13 Feb 08

I am 13 weeks and 3 days! I am so excited! You are our first child. Daddy and I talk to you everyday. Its cute when every night before bed, he kisses us good night and says "I love you peanut". You were a surprise baby but we don't regret any of it! See you soon baby!!! *MWAH*

14 Feb 08

Happy Valentine's Day! Daddy and I are going to spend it on Saturday due to our work schedules. My stomach is a little upset today, but nothing I can't handle. I think about you, little one, all day, every day. I cant wait till your here! See you soon baby! *MWAH*

23 Feb 08

Hi Peanut~ I will be 15 weeks tomorrow! Soon daddy and I will possibly get to find out if you are a boy or girl! We are very excited! I have a little belly now. Oh and guess what? Grandma and Grandpa and Uncle Derrick are coming over to see you! If you are here on time! And maybe Grandpa can come over soon before that. But we will see. How are you coming along in there? I love you and I will see you soon! *MWAH*

29 FEB 08

Hey Peanut! I think I felt you kick yesterday. But I havent quite figured out the difference between a kick and a gas bubble. I have been very sleepy lately. Daddy gets a little upset because he feels I am leaving him out. Wait til you get here! He won't complain about sleep then! You will be an awesome handful. But I am so excited to meet you and I can not wait. Everyday that passes is a day closer to holding you in my arms. Daddy and I love you. See you soon baby! *MWAH*

4 MAR 08

Hey Peanut! Well we went to the doctors yesterday and she said I just felt gas. But its ok because I got to here your heartbeat yesterday! And you even kicked for daddy and me... remember? It was an amazing moment in my life. We find out if you are a boy or girl on April 16! So excited! I have been feeling a lot better lately! Thank you for helping me keep the food down! Well I love you baby! See you soon! *MWAH*

14 MAR 08

Hey Peanut! Well I have my separation papers approved so now I will be getting out of the Air Force on August 1st so I can be home with you! How exciting! Daddy and I love you very much and we always talk to you. Can you hear us? Thank you for helping me hold the food down! HEHE. Well little one, soon you will be here. Can't wait! We love you! *MWAH*

21 MAR 08

Hey Peanut! We felt and saw you move for the first time Monday night which was 17 MAR. Even Daddy could feel you ! It was amazing and it was the best thing I have ever felt. Feeling you kick means you're getting bigger which means you will be here soon! Well baby, I love you and we will see you soon! *MWAH*

23 MAR 08

Hey Peanut! Happy Easter! I felt you move today and it always makes me smile. :) I ate a lot of food today and Daddy had a snowball fight with some of his friends. It was cold out today and it snowed last night! Well I love you and I will see you soon! *MWAH*

27 MAR 08

Hey Peanut! Well I had my separation briefing and you helped keep me awake! Thanks buddy! Monday is our 20 week check up for you. And then at 22 weeks, we'll find out your gender. I hate having to wait knowing that I am the one carrying you, but I have something to look forward to. Well little one, I love you and Daddy loves you. The whole family loves you! See you soon! *MWAH*

2 APR 08

Hey Peanut! You woke me up last night with your kicking! It was so neat! That was the hardest you have kicked me so far! I fell asleep last night rubbing my belly in hopes that you can feel it. I think about you everyday and I get more and more excited as time goes on. I am 5 months and 3 days today. I am already half way over with the pregnancy! You will be here soon and I can not wait! I love you baby! See you soon! *MWAH*

7 APR 08

Hey Peanut! It snowed earlier. Very weird weather we are having. Did you feel Daddy playing with you the other night? He poked my belly and you kicked where he poked. He was so excited! He loves you very much. 9 days until we find out your gender! I am so excited! Then we can finish buying clothes for you. I can't wait to hold you in my arms and kiss you. I love you baby. See you soon! *MWAH*

14 APR 08

Hey Peanut! 2 more days and we find out your gender! We are so excited! Grandma loves you. She always asks about you! They are in Florida this week! I bet they are having fun in Disney World! When you get a little older, we are going to take you! I bet you will have a lot of fun! I think we felt your butt the other night. It was sticking out! Or maybe it was your head! We are unsure but regardless, it was an amazing feeling! I love you and soon you will be here in my arms. And Grandma, Grandpa, and Uncle Derrick will be here! How exciting! Well baby, I will close for today. Have a good time in there! *MWAH*

16 APR 08

Hey Peanut! Our little son. Your a boy! We saw your little fingers and toes. You already weigh a pound! Its amazing. I couldn't stop crying. I mean its all just so amazing! You yawned and stuck your tongue out. Gosh, I love you baby. See you soon! *MWAH*

21 APR 08

Hey Peanut! We are all moved in! It took us about 2 days to unpack so not that bad. I wanted to get your room organized first but then I realized that I would probably be changing it a few times before you get here! HAHA. My belly looks like it's getting bigger and bigger every day. Which means you are getting bigger! I hope I didnt stress you out too much while unpacking. Mommy is stubborn and Daddy had to make her take a break! Well I will close for now. I love you and I cant wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

28 APR 08

Hey Peanut! I don't feel too good today. I feel weak and sick. Not good. Just one of those days I guess. The doctor said you are healthy as can be! Which I already knew but its always nice to hear it from a doctor! Well I am going to get back to work. Just wanted to write you today. I love you and I cant wait to see you! *MWAH*

5 MAY 08

Hey Peanut! Happy Cinco De Mayo! We picked out a name for you~ Kekoa Michael! We have your 28 week check up on the 19th of this month! Its always nice to hear your heartbeat. I feel you kick everyday and its so fun! We are working on your room right now! It is starting to look really good! We bought a tan carpet to interpret the sand. And Grandma and Grandpa Osier and family sent over Finding Nemo toys for you and some clothes! I can't wait for you to see everything! I always tell Grandpa Crowe about you and he asks how you are. Well I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you! See you soon baby! *MWAH*

