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Well I am 24 years old I have been married for almost two years and just found out that I am 4 weeks pregnant I am so freakin excited. I had to convince the hubby that having two children was not the end of the world. lol I am a stay at home mom/ Full time student. My husband is in the military (this is where we met six years ago). I got out in 05 to go to school and to be with my son. I am hope this next baby is a girl I have been dreaming about a girl....and a boy (i am hoping that means twins!!!) LOL We are moving from Florida to Germany in oct and I am freakin excited about that because I love to travel so I am going to be alllll over the place :)

The Hubby and the Nate :)

May 14th- So today is my annual appt. They don't do blood test til your seven days late but I found out I was pregnant two days before my period arrived. I can't cancel the appt because I have to have it so I can move to Germany with the hubby (military makes us all get checked!) So I am hoping that a physcial exam will confirm it and I will get sent for a blood test. I am so excited I keep looking in the mirror to see if I can tell yet lol I know bad right? But I know I won't be able to until my fourth month (I show early!!) I use to be the size of a needle then I got pregnant and at four months I was already showing it didn't help that I am 5'4 but i wasn't too worried about the weight I am still not I'm healthy and my hubby likes me more now with more meat on my bones *wink* lol well I'll up date this after the appt this afternoon.

~So I went my appt today for my annual so they let me do my blood test (YAY!!) so now I am officially Pregnant ;) I have my first doctors appt on the 6th of june I didn't know it would happen so soon. I am going back to the office I went to with mister nate because they made me feel comfortable and not like I was stupid for asking questions about anything and the best thing is that they did not make me feel like a beach whale when everyone around me was saying that I was huge and I needed to stop eating-I know freakin rude people so I will post another after the appt :)

may 19th- I started Bleeding on the 17th and i went to the hospital on the 18th and my hcg level is only at a 15 with me being 5 weeks pregnant so the doctor was pretty much saying that it is a miscarriage. Joe is upset because he has to leave for two weeks for training and he won't be here to be at my next appt with me. When he gets back I guess we will try again. He says that if this happens again he might not wanna try anymore cause he can't take seeing me so sad after it happens. I kinda agree with him. Nate noticed mommy was upset so he gave me hugs and kisses and rubbed my back lol he's only one!

July 17th-Well I took a pregnancy test yesterday after taking my trip to Michigan and The test said that I am preggers again. I am due March 25 and I am very very excited about it and I am also worried about it. Since the Micarriage in may I have been worried that every one after would end in the same way but I think this one might be different and I pray it will be cause I really really want this baby I don't care if it's girl or a boy. so At about six weeks I will start taking pictures a posting them :)

July 21st- So I am just paranoid to like the fifth power that i am going to lose this baby I bought a pregnancy test to make sure that the line was getting darker and the second line appeared before the control line did! and it is hella dark but this does not make me feel any better so I think I might go to the doctors on monday instead of the 6th week just cause I am stressing myself out. I had real sore boobs but the went away i have the dizziness and the nasuea and tiredness but I hate that I am being so paranoid about this I am suppose to be so excited about this sigh maybe after monday when I make my appt with my doctor I will feel better.

July 23rd- I have just talked to the nurse on the phone and they got my blood results back and I am pregnant officially according to the military lol so now I have an appt tomorrow afternoon to talk to the nurse and get my refferral to the ob/gyn. I am a lil nervous about this because this is one step closer to me getting an ultrasound and seeing a picture of my lil bean sprout and I am a lil scared. I was scared with nate too but when I saw him I just knew that I was suppose to be a mommy all along lol does that sound mushy? lol anyways I will write more when they give me more info tomorrow but I have my due dates right according to the nurse on the phone. So now all I can do is pray and hope that everything goes ok so I can have my lil girl or boy in my arms in 7 months.

July 26th- I am a little upset cause I will not be able to get in to the doctors until the 13th week and I was kinda needing some reassurance that the baby and I would be ok this time. I am going to assume that I will be because I did have a healthy boy before the miscarriage and when I went in for my ultrasound the tech said that there was nothing wrong with me and my doctor did a pap and said there is nothing wrong with me. I am just worried about having a missed miscarriage and not finding out til that doctors appt I am trying to stay postive tho but I am probably not going to buy any clothing or anything until the appt altho by then I will have too lol. Hopefull by then I will see the heartbeat and the baby just like I did with nate :)

Aug 5th 2007- Alright so I miscaluated the week I would be in when I go to the doctors I will be 10 weeks pregnant. So I am very excited about the fact that I have made it passed the fifth week now what I need to start doing is to stop watching or reading these stories where people have miscarried. My son appears to be understanding a lil bit that there is a new baby coming so thats good. He turned two on Friday and we had his party on sat and he loved it there was spongebob on his cake and there were spongebob ballons and everything my mil and her mother came down from illinios and they cried when they saw Nathan he is the first grandchild and the first great grandchild on both sides and he is the first great great grandchild on my side so it's really exciting for everyone that we are having another baby :) Well on the 10th our furniture will be gone and on it's way to Germany and next week sometimes my car will be on it's way to Germany too so then I will no longer have a car lol that will be a lil weird for me. Well I will post pictures sometime this week :)

