Well, i had a bunch written but my page got erased so i'm just going to make it short and then start from February 13. LOL So, i originally found out i was pregnant back in sept. then had to go to the er in nov. and found out i had miscarried but by then i was already six weeks pregnant again! holy miracle! i m currently 18 wks and 5days pregnant with a lil princess. We found out what she was when i was 14wks along. Her name is Kaylee Kailani Dunlap. Everytime i explain the meaning behind her name i cry. Kaylee is my fiances lil sister that died when he was three and Kailani means "in the heavens" in hawaiian. His daddy already loves her so much. He talks to her every night since i turned 18 wks because her lil ears are working now.

February 12, 2008 ~

Well, my lil alien princess was kicking me all day today. Down in my whoha area. lol it was so cute and funny. Like i have had times where i thought she was kicking, but was not sure, but when this happened i just knew it was my lil princess letting her mommy know not to worry that she was fine and she was there. I have been worrying a lil bit because i came down with the flu and was having troubles sleeping so i took some night time thera flu and was worried i might of hurt her. I did call a pharmacist and they said i should be fine if i just take the recommended dose and not more. So i actually only drank half of a cup and then asked my daddy to check in on us before he went to bed. Lol

February 14, 2008 ~

So, i have not felt my lil peanut the last couple days getting a lil worried. I know i shouldn't be because she is still so lil, but i m just worrying about alot of things. These ladies that go into the week by week pregnancy blog and talk about all their horror stories are really getting to me. I know they shouldn't but damn people need to keep that stuff to them selves. Why would you go in and state that to new mommies. like we don't already have enough to worry about they have to add to it. Anyway, i have been playin music for my lil princess every night and i read this post yesterday where this lady said if you wait until mid night lift your knees up and push on your uterus the lil one should move and you should feel because thats when they are most active, ya i tried that. I didn't work. : (