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minkymoo78
	Age: 30 Country: UK Province/region: Lincolnshire City: Grimsby Partner: Steve Children: Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: Management Secretary
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This is my story:-

Me and my adorable husband Steve have been trying to conceive since January 2007. After nearly a year of TTC we were sent for fertility tests and 3 days before we went to get the test results I found out I was pregnant. We were absolutely over the moon because we thought there was something wrong with one of us and this proved that there wasn't. We told everyone about the pregnancy as we were so excited and we made plans for the baby that we'd wanted so badly. It totally took over our lives and we couldn't have wished for anything more. 10 weeks later I had a miscarriage. It hit us really hard and I ended up on medication for anxiety for 3 months as I started suffering with panic attacks and was generally depressed.

Just as I was starting to feel like myself again in June 2008 I fell pregnant again, this time we were even more excited but we tried not to show it as we were scared that the same thing could happen again. On 31st July it DID happen again and I lost my 2nd baby at 5 weeks and 1 day.

So we are now trying to pick up the pieces and move on but it is so difficult. I keep thinking to myself, if I get pregnant for a third time am I going to have to go through this again? Am I doing something wrong to cause these miscarriages? Am I ever going to be able to carry full term? There are so many questions I want answers to but I probably won't ever get them.

I am trying to be positive and believe that we will be parents in the near future but I feel like I've waited such a long time and we've been through so much heartache that it feels like it's never going to happen.

I want to thank all of you lovely, wonderful, kind, caring ladies on this website who truly amaze me each and every day. Whoever invented this website deserves a medal because without it I wouldn't have coped as well as I have in the past. I received so many helpful messages both times I miscarried and they mean so much. I haven't replied to you all because I just get upset but I will be back to my normal TTC self in a few weeks and the positive Minkymoo/Helen will be back, I PROMISE.

Thank you ladies and take care, give yourselves a pat on the back for being so wonderful xxx

My Gorgeous Baby Jack xx

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rachyg - 4.5 hours ago
Oh yeah, my boys follow me everwhere. God help when I have this baby, I am not sure how I am going to cope with a baby and two very demanding but loveable dogs hehe

Eloises-mummy! - 4.8 hours ago
Hello Everyone.
Well its currantly 5:44am here and im soon to be on my way to wales (otherside of the country) at 6am. I'll be trapped in a car with my mum, two sisters, eloise and my 1yr old nephew Harley. So its going to end up being a 6 hours journey of arguements lol and whats worse is ive been allocated baby duty all the way there and back. Wish me luck! lol 12 hours ina confined space with them lol.

We're going because of my grandpas funeral which isnt the best reason to go to wales for. W ehavent seen any of that side of the family for 9 years so im getting rather nervous.

I hope all you ladies have a good day and preciousgem. I hope you had a great labour. Look forward to reading about it soon. xxxxxx

xO-BRiANNA - 6.7 hours ago
Hello Ladies! How is everyone!

If you all want a good friend please add
http://www.i-am-pregnant.com/vip/xbellaniki#msg?x=1223347667

She's a good friend of mine who just found out she's pregnant! She's a real doll & my best friend.

Thank yooou

Laura Ward - 13.1 hours ago
Message to all This may be interesting to some of you. Seema`s email is seema.modhvadia@rdftelevision.com

Hi there,

I work for a television production company based in the UK . We are currently making a documentary for ITV1 exploring the issues surrounding pregnancy and eating disorders. The film will be a thoughtful and insightful look into this extremely sensitive subject.

We�re in the research stage of our production and very keen to chat to women who are, or have been, pregnant whilst having an eating disorder.

If you�re interested in having a chat or finding out more about our documentary, it would be really great to hear from you. All communication would be in complete confidence.

You can contact me on: seema.modhvadia@rdftelevision.com

Sx

stephbmw - 14.1 hours ago
Hiya hun lovely to hear from you, sorry im writing back late but i am soo tired and been running around like mad! nice to hear you had an nice time sat night even if you did get too drunk nevermind! your only young once, but sorry to hear you have been so sick because of it hope you feel better soon, Im ok thanks hun just really tired al th time don't really feel preggo at all maybe its phantom lol! Elisha did get your email just today because our internet was playing up and i was logged in here all night and today and couldn't logg off, she will email you back when he can speak soon luv steph xx

debra haynes - 16.4 hours ago
hey love sorry to hear and i hope your spirits be lifted very soon,all is well here cd 45 got a bfn yesterday and still no a/f,well i'm going to test again this weekend and if no then i will go and get a blood test done,well love i hope you're feeling much better today.

baybeegirl - 18.5 hours ago
Thank you!
I had been trying for 11 months!
good luck ttc! I send you lots of baby dusttt

RainbowRach - 18.8 hours ago
Awww I know what you mean, its great to have people around you who care. I am sure you will be just fine. My dog Nelson (or Nelly-noo as I call him) is just lovely. He gives me cuddles and endless love. I talk to him all the time, he looks as if he is listening! haha Thanks for your comment about not feeling silly, it really helped x

Jelly27 - 18.9 hours ago
Thanks sweetie for your comment. I think you are really brave lady!