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minkymoo78
	Age: 30 Country: UK Province/region: Lincolnshire City: Grimsby Partner: Steve Children: Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: Management Secretary
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This is my story:-

Me and my adorable husband Steve have been trying to conceive since January 2007. After nearly a year of TTC we were sent for fertility tests and 3 days before we went to get the test results I found out I was pregnant. We were absolutely over the moon because we thought there was something wrong with one of us and this proved that there wasn't. We told everyone about the pregnancy as we were so excited and we made plans for the baby that we'd wanted so badly. It totally took over our lives and we couldn't have wished for anything more. 10 weeks later I had a miscarriage. It hit us really hard and I ended up on medication for anxiety for 3 months as I started suffering with panic attacks and was generally depressed.

Just as I was starting to feel like myself again in June 2008 I fell pregnant again, this time we were even more excited but we tried not to show it as we were scared that the same thing could happen again. On 31st July it DID happen again and I lost my 2nd baby at 5 weeks and 1 day.

So we are now trying to pick up the pieces and move on but it is so difficult. I keep thinking to myself, if I get pregnant for a third time am I going to have to go through this again? Am I doing something wrong to cause these miscarriages? Am I ever going to be able to carry full term? There are so many questions I want answers to but I probably won't ever get them.

I am trying to be positive and believe that we will be parents in the near future but I feel like I've waited such a long time and we've been through so much heartache that it feels like it's never going to happen.

I want to thank all of you lovely, wonderful, kind, caring ladies on this website who truly amaze me each and every day. Whoever invented this website deserves a medal because without it I wouldn't have coped as well as I have in the past. I received so many helpful messages both times I miscarried and they mean so much. I haven't replied to you all because I just get upset but I will be back to my normal TTC self in a few weeks and the positive Minkymoo/Helen will be back, I PROMISE.

Thank you ladies and take care, give yourselves a pat on the back for being so wonderful xxx

My Gorgeous Baby Jack xx

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princessvjc - Thursday, 9 October
hey hun - aint bin on here much lately - hows everything goin??x

firstlittleangel - Thursday, 9 October
I hope so! how are things going in your world?

debra haynes - Thursday, 9 October
thank you love and it's very frustrating,i wish that she will come so we can start all over again but she want to play a game with me what a b**ch,well i hope all is well with you and hubby,ttyl,

RainbowRach - Thursday, 9 October
this morning

BFN obviously!!! My cycle is not regular so I am probably not due AF until around Sunday so I have no clue why I am testing now as I dont even have sensitive tests!

EmmaReed84 - Thursday, 9 October
Well i have my fingers crossed for you...lol dont ask about me its a LONG story ha. But im getting there only a few more weeks left....YIKES! LOL

emb17 - Thursday, 9 October
Hi, ment to say this is the first time I have had the itchy belly thing. It's amazing just how much of a distraction pain in another direction can be! lol...
I always thought it was a joke when if you said to some one eg "my foot hurts" and they then reply with "give me the other foot then, I'll make that hurt to, then you wont feel the pain in the other one"

That or it's just my dad's dtrange sence of humour!

emb17 - Thursday, 9 October
Hi ya, I'm feeling a little better today. The sun is shining again which has got to be a good thing for starters!

I'm now able to walk, all be it like a penguin! The pain is still nausiating, but I have my solicitor turning up at the house later so I'm seriously trying to grin and bare it and get this house tidy! I'm taking a 5 min break at the mo.

It doesn't surprise me that the doc's wouldn't come to see me as we really do live in a field in the middle of know where. Their oppinian is if it is that bad call an ambulance!

One of our neighbours died waiting for an ambulace! That is how bad it is, the areas that they have to cover is just tooo extream.

Anyway thankfully the parecetamol is working a little.

jayrodmarie22 - Thursday, 9 October
okay so i went out today and bought a lot of the stuff you all suggested for me to do while im in the house ...Thanks to All!!! Will b sure to let you know which ones worked out and which didn't lol as i'm going to try them all!!

mommabell - Thursday, 9 October
thank you! xoxo

debra haynes - Wednesday, 8 October
good to hear all is well and good for you,you're such a strong and positive woman and i know it's going to happen for you only a matter of time,i will definitely keep you posted but it's starting to drive me nuts,no a/f and still getting bfns,well only time will tell.

discodivasara - Wednesday, 8 October
heeey! i keep visiting your profile to see if you have any news....im keeping my fingers crossed for you and your hubby, hope all is well xxx

jterrill08 - Wednesday, 8 October
Hey girl, I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. Its raining here in Georgia and I wonder what the weather is like there in England for you. Its so beautiful over there. I hope you are doing okay. I picture you relaxing with a nice hot cup of tea. Its too hot here for tea. But perhaps since its raining, I might be able to get away with it. Anyway, just wanted you to know you were in my thoughts. Hang in there, sunshine.

firstlittleangel - Wednesday, 8 October
Well my cycles were thrown off by my last period, it was a 72 day cycle before they put me on progesterone to jump start it. right now I am on day 35 I am going to wait to see what happens this week and next week, no AF yet, I have little twinges in my belly but nothing yet. I was just so excited to finally see EWCM! I feel a little silly about that! I hope it means good things, it was gone today.

RainbowRach - Wednesday, 8 October
oooo! I know you are chilling out this month, but I just wanted to wish you lots of fun Bding x

baby-momma09 - Wednesday, 8 October
updated my latest blog mommas. let me know what ya think.

RainbowRach - Wednesday, 8 October
awww thanks for your comment on my blog, I have had a good old cry too! We've got perfect Steves! I am having a bit of a horrid day today. I havent felt like this for ages - maybe AF is on her way. I keep thinking 'what if I can never get past the 6.5 week stage'. Horrible

I hope you are feeling a bit better now sweetie x

xO-BRiANNA - Wednesday, 8 October
Awe, well good luck with this month, yours will be soon =]
Gods just taking his time making you a perfect baby. ... slow poke god up there.

=] i'm good.

fdstripled - Wednesday, 8 October
I din't think of it like that. Thankyou. Like you I am not going to stress over it anymore.

aselleck26 - Wednesday, 8 October
Im doing pretty good. even if i dont have very much time, i always try and check your profile. i always like your updates. im waitin for the next bfp. but any way ive had a few nights and next days like that lol.

~Alicia~ - Wednesday, 8 October
Hey everyone! Hope you are doing well. I updated my "Child Birth Classes" blog. Hope you enjoy

shawty620 - Wednesday, 8 October

You go sexy mamma!! So hot!!!