About Me:

Well, I'm going to be 21 in about a week and am almost 31 weeks pregnant. Great way to spend your 21st birthday huh....oh well I'm very excited to be having a baby boy; this is my first pregnancy. Me and my fiance were suppose to be getting married in May but since we are expecting in March we decided to wait because I was scared we couldn't afford getting ready for the baby and having a wedding not to mention try and get fitted for a wedding dress when your pregnant..didnt want to have that stress!

I first thought I could possibly be pregnant and decided to take a test and I must of been so nervous of the results because I not only had 1 invalid pregnancy test I had 2 invalid tests. I figured I just needed to relax and wait and my period would be coming shortly; I'm never regular so I was not sure when my last one was. Well when I figured out that I was a week late I freaked out! I was like we need to go to the store right now .....my fiance was cooking dinner and was like after supper but I was so scared and couldnt calm down we went right then haha. So then when I took the test I saw the + sign and became automatically breathless and alittle tear-eyed. So I went and told my fiance and then after that we started telling family and friends about our new bundle of joy that would be with us in 8 months.

I'm really excited having our baby here in less than 9 weeks now, we have decided on the name James Michael. Everytime we get new clothes or the new crib ect for the baby I just get more and more excited!

Not really much else to say .....Congrats to everyone!

2-27-08...Well I am now just starting a blog I no nothing like waiting till last minute but now I guess is when I need it more to help vent about things. So let me get you caught up I am on now 36 weeks and 4 days! Been on bedrest since Christmas because of contractions and now to add to that I've had pre eclampsia for about a month now. I think I needed the blog to help vent because I'm starting to become very frustrated with my pegnancy dont get me wrong I love my little boy in my tummy I smile everytime he makes my stomach move and I am able to pinpoint his body parts when he pushes them out....but this is why I'm frustrated I've had constant contractions but my body will not dilate anymore I'm about 40% effaced as of now and I was told dilated by a 2 saturday morning by the nurse when I was hospitalized overnight. Well since then I still have had constant contractions just no dilation but there so strong and intense it hurts and im getting frustrated that theres no cervical change! My mom had the same issues they tried 6 different times to induce her still nothing worked they ended up delivering me by emergency csection once my mom had hit 44 weeks! And I'm starting to see I'm doing the same thing as her no cervical changes I know my doctor said she will not let me go to 41 weeks even so that is good to know but still sick of contractions my body is sooo sore from them!

Went to the dr last nite because doc wanted to have someone check me just to see if now after a couple of days i have any changes ....first off nurse was horrible! She vag checked me for dilation and it felt like she was trying to shove her whole fist in there! My fiance yelled at her and told her to stop pushing so forcefully because 1)she had huge rings on ( i could feel them scrap me through the gloves!!!! 2) he was considered not only obvisely it hurting me but my baby is engaged so low and my fiance said you could see the head and body of the baby getting pushed upward and didnt want anything to go wrong. We've never had anyone be so rough with checking me I was in such pain I was bitting myself to not scream. So then she stopped when he yelled at her but she said she had to finish so i told her to continue and told him it was ok but then she missed the right hole !!!!! And she didnt even say sorry she just stuck them in the right one so I knew I would bleed from that which I did and so going to the bathroom now is a very unpleasant feeling from that pain. After she was done she told me I was completely closed and very thick and that I'm not dropped. So I told her well the other night nurse said she could get 2 fingers in there easily and she felt babys head and my doc has said he has dropped and is engaged very very low. And then the nurse says are you sure because she basically said I'm wrong and heard wrong which I didn't! Err how frustrating well this was one blog lol....oh well it helps get it off my chest! Only 4 weeks ..only 4 weeks lol