It has been a long time between babies it was a long struggle started to beileve we would never achieve it at all but to our shock and amazement it happened and we couldnt be happier with chloe and number 2 there is one day that seperates thier due dates but little miss chloe wasnt ready to come on the 18th and it does show in her personality she is very head strong it is going to be a very busy month for us in march....

My partner this will be his first bio child but has been chloe's dad since she was 2 so he is more then ready he is an amazing guy my rock and i cant wait for him to have this experience from day one...............

Week 30 today................

Only 10 weeks to go so and so much to go and so much to get organised strating to feel it now little one is getting up into my ribs among other things lol. sleep is a thing of the past atm its getting very hard to get comfortable just got back from spending a couple days relaxing down in lakes entrance which was lovely to do stayed in a nice 2 bedroom unit that had a pool being down by the water was lovely..... went mini golfing and went on a electric paddle boat and went down into the buchan caves for those who havent been i suggest you go the fairy cave is amazing to say the least..

Well looking forward to seeing what this week brings and counting days the last weeks

Week 31 today..........

Well after week has now passed and it has been along one with my wisdom tooth keeping me up and casuing problems with my other teeth i was so so relieved to have it removed yesterday i was so so happy there is nothing worse then putting up with the kind of pain that it casues OUCH!!!! shopping for a cot this weeek adn a car seat left it a little late to organise but we have had my partner's brother and his girlfiend and her kid staying with us and we had to ask them to leave they also had a little boy while living here it was really hard but in the end what choice were we left with living with people is not easy at all.....................

I am looking forward this week i am another week closer my little girl is so so excited bout her little sister arrving she is so beauitful every time she gives me a cudlle she cuddles my belly to and she likes to rub cream on my belly and talks to little bub is awesome cant wait to see what the week brings.................

Week 32 today............

Week 32 today its getting more and more exciting now starting to prepare the baby's room as our lovely house guests have now gotten all thier stuff out of the room we can get ready which is very exciting only 8 weeks to go will be nice when its only a week cant wait to meet this little one....

Week 33 today.........

YAY!!! only 7 weeks to go the baby's room is coming together now we have her cot in thier still so many things to get went and lay byed a pram today and going to get a car seat so many things to do baby is still moving around heaps she is an active one alright....

We going to start paintintg the baby's room in the next couple of weeks which will be nice and going to paint chloe's room as well really dont want her feeling like she is left out of any of it at all started to feel the affects of being tired lately but i think thats cause i coming down with a cold well will wright more soon think i need my afternoon nanny nap lol......

Proud mummy!!!! Thursday 17th of Jan:

Well today was a very long and busy day first it was up eartly after a horrible sleep of what i did get between my partner snoring and next door's dog barking and having bad dream its amazing i woke up at 7 this morning so much fun.........

So it was off to frankston to go pick up a cot in anticipation for the arrival of little kyiesha which i must say is getting closer as each day that passes and then it was off to the movies with my mum chloe and my niece immi to see alvin and the chipmunks i find it astonding that they were invented almost 50 years i go thats like double my age WOW!!!! but it was a good movie it was funny quite cute and the kids had a ball..... Then we were heading to the shop to go get something for dinner and chloe has been wanting to get her ears pierced for awhile now but mind you we tried to get them done sometime early last year they had marked her ears she had picked out her earrings and was all ready to go and then she freaked out she started crying saying she didnt want to get them done but she was determined this not to let it go..................

So here we are at carrum downs shopping centre she has picked out her earrings pink with gold she is sitting in the chair i had built her up letting her know it was going to hurt but she knew that it was only for a little bit, the girls marked her ears to make it easier they were going to do them at the same time so it wasnt going to be as bad i think i was more nervous for her and scared so here we are my little 6 year old girl behacing all big and brave and me being to scared to look they line up the guns and bang she moved so only one got done she sat there was a minute and then the pain sunk in and the poor little girl started crying boy did i feel bad and then on top of that while she was consumed in her pain the girl did the second one all unprepared she was for that one to come next ...................

So i have my little girl in the chair crying her eyes and i am the big mean monster who allowed it to happened she even refused the lolly pop the lovely girls had offered her she was to consumed in her pain that she had just experienced.....

And we go to the counter with her tears rolling down her cheeks i paying for the pierced and then all of a sudden the pain that little cloe has gone through is over and she is all excited bout runing and showing her nan how she got her ears pierced adn she runs off happy as can be and then it hits me and i turn into this big baby and start crying realsing what lttle chloe had just been through and ow brave she had been adn i couldnt have been prouder she hasnt stoppped going on about them all afternoon and night and she has forgotton all about the pain and is so happy that she got them done it was a tiring and eventful day today but in the end i was proud of my little cloe

Friday the 18th of Jan:

Today was off to the doctor's for my 2 week check up baby girl's heart is still going strong everytime i hear it it stills feels like the first time its amazing and little chloe's face jsut lights up my mum came with me to this appointment as my partner has gone back to work holidays are over SAD :(....

Well my weight is at 77kg which doesnt seem alot to me i guess i am all baby and the doctor would say something if i wasnt gaining enough though now wouldnt he i am measuring at 33 weeks which is good the doctor did say i was going to have a big baby which makes me wonder at times what she meant being that chloe was 9p 3oz which i thought was a big baby so how big can this one be..........

With everyday that passes i get more nervous thinking bout the birth and labour not knowing what to expect its quite daunting really well i will write again soon...........