I'm not fat, I'm pregnant.................

hey guys, due oct. 25! feeling kinda rough today (3/3), nausea, sore bbs, headache, but i got to hear the hear the heart beat today!!! so so excited about that, im 6 weeks and 3 days!

Hey, ugh, is morning sickness ever going to end?! it last alll day! i cant eat and all i want to do is sleep but i cant cause i have a 2 year old that also needs me. what to do what to do. i know this will pass, but it has just gotten really hard over the past couple of days. i feel like i have no support from hardly anyone. because i had a stroke in oct of 07, they all think i should terminate the preg. which i WILL NOT do. i havent told my parents yet cause we are financially struggling and i can just hear what they are going to say and i dont feel like hearing it. my sisters are here for me which is nice. and a huge help. i guess im just very moody, iriitable, everything, maybe tomorrow will be better.....heres hoping!

ok, so today and yestersay was a little better, i can actually eat which helps give me energy, all i can say is thank God for phenegran!! im just struggling with everyone else now. i still have yet to tell; my parents, which i really dont want to do, cause i know they will not be happy. last time i told them iw as pregnant i was 17 and it was by a guy i had know for a month. hes my husband now, but my parents still dont like him, so they dont want me to hve anymore kids with him. it wasnt planned by any means, but it happened and im happy. im just ready for life to get btter. the baby is the only thing good in my life now, and my 2 year old. i am starting to outgrow my clothes. well my jeans, they are a bit snug. this should be great.....i get to go shopping!! and its okay if i look fat cause it will be maternity clothes!-------march 12, 2008