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I am excited about meeting my baby boy, but I'm scared! I have been an emotional wreck throughout my pregnancy and I love to hear about other women who are too! I always thought I would be married and financially stable before I ever got pregnant, but things didn't work out that way. I am stressed, alone, and I complain an awful lot. This isn't me at my best. I can see this page becoming my stress releif whether anyone reads it or not! I do want to wish everyone the best of luck and love throughout their pregnancies, because everyone needs it!!

How I Found Out I was Pregnant!

I have always been a paranoid person and kept cramping like I was going to start my period.. but I never did. A week went by and I can remember being on the phone with a friend and complaining about it. We looked it up online and it was a symptom of Ovarian Cysts or Pregnancy. I said "OH NO, I HAVE CYSTS!" I was so scared and almost called the doctor to make an appointment purely for the "cysts" then I thought they would ask about being pregnant, so to rule out pregnancy I grabbed an old pregnancy test I had left over from being paranoid the year before. I peed on it, and then there were 2 lines! So here I am now waiting on my little boy to arrive.

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1/9/08

OHHHH I just cannot wait until he is born.. Pregnancy is looooooong! I actually painted the babys room last night. For some reason it made me feel soooo much better! I'm tired!

2/9/08

i hate my "babys daddy" sometimes =( so sad.