[[ASHER VAAN HEXT]]

February 20 xx

so im pretty excited here about this little bundle even though i cant feel them move yet. my boyfriend and i both want a boy. my b-day is sunday and i'll be 18 still trying to figure out how to tell my dad. and hoping i still fit in a prom dress in april. :) i'm glad morning sickness is going away that was so killer i threw up every morning. i have an appointment on tuesday to check this little ones heartbeat and hope it comes out strong

February 24 xx

today is my birthday and i had to work. my boss is such an ass he knew i had to go and still wanted to keep me on forever. my grandparents came up from out of town to see me and we all went to eat out at this all u can eat italian buffet called cinzetti's. ugh i ate so much but it was so good :)

February 27 xx

so i went to the doctors yesterday scared to death that they werent going to hear anything for the heartbeat<3, but they found it and i almost cried. it sounded like a little washing machine. the nurse laughed because she had to keep moving the doppler around because the baby kept moving away from it. it felt so good to hear this little ones heart at a strong 160 bpm. im so happy

March 13 xx

Ty and i have been talking about names that we like for boys and girls. (we both want a boy) and we came up with Asher Vaan for a boy and a mix of jillian, alexis, fiona or ashlyn for a girl. what do you guys think? let me know.

March 29 xx

I went to the doctor yesterday to do the AFP testing and check the heart rate again. it was 156 so all is well. They also scheduled my u/s for april 17. Yay 3 weeks til i find out the sex!

April 3 xx

So i've been worrying a lot lately on the baby's development, most info says I should have gained about 10 pounds at this point and my doc said I only gained two. also I need a cavity filled and Im nervous about the anesthesia, so i've been putting it off. I put a registery on babies r us, and since I work at target I get 10% off I will probably be buying stuff there too. I'm just really stressed about the money that we're getting. Tyler is still looking for a job so all of the income is just coming from me right now.

April 8 xx

So i am starting to get antsy about the ultrasound. I have to go to the dentist today to get a cavity filled. The dentist said that the local anesthesia won't hurt the baby now that I am this far along. I picked up my prom dress this weekend and went out to order my boyfriend's tux and the corsage and boutinerre. I am too excited for both prom and the u/s!

April 9 xx

i went to the dentist to get my cavity filled. I was so nervous, but the doctor and the dentist said the baby will be ok as long as I don't have laughing gas. They also had to take an xray to make sure the cavity didnt make my tooth abcess because it was on the gum line, he didnt think so because I havent had any tooth pain. All went well now I dont have a gapping hole in my tooth anymore. Yay 8 more days til I find out if the love of my life is a little princess or prince <333 this is my names list for girls I want imput please

April 18 xx

So I went to the u/s and got to see my sweet baby's face. Its was so sweet. He was so cooperative. My boyfriend was so happy to see his little boy parts he said he was never more happy to see a weiner in his life lol. I was so excited to see my little asher vaan!

May 5 xx

Well tyler got a job finally, right after prom. He works at an arcade/mini golf/ batting cages/ go carts place called Boondocks. He loves it. all he does is put tickets in the machines and help customers that are having problems. I love the fact he finally has a job.it makes me happy. Next appt is the 20th.

june 3 xx

So I had my baby shower and not a whole lot of people showed up. so I was pretty angry. my brothers girlfriend and her mom and my mom with her friend and 3 ladies from a company called arbonne which is kinda like avon. I met her at target and she said that she was going to give me gift basket for my baby shower. So I believed her thinking that it would something that would be useful to me. Surprise, she brought two friends and all they brought me was make up from their company, which I thought was a little inappropriate, at least I think it should have been something that would be beneficial to me and the baby, I mean, its a baby shower! Then when we got to the games, one of them was that you had to try to drink soda out of the baby bottles as quick as you could, and they refused to because they are those arrogant type of people who only eat organic things, you know the kind. So I was pretty pissed and now I want nothing to do with their company anymore due to the fact that they were using my baby shower as a way to advertise their company and didn't give me anything baby related.

july 14 xx

so everything has been going good. turns out im anemic, so I have to take iron. everything is almost completly ready for him, just some minor things to go. I can't believe how close its getting. I want him to be here already Im so excited for him. I have a docs appt tommorow we'll see how he is doing.

july 30 xx

so asher is doing well. they still haven't estimated the weight yet but I am sure that they will at some point. getting uber heartburn. and pains everywhere like my hips when I sleep and down in my pubic bone and back, the nurse says its just the bones seperating to get ready for birth. I can't wait for him to be here I'm starting to get anxious and uncomfortable

august 14 xx

So I went to the doctor today and she felt him and said he is at least 5 to 5 1/2 lbs now, which makes me happy, I was worried because tyler was only a little over 5 lbs and he was born 10 days late, so I was scared that little asher was going to be small because his daddy was. But the doc said it's all good, lol my belly is all baby she says. he kicks a bunch up in my ribs when I sit down, and he pushes his foot out, where you can see it poking out of my belly, you can poke it and push on it and he won't pull it in, a little stuborn buhhht just like his grandpa. I am so excited for him to be here already I can't wait, we don't need any more things for him, its all ready for his big debut.

september 3rd xx

so I went to the doc yesterday. I am 2 cm dilated. having a lot of painless contractions. she doesn't think I will make it to the 14th let's hope not!