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Hi I had no idea how to do this at first and really have had no time to find out. But I am here now and here goes:
I am 32 years old, I have been married for four years and I really really really want to start a family. I was on the road to one earlier this year, I was happy and excited and 14wks pregnant. All that faded on April 30th this year with an unfortunate M/C. This was the most devasting part of my life and I could not get over it. I had to have a D&C and as a result ended up with an infection. It was not a good part f my life, with out my husband I would of drowned in depression. I seeked help and I am now on the road to start this journey again. They say that God works in mysterious ways, and yes he does. The almighty man knew that emotionally I was not ready. My M/C took place at 3.30am about 20mins before that I was a sleep and I was dreaming, I dreamt that I had a girl but she was standing in front of me and she brushed my face and said to me oneday Mum we shall meet not just yet I loved the name you have chosen to give me, the only thing i could see was her long curly hair. I woke up I felt the warmth of her hand on my face and I felt strange I then realised my water had broken. I was horrified and really shaken that I had that dream.
So now where I stand: I am TTC and all postive things I want to come my way.
22nd November 2007
I went to the Dr's yesterday, because I woke up and I was so nauseated that my husband took me to the clinic straight away. The Dr did a PG test and it came up positive then he sent me for a blood test and the test came up negative. Dr said that it is to early to test as my AF is due on Sunday and my HCG levels are reading a low 2 instead of 5 for a positive result. I am really confused as I have all the symptoms of being pregnant. Just have to wait and see I guess.
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juniper willow - Monday, 9 Jul
yeah, apprantly..I have had a chemical pregnancy this cycle...was preg but didn't stick..i am so deflated again..all I have done is cry all morning...THIS SUCKS>>>loads of loveto you too.,..sorry...
juniper willow - Friday, 6 Jul
well..did Af come? Are you possibly pregnant too? don't give up hope!!it will all happen!! Lots of love sent your way...
jesslf - Tuesday, 3 Jul
I'm really sorry you had to go through that. I had a m/c back in March at 11 wks. I'm soo glad you have a great atttitude! It really helps. wish you all the luck in the world!
BabyGrl1370 - Tuesday, 3 Jul
Thank you, and you are a beautiful person as well inside and out. Have a wonderful day. I'll talk to ya tomorrow. Be sure to get some rest tonite!
daniellelee311 - Tuesday, 3 Jul
I'm so sorry to hear about your Miscarriage. Keep your head up hun. Baby Dust to you!!!!
paula2003 - Monday, 2 Jul
Honey, I'm so sorry. Just keep trying. You're going to be the best mom. It won't be long now!
BabyGrl1370 - Monday, 2 Jul
Oh noooo! Maza don't cry it's going to be okay. Maybe you should go to the doctor just to make sure everything is okay. I think you would be an amazing person to meet as well. I really am happy I met you(even tho' it is on-line) because You seem to be a very kind and caring person
BabyGrl1370 - Monday, 2 Jul
Wow what can possibly be the of cause that?
BabyGrl1370 - Monday, 2 Jul
Hi! How are you today? I am doing fine, when I went to the lab today my vein did the same thing and the technician had the needle in my arm going around in small circles under my skin trying to find the vein, OUUUUCH then finally I told her to do the right arm and she was able to get all the blood she needed. I also informed the cod/s office that I had to have the prescription for my mammogam so they said he would write it and I would have to come pick it up. So that's all taken care of now it is pretty much alotta waiting around. I took my oldest daughter out for a late lunch and told her about the mass in my breast and she didn't seem worried but I have told my baby yet because I know she will not do well with that information. I am going to wait until I know for sure what's going on before I talk to her. Do you think that's a good idea?
allyson - Monday, 2 Jul
Spotting is a good sign...you can still have a successful pregnancy and still spot. Keep the faith ~ Ally
allyson - Monday, 2 Jul
Well I'll be hoping for a BFP when you test on Friday. Is the bleeding still just 'spotting?' Tons of baby dust to you!
allyson - Monday, 2 Jul
The doctor visit I had was a follow-up from my m/c in May. I had a pelvic exam, pap test, and 11 vials of blood taken. The blood test were to check for a whole range of hormone tests. I've had 2 m/c, both ending in the 1st trimester. I'm not sure if they happened because the embryo's were bad, or if my body is going through a hormone change because of my age. I want so bad to try again, but, I need to find out if it is me that has a problem. Does that make sense? I don't want to losa another one, so I'm waiting for my test results back. I also posted you a private message, did you see that one?
BabyGrl1370 - Monday, 2 Jul
It's 11:58 pm here. What time is it there?
BabyGrl1370 - Monday, 2 Jul
I can only imagine how hard things have been for you. You are definately a strong woman to have endured a hard life and be victorious over advesity it takes alot. I am happy that therapy has made things easier for you. I know physically I'm not too old but I guess I thought that because my children are in their teens. I have realized that God has alreasy laid a path that we must travel and with everything you have overcome you have truely been blessed. Stay strong and I will too it is so comforting when you have people to comfort and support you there is nothing you can't overcome. WE ARE STRONG and together we can get through this.
BabyGrl1370 - Sunday, 1 Jul
Are you okay? I know that the uncertainty is sooo difficult. Maza you are a beautiful person and one day you will make a wonderful mother. Don't give up yet things may be turn out to be okay. I will be here to walk this journey with you if you want. God Bless you and keep you as you go through this difficult time of uncertainty. My prayers are with you.
BabyGrl1370 - Sunday, 1 Jul
Well I think I might have messed up... I drink enormous amounts of water which is what I did before going to the ER. I have heard that doing that can dilute the HCG count. but at anyrate they suggested I have a bloodtest done. Tomorrow morning I am going to the doc to have the blood work done and schedule a mammogram to be done although he said the lump in my breast is probably just a cyst. It may suffice to say I am freaked on on multiple levels.
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