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	Age: 18 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: He's My Lover/My Baby's Father Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 10 Sep ,2008 Occupation: Student
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I Love My Little Baby!

Sunday, 2 Dec

Today I start my 2nd trimester.

I'm happy and sad at the same time. I've been having some bleeding within the past two months for a week each month. No cramps and no clots; just regular blood. So now I am waiting to see if I will bleed anytime soon because around this time I did for the past two months.

I have constant back aches, and my boobs hurt once in a while. No nausea anymore, no throwing up, etc. I am craving sweets only, but I tried to cut down on that. I am also losing weight, but I hope that is normal during pregnancy. This is my 13th week, so I hope it is normal.

Another thing, I have not seen any progress in my tummy. I am worried, so today I have decided to go and buy a clearblue digital pregnancy test. Maybe this will ease my worries up.

Other than that, today is my boyfriend and I's One Year & 8 Months of being together. I'm happy. I love him.

Thank you for all the advice and comments everyone!

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It's official. I lost it. I took a Clearblue Digital Pregnancy Test and a regular Answers test. Both came out "not pregnant"/"negative". :'(

Monday, 3 Dec

Ok I have a question for everyone. Is it true that it will have a BIG matter on whether you take the test in the morning or at night? Because I took my test at night and my doctor said to take it in the morning. Any advice on that? Thanks everyone for the help and support.

Wednesday, 5 Dec

This sucks!! I'm scared to death. The pregnancy test (Clearblue Digital) keeps telling me 'not pregnant', but I'm bleeding REALLY light pinkish. Something's wrong. I have to go to the doctor's tomorrow. We'll see what's REALLY going on tomorrow. I'm scared. I'm going to cry if he tells me something I don't want to hear.

My fiance is being a little eh. I don't know what's the word. I don't feel good, and I need some support, especially from the one that I love, but he's not understanding that. We're fine, except the fact that I want to spend more time with him and I want him to be by my side a little more; especially since tomorrow is the day I go to my OB/GYN. :-(

Thanks for all your help and support everyone!

Saturday, 8 Dec

Today I have turned 14 weeks. I have found a place that will do private ultrasounds, so I am hoping that they can do one for me, even though they seem to start at 17 weeks. I have had bleeding, but for only about 3 days. It is going away now, so I wonder if the baby is fine. I am still worried, but what can I do? It's God's natural work, not mine. He does what he has to do for a reason. I hope the baby is still there though. I wonder if the bleeding is one of the reasons why I am getting negative pregnancy tests?!?! Weird, but I'm still wondering.

My fiance and I are doing alright I guess. Not that great, but I'm guessing this is not the month of love. I guess this is the month of fighting. I can't wait until we stop arguing. We have, but I'm just trying to get a little nicer treatment from him. I do love him though. Forever. He knows that.

Thanks for all the comments!

Friday, 14 Dec

I'm actually starting to notice something! Yesterday, I started poking my belly and I noticed that it was stiffer than before. Same thing with today. I know I am not bloated because my period usually doesn't come until the 2nd or around there. My tummy is growing, but VERY little. I'm having back pains and tummy-cramping (slightly). I've also gained 1.5lbs. I weighed 106/107 when I went to the docs. In-between there. Now I'm 108.2! I'm excited.

As for me and my Fiance, I love him. Even though we go through our times, we'll get through it (like always). Sometimes he PMS's, and sometime's it's me (LOL). But it's the truth, and you KNOW guys have their 'time of the month', too. My ring went back to size, so hopefully that will be back by Christmas or before.

Well, that's all for me. I'm hungry so food time!

Friday, 14 Dec

It was the weirdest thing last night! I had a dream that I was having a boy. Next thing you know it, I wake up and go to the bathroom, and I find myself having a nosebleed!

Another thing is that my hubbie and I are not going so well. I just finished crying. :-( I mean, yes we love each-other and we will stay with each-other, but why blame me for something I didn't do? I love him so much I don't want to lose him. I just hope he realizes that.

Life sucks.

Saturday, 15 Dec

Today is 15 weeks for the little one. Good thing is that my hubbie & I are doing WAY better now. Bad thing is that I'm about to have a nose bleed. My nose hurts, and there is dried-up blood coming out already. This sucks. But anyways, I wish I was showing already! Lol.

Monday, 17 Dec

I just want to show already!! :-(

Monday, 17 Dec

Have you ever had one of those times where you'd show, and then all of a sudden not show, and then show back? Lol. It's so weird, but it's what I think I'm having. Yesterday I was barely showing. I woke up this morning, and all of a sudden I look in the mirror and my tummy looks a little bigger than before. Weird, but true. Oh, and my right side/middle of the right has been hurting me a lot lately. Hope everything's fine. I have also had weird dreams. I had a dream I was having a boy already. Two dreams on that! Then last night I had a dream on me being in school with white bright candles. This is so weird!

Anyways, I have a doctor's appointment on the 31st of this month, and that's for the headaches and cold/cough that I'm having. I've been feeling really sick lately, too. Good luck to me on that! I hate injections! LOL!

Tuesday, 18 Dec

Well, today I have had my daily nosbleeding going on lol. What else is not new? Oh! Something new! I have breast tenderness again. They have been hurting me recently. Is anyone else having this still? Yesterday and today all day they pained me. Any