8 weeks and 4 days and thats my first baby in the background :)

18 Aug- Well I am going to be in my third month tomorrow and I am soooo excited that everything seems to be going well. I am trying not to get my hopes up too high but I got the Rho gam shot with the miscarriage so there should be nothing wrong with this pregnancy I hope. Well so far I am sick all the time and all our furniture is gone on it's way to Germany so we are sleeping on an air matteress :( lol I am tired because I get up to pee like six times a nite and my morning sickness is frickin horrible I had a good couple days and then all of a sudden the sickness came back full force but it's ok they say being sick is good cause it means the pregnancy is still going so I am going to take it as a good sign :) Well my bestfriend and Nathan's God father comes home from deployment On Monday so I am excited and next monday on the 27th I will have my doc appt :) I will try to remember to post another picture of me at 9 weeks and 4 days :)

This is me at 9 weeks and 4 days Next week is the doctors appt. :)So far nothing bad has happened so I am pretty excited right about now. Hope it's a healthy baby :)

Alright so today i am 10 weeks and 5days and I had my first doctors appt on monday it was awsome I heard the heart beat and the doctor said that he has every confidence that this pregnancy should go to term! well I have come up with a way cool girl name but I am not telling anyone until after I find out for sure that lil bean is a girl. Well we had some trouble with my loan company they were trying to stop me from taking my car out of the country me and joe and a mini melt down but then the next day the whole thing was solved. So today we drove to Atlanta Ga and had my car shipped to Germany!!! So now everything will be there before we are and we will not have to worry about Nathan going with out his bed and toys in a New place and I will have my stuff!!!! We have already picked out all my baby furinture so when I get there I have to order it and have it shipped. I am going to have an ultrasound on the 11th so there will be a new picture then of me and the bean and Nathan of course. We no longer have Snoopy :( which is really sad because Nathan has been looking for him everyday :( but he was too hyper to go on the plane trip sigh well I will write more in another week hope you all have a good weekend. :)

Sept 112007-Well People there is my new pride and joy :). She (thats what I will call her until we know for sure) Was sleep at first and got real pissed when the doctor woke her up. She turned her back to us :(. She is already just like her mommy lol. I will possibly have her on march 23rd 2008. I am so friggin excited about it :). She moved around alot during the appt and I saw her strectch out and wave her arms over her head. Her heart beat was 156 which took some time to find because she ran away everytime they did find it :) well thats it until my next appt on the 9th of october which will be my last appt in the united states :)

Dec 7th-Well today I am a bit off because it's the day after the anniversary of the death of my bestfriend. I am happy I am pregnant but sad she is not here for me to call and cry about people telling me I am fat or to make me feel better because my hubby is being deployed before the baby arrives. But I am going to put up my 24 week picture. I am so excited about it getting closer to the birth but I am a little scared about being a mother to two children and I have to do it alone for a couple of months until the hubby gets back!

24 weeks :)

30 weeks-Jan 16 2008-

Well people I am at the 30 week mark which means that I am suppose to have ten weeks left on the pregnancy.....but I don't lol as you can tell from the pictures I am measuring a lil large so I am going to induced most likely a week before my due date or exactly on my due date.....just like nathan lol. I am feeling tired alot but I can't take as many breaks because Joe is gone. But it's alright me and Nathan are doing well and Lucas is keeping me up late moving around and everything. I am having a babyshower on the 9th of feb yes one day before my birthday but it was suppose to make me happy cause this is the first time since we got married that we have been apart longer than six weeks and during our birthdays and our THIRD wedding anniversary. :) We will be married for three years in July people :) Well I will hit you up with another

Feb 6th 2008

So I got lucky and found a rocking chair being sold for 30 dollars by someone on base it's pretty nice it has some wear and tear on the arms but I am going to buy a pretty throw to put over it. Now all I need is curtains and a lamp for the babies room and the star stickers to go on the wall and his room will be all done :) I am so excited. I will be even more excited when the baby is here lol. Joe is doing good my poor baby is sick right now but so are me and nathan actully nathan got better and I am the only one sick. My babyshower is on the 9th of feb....one day before my 25th birthday YAY lol and guess what I gets to spend my 25th birthday doing? Studying for my religions test YAY lol. I baby has flipped I will find out at my next appt on the 20th of feb thats when we will probably be picking out an inducement date and if the baby is still breech picking a date for me to come in and turn him around . We are seeing if they will let joe come back for the inducement date and if not if they will at least set aside that day so he can be on webcam to watch the birth. I feel good some days and others I feel so tired I feel bad cause Nathan wants to do stuff and mommy is too tired :(. But he has alot of fun with play doh lol I am going to be buying him a new video game system soon so we should have fun with that too.