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Hey everyone, thank you for checking out my page. I just found out that i am having twins! This comes as a complete surprise, seeing as i was breastfeeding AND on the mini pill! I guess God just wants us to have a bigger family, which is fine with me. My husband and I have been together for over 8 years, (married for 5). We have a 4 year old boy and a 9 month old girl. I'm guessing since the babies have two different sacs, then there is a possibility of having a boy and girl? That would be really neat. Since we already have one of each I think we will just hold out to find out the sexes. We live in a small 2 bedroom house, so we will definitely be moving SOOOON! Ugh, upgrading cars, etc. Well wish me luck and thank you to everyone who have left me such kind words of congratulations!!

April 20

I went to the doc this morning because of cramping and bleeding, and he pulled out the fetal heart doppler and could only find one heartbeat. He says there is a strong possiblility that one of the babies has died. I'm hoping it's not true, but tomorrow morning I go in for an ultrasound, to see what happened and why. Well I'll update tomorrow. :(

April 21

They rescheduled my ultrasound for tomorrow! This is absolute torture having to wait. I am still bleeding a little, not as much, and I am exhausted. Not sure if it's pregnancy or depression.

April 22

July 12

I am almost 23 weeks along now, getting bigger and bigger by the day. The babies are moving like crazy these days, they really like kicking down!
(very painful) My son is getting pretty excited, my daughter still doesn't know what is going on of course. I've been spotting a little bit, due to the placenta being so low. I was hoping it would raise more, I really want to try to deliver vaginally, but if it stays where it is, I will have to have a c-section. But hey! As long as the babies are healthy I don't care that much!! I tested positive for anemia, and I keep having heart palpitations. I'm told not to worry about them, but they are so odd feeling, they scare me. I'm having a lot of trouble sleeping at night because of them, they cause me to have a lot of anxiety. But I'm trying different breathing techniques and so far they have helped a tiny bit. If anyone has any advice let me know!