12 MAY 08

Hey Peanut! We hung up the shelf in your room! The nemo toys are on it! It looks really cute in your room! I keep feeling your leg or arm and it feels so nice. I can't believe you will be here in 98 days today! I am so excited! I love you so much! I will see you soon baby! *MWAH*

19 MAY 08

Hey Peanut! I have gained 9 pounds since our last appt! You are growing fast! You are about 2 and a half pounds! I feel you move a lot more as the days go on. I know I always say how excited I am to meet you but I truly can't help it. To smell your skin, touch your little fingers and toes, the thought of it all makes me smile! Well little one, I will get back to work. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

29 MAY 08

Hey Peanut! I feel you move around a lot as the days pass! I can even see a body part stick out. I think it is your head or your butt. You woke me up this morning! It was nice to wake up to your kicks! I think this weekend I will work on your room. I want to get it ready for you! You have a baby shower being thrown for you on June 8! Grandma is throwing it! I can't wait for you to see everything when you get here! They will be here in less than 3 months! Very excited! Well I will get back to work. I love you and I can't wait to see you! *MWAH*

5 JUNE 08

Hey Peanut! 2 days until our baby shower! Wish we could go! How are you doing in there? Gosh, I get even more excited as the days go on knowing that soon you will be here in my arms! You kicked daddy in the face yesterday! But its his fault for having his nose in your space right?! HAHA. It's too cute! Well baby, I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

10 JUNE 08

Hey Peanut! It's Father's Day today! We went to a movie for you. It was called Kung Fu Panda. I wish you could see it. How did you like the Journey concert? This week Daddy and I go to see KISS. I think you will like this one also. I can't believe that soon you are going to be here! It has all gone by so fast and I love every minute I get to feel you kick! Oh I just felt you move again! Well baby, I will close for now. I love you! *MWAH*

20 JUNE 08

Hey Peanut! Less than 2 months and you will be here! You got a lot of nice things from the baby shower that Grandma threw for you! There is another baby shower for you on the 27th. You will have many things! I am getting very anxious for you to get here! The way you feel when you kick is amazing! I can only imagine how wonderful it will be to actually hold you in my arms! Soon Grandma, Grandpa and Moses will be here! Can't wait! How did you like the KISS concert? Well little one, I will close for now! I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

28 JUNE 08

Hey Peanut! Your baby shower yesterday was fun! Daddy and I had to feed each other baby food! We made such a mess and it was funny! You got a lot more nice things! 51 days and you will be here! Its coming so soon! I can't wait! Well baby, I don't feel too good today so I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

5 JULY 08

Hey Peanut! We went to the fireworks last night! I hope you enjoyed them! I was happy getting my fried dough and lemonade! You will be here next month! So will Grandma, Grandpa and Moses! Aren't you excited! Mommy saw her friend Jessica and her baby Kylie yesterday! They seem to be doing very well! I am making homemade vegetable soup tonight for dinner. I think tomorrow, Daddy and I are going to see Wall-E! It looks very cute! Well baby, I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

14 JULY 08

Hey Peanut! So I think I may have started getting contractions! I called Grandma to ask her and she thinks they are the beginning! You will soon be here! I can not wait! I am too excited for your arrival! Each contraction is a step closer to you being here and the thought of holding you and smelling your skin makes me all tingly with excitement! I still feel you move like your playing a soccer game! Well baby, I will close for now! I love you and I will see you very soon! *MWAH*

23 JULY 08

Hey Peanut! The little contractions have been coming on more and more as the days pass. You push your foot out and its so awesome to see! Its like I can grab it. I have started half days at work. I am ready for you to arrive. Gosh, it seems like just yesterday you were just a little peanut. Now you are a whole person ready to see the world. One of the most exciting things is knowing how much you are going to need me and depend on me. That makes me feel like I will be one of the most important people in the world to you and nothing could make me happier! Well baby, I will close for now. Remember, I am ready when you are! I love you and see you soon! *MWAH*

31 JULY 08

Hey Peanut! So today was my last day as a military member. I separated so I can be home with you!!! I can't wait! I had an appt today also. Maybe next week, we can find out if I start dilating unless you want to come sooner! Which is ok with me! HAHA. It feels different being a civilian again. I met your daddy here in Germany, I got to come here, I made a lot of friends here and most importantly, you were conceived and will soon be born here! So many exciting things! Well baby, I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

9 AUG 08

Hey Peanut! So I have been getting more and more contractions. Every contraction is a step closer to meeting you! I have an appointment on Tuesday. I hope you will be here very soon! I am getting so anxious! It gets harder to sleep but it's ok because every minute that I don't sleep now means every minute I will be awake and holding you in the future! Grandma, Grandpa, and Moses will be here in 19 days today! 9 days to go until the due date! Well I will close for now. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon! *MWAH*

12 AUG 08

Hey Peanut! So today we had another appointment and the doctor said I am 2 cm dilated and my cervix is very thin. She thinks I am in early labor. How exciting! To think you will be in my arms in the next couple of days is so exciting! Well I love you and I will see you very soon! *MWAH*

15 AUG 08

Hey Peanut! I see you in Daddy's arms. You were born 13 of August at 12:48 pm. You weighed 7 lbs and 15 oz. You were 20 inches in length. I went through it all naturally, and you were well worth all the pain and I love you more than words can say. You mean everything to me. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! *MWAH*