Hi, My name is Milissa.I'm 30 years old. I'm a mother of a 13 year old and a 4 month old, and I have 1 on the way!!! So needless to say, my hands are full..lol...

Oct 16: AF was only 2 days late but I had a funny feeling something was off. Wed Oct 10th I asked my hubby to bring home a hpt..and as soon as I peed on it..there it was..2 lines.I was shocked!! I just had my son 4 months ago and we were not planning for another baby any time soon. It took a few days for me to get over the shock but now I'm very happy to be having another one.I know for a fact we'll have our hands full but, I look at this as a blessing..For years I was not able to get pregnant for my hubby at the time.I was sent to a fertility specialist who put me on "Clomiphene" and we got pregnant on the 2nd try..3 months into my pregnancy on the day of my 1st ultrasound, I found out that my baby had died. To this day I really don't understand why it happened..Everyone around me says it must have happened for a reason..That was almost 4 years ago and my life has changed since then..I have a new man in my life and here comes another baby!!

Oct 18: My son is 4 months old today!! He's getting to be such a little man.I cant believe I'm pregnant again. Josiah might end up being less than a year apart from his new baby sis or bro.I know its gonna be a hard road .Thank God I have my hubby to help out...So I called my OB's office and his nurse told me I have to get referral..even though he delivered my son 4 months ago..So now I have to wait for my family doctor to send my OB a referral letter so I can get a appt set up..They wont see me till around 11 or 12 weeks unless somethings wrong, so I guess Ill just have to wait.The waiting is just to much! I wanna see my baby and make sure all is well.After what happened with my little angle that I lost back in 2004, I worry a lot sometimes.I just want to have a healthy baby.All I can do is pray and hope that good will bless me again...Hope all u mummys are enjoying your pregnancies , and I wish u all the best of luck:)

Nov 8: I finely get some time to myself.My little man is taking a nap.(Sigh) Well today I'm 8 weeks and 6 days prego!! I'm counting down to the big day. Which seems so gosh darn far away.Believe it or not ladies, I've already started showing.I guess its because my body still hasn't recovered from having my son. I didn't even get a chance to loose the belly fat..I lost 34 lbs after I had my son and I know I've gained at least 10 of it back.I'm really gonna try not to gain as much weight this time around..I was still trying to loose the baby weight from my daughter 13 years ago..lol..Morning sickness kicked in about two or three weeks ago.Its not to bad, as long as I get something to eat or drink.I'm always tired and sleepy, which doesn't really work well when u have a 13 year old daughter, going on 30 , and a 4 month old son, who has already developed his own personalty....but I cant really complain.God has been good to us.Without him, I really don't know where I would be....i have my first trimester screening on the 29th of this month..(wish me luck) I can't wait to see my sweetie.Its so nerve racking sometimes not knowing what's going on in there.I hope I don't worry as much as I did with my son.See what a M/C does to ya...In God I trust!! ok ladies, I'm off to check on the little man.I hope all is well with all.God bless:)