OK so I'm now gonna start putting my updates on the top of my page so you don't have to scroll forever to read them!.... I mean unless you want too!!

June 23 2008

Ok so the girls are now about 2 months and 2 weeks old and boy oh boy am I tired!! I feel like I havent had any sleep since they came home about a month and a half ago. Reece now weighs 7 lbs 9 oz and Rilee weighs 7lbs 11 oz as of last Wednesday. Lately all the girl want to do is cry, I mean it's like an all day thing. The only time they will sleep is if they are laying on me, which how am I supposed to do that with two!?! I'm hoping this is just a stage because I am about to go insane, I'm not kidding ! Also another thing they do is almsot everytime I sit down to eat someone starts crying, I don't think I have had a warm meal in weeks! I guess thats all a part of being a mom!! Everyone always said oh your gonna love being a mommy and how fun it was but no one told me that I wouldn't know what day it is anymore or the last time I took a shower!! lol I love being a mommy don't get me wrong I'm just wishing my children would behave a little better lol!!!! Rilee has a appointment with the heart doctor on the 2nd and I'm hoping that goes well other than that the girls are doing amazing!!!! Oh and Reece smiled at me today, it was amazing!

Monday, 28 Jan

Well I go to the doctor on Wednesday to find out how my twins are doing and what the sexes are!!!

Tuesday, 29 Jan

Tomorrow Im going to the doctor to get another U/S. Im so ready to know what the sexes of my babies are. Im havingalot of trouble sleeping at night. I have terrible back pain and it seems like no matter how i lay im in pain. Oh well its all worth it i guess!!!

Wednesday, 30 Jan

well I went to the doc today and got an u/s and the results are in.... GIRLS!!!!! Im having identical twin girls. I always wanted boys but girls are gonna be great!!!! They are healthy and everything looks good!

Feb 22 2008

Well im 24 weeks and 5 days today and im feeling the girls kick All the time. Sometimes i feel like they are never gonna stop, But im so glad to be able to know they are in there!! My stomach has been hurting pretty bad the few days but i dont think its anything to worry about. Also i have been finding it harder and harder to sleep, oh and the back pain dont even get me started lol but its all worth it!! I go on March 6th to get anothet U/S and i am excited to see them again and know that they are doing well. Since they share a placenta they are at more of a risk. Im measuring at 29-30 weeks pregnant now so i cant wait to see how huge i am aboout 32 weeks lol!! well thats all for now ill try to put up some belly pics soon.

February 28th

Well nothing really new since my last post. Im 25weeks and 5 days and i am completly miserable. My back is killing me. All day today I have just felt horrible. I guess it'll all be worth it tho...:) I just wish being pregnant with twins didnt hurt so bad! LOL A week from today i go to get another U/S and i cant wait!! I just love getting to see them in there and know that they are ok!! Im feeling like such a fatty these days, although i dont think i look like i should be having twins! Oh im just confused maybe its these dang hormones lol!!!

Wednesday, 5 Mar

Friday, 7 Mar

Saturday, 15 Mar

Tuesday, 25 Mar

Well its been a week since i was flown to a hospital with a good enough NICU. im in here for preterm labor, i havent had the girlies yet we `re trying to keep them in as long as possible. they are running a few more test and if everything checks out i may get to go home by thursday!!! wish us luck

Monday, 7 April

So i havent wrote in a while ive just been having a crazy time!! In the past 4 weeks i have been in and out of the hospital twice now. The first stay was for 8 days and the most recent was friday and i got to go home saturday. Im on super strict bed rest and can only get up to go to the bathroom. Im so frustrated but i know im just trying to do whats best for the girls :) I go back to the doctor this week so maybe i can get a date scheduled for a c section (hopefully) I had that test done that tells if your going into labor within the next few weeks and it came back negative so i guess thats one good thing! Im almost 2 cm diliated and about 80% effaced, i havent had any change since i first went in the hopsital, I just feel like im walking on eggshells right now and im just confused on if i should go to the Er for every little thing i never know when im really contracting i just know my back hurts really bad and i feel like i may start my period. Its weird i know!!! Well im 31 weeks today and i feel lieka whale! My baby shower is this Saturday and i just hope nothing happens till then!! Baby A weighs 3Lbs 11oz and Baby B weighs 3lbs. they are getting so big! I cannot wait to meet these girl and it seems like they cant wait to meet me either!!!!

Tuesday 29 2008

Hey everyone i know its been a little while since ive updated but i have been a little busy!! :) I had my 2 amazing little girls April 13th. I had them vaginally with pain meds of course at 31 weeks and 6 days. Rilee was born at 105pm and Reece at 126pm. It was the MOST amazing experience and im so lucky i got to have them they way i did. They have been in the NICU now for 16 days and are beginning to bottle feed and im just hoping they get better and come home in the next two weeks!!! If you have any questions about me or my girls please feel free to ask ill be more than happy to answer them! Hope all you ladies are doing well!!

May 19 2008

Well I haven't wrote in a while but THE GIRLS ARE HOME!!! And i couldn't be happier! After a very long month in the hospital it was a blessing to get them home! They came home last Thursday and it really hasnt been that bad!! I think the month in the hospital helped me prepare. Other than the sleep deprivation and the fact that i have to still pump their food because i have to fortify it so they will gain weight everything really hasnt been that bad! I hope all you moms are feeling great and can keep those babies in as long as possible cause believe me its not easy having your kids in the hospital that long!! And for those who have your babies good luck and i hope everything is going well!!

And Update on the Girls-

Reece- 5lb 3oz 18 in long

Rilee= 5lb 2oz 18 1/4in long