metissweetie
	Age: 19 Country: CA Province/region: British columbia City: Vancouver Partner: No Children: Pregnant: Please select Occupation: College student
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I usually have a 27-29 day cycle. As of today my period is 6 days late.So in TTC terms I guess that would be about 20 dpo right? (O day is day 14 so add regualr fourteen days til AF and the six Im late?) Since like four days before AF was suppose to arrive my one nipple started to get pretty itchy and they were both sore and tingly.While the itching in the one nipple is gone when I was examining them in the mirror I noticed that the very TIPS of my nipples appear very light in color compared to the rest. is that normal, and can something other than PG cause that? I been feeling crampy since about the same time the nipple itching started. Two days ago I wiped and there was a TINY bit of brownish pinky tinged vaginal discharge and there has been nothing at all since. I've been peeing about every 20 minutes to half hour. I normally drink plenty of fluids but this is totally ridiculous. I've been pretty tired, like not to have to take a nap, but in the morning I have a really hard time waking up. And I've been totally hungry like starving hungry for some reason. What are your thoughts. while I am going to get tested, I really think I am pregnant. I just feel like I am and thats all there is to it. Is that crazy?

Tuesday, 25 Mar

I forgot to mention the acne! Im totally breaking out on my chin, my back and shoulders. I rarely if ever get a pimple let alone break out.

Wednesday, 26 Mar

Well, I went to the store today and bought a HPT. I just stared at it pretty much all day LOL. That little stick held my entire fate, and I wasn `t about to take it lightly. A while ago, I did the deed. Its positive. From now on my life will be completely changed. The father and I, never had a romantic relationship. I had broken up with my long term b/f a few months ago.I had met the father recently and we became friends. Nothing more. I guess it had been a while for the both of us, so we decided we would do the deed, and that would be that. No strings attached.Unfortunately, I did something I never have done with a partner I wasn't committed to. I totally forgot to use protection. He did too I guess or else he didn't want to use any. Anyways, I am pregnant. I just knew it too.Its such a bittersweet thing. All my life I have always known I wanted to become a mother. I also knew that I wanted to find someone special to have a child with. My first dream came true. The other not so much. I know that I will never have enough chemistry with this guy to ever be in a romantic relationship with him, so I have made the decision to be a single parent. I haven't told him yet. I'm in a bit of shock right now.

Thursday, 27 Mar

Haven `t told a soul about this yet...well except the people on here...my ex is going to be CRUSHED this breakup wasn `t meant to last forever. I `m sure he won `t understand though. Single parent-hood here I come. Like it or lump it I suppose....knowing how hard it is to find a good man when you have a child already. I spose when he will come along he will be a great guy though...guys who accept such things usually are. Right now though, I just want to be held in someones arms. Guess it will be a while until that happens though.... :(

Saturday, 29 Mar

Oh my....morning sickness...well not quite...haven `t hugged my toilet yet, but boy I sure feel queasy

Monday, 31 Mar

Miscarried.

Monday, 31 Mar

Something I `ve only known I `ve had for a few days is quickly gone. If I would have had my baby I would of loved my little angel like nothing else. However, it helps me to think that God probably knew it wasn `t the time for me, so he took my angel and gave him to someone who was ready.... I `m very spiritual that way.

Monday, 31 Mar

I think Im going to stay on here for a little while, I like the people here and I may have questions about whats going on with my body.