First off congrats to all the Moms to be! This is my first...a huge shock at first but I am very excited now! I am not married yet, just living with my baby's father. We are in no hurry for marriage...but I know one day it will happen. I went to my first appointment and had my first u/s on March 3rd. It brought tears to my eyes it was just amazing to see the little baby rolling all over the place. I will put pictures up however I am usually on this web site at work and don't have them here with me :(. I am due on September 25th and I can not wait!! Good luck to everyone!

March 24, 2008

I thought I would update everyone on the last 3 months of Pregnancy and life! I never did get Morning sickness very bad...I was very blessed. However on 03/20/08 I was put in the hospital for some major pains. The doctors thought maybe my body was trying to have a miscarriage but it was "to late" I am to far along. My white blood cell count was above 1600 and its suppose to be 1100 or so. They still never came up with a solution or answer to my problems...but thank God the baby is ok! I was freaking out! Me and my boyfriend were having major problems and I think Stress was a major part of the pain! I love the man with all my heart..but sometimes I feel like we are just together for the baby...its not for us anymore. Is anyone else going thru this? Any suggestions on how to change that?? I feel horrible we are always fighting!! I want to make things better just not quite sure how! I am feeling alot better today and hope it stays that way! I don't have my appointment until the 11th of April but I am so excited to go! I hope everyone is doing well!!!!

May 16, 2008

Well I haven't updated in so long!! I am now a single mommy :( Not the situation I really wanted but me and my baby girl will be ok!! My boyfriend use to be so caring...it stopped. He moved out and is now expecting me to pay bills upon bills that I can't afford :( I wish there were a way to change everything that happened...but I don't think there is!! I wish I knew what to say to get him to realize he just not only walked out on me but on his baby girl as well. Supposedly we are just seperated and we will try to work it out, but my heart is so broken now I don't know about all of that! If anyone has any words of encouragement or advice please write me...I am down in the dumps right now :(