well...I am so glad that I found this site... I have been wanting a child for a while now...but nothing has happened!!! I havent used protection with my hubby since June of 2007!!! We got married on September 18th, 2007!!! So we are newlyweds!!!!! the past two months my periods have been irregular, but hopefully I will get back on track soon...I am usually on a 28 day cycle!!! But we will see...lots of baby dust to all!!! Message me if ya wanna know anything!!!

April 9,2008:Started AF today, dissapointed but there is always next month!!! I am starting to worry that there is something wrong with me!!! Lets hope not!!!

April 14,2008:AF ended today!!! Yipee!! It had been off and on yesterday!!! So I should ovulate on the 22nd!!! There will definetly be alot of baby dancing going on!!!lol!!!

April 17,2008:well..only three more days till I start baby dancing the night away!! LOL!!! I am nervous and excited at the same time!!! I am gonna do everything that I possibly can, b/c I just have a feeling that this month is all mine!!! oh...and my bestie Nikole found out today that she is having a girl...they dont know for sure b/c the baby was moving alot, but I am so happy for her!!! well...I will keep you updated!!!

April 21,2008:today is the beggining of my Fertile days and I have been having some clear discharge...so I know that I am ready!!! My plans are hopefully gonna help me get pregnant!!! Wish me luck and baby dust to all!!!

April 22,2008:So on the ovulation calender thing on this site, it said that I am most fertile today!!! So My husband woke up around 5:00a.m. this morning to jump in the shower...I joined him...so I got one in today!!! We tried again tonight but didnt finish...I think its b/c there was too much mental pressure!!!

April 24,2008: Well..I am probably out of luck this month,B/C we only had sex once during the fertile days!!! A little Sad, but there is always next month!!!Hope everyone is okay!!! TTYS!!!

April 27,2008: So...boobs are starting to get sore today...that means my AF is coming soon...I know it would be way too early for signs/symptoms!!! Man...I sometimes want to give up!!!

May 1, 2008: Anyways...just 6 days till AF!!! I dont really want it to come but I know it is!!! I have been having mild cramps!!! So that is a given!! but...oh well...Practicing is the best part anyways...right??

May 5,2008: Af came today...two days early but oh well!!! I guess that I am not regular anymore!!! I dont understand...it has been three months of being off schedule...Im not stressing,but we will see what the future holds for us!!! I really wanted it, but I see others did get a BFP, and congrats to you all....I love hearing the good news even if I am not getting it...the news always makes me HAPPY!!

May 9,2008: AF ended last night!! Thank goodness...it is always a downer!!! I am so thankful for this site b/c I am recieving lots of support and that is exactly what I need!!! I decided to take a step towards making myself healthier!!! I work out with my husband 4 days a week to get my body in better shape!!! Looks like we may be out of luck this month, b/c I will be travelling back home to KY and we will not be around each other when we should be!!! I am gonna miss him bunches and I wont be able to get on here either!!! :(!!! But I will keep everyone updated on my situation as should you all keep me updated also...Lots of baby dust to all!!!

May 14, 2008: So...guess what...My best friend from KY found out that she is pregnant today!!! I am so happy for her but I cannot help but to be jealous...she has been trying for a few months and I am at my one year mark!!! I am so afraid that I will never be a mom!! That scares me b/c they say that you have never really lived or loved until you have a child!!! I really need support right now...I am deeply depressed!!!! I need my hubby, but he has changed his mind and doesnt want a baby now!!! Why??? What should I do??? Dont get me wrong...I am sincerley happy for Jessica, I know that she will be a great mom!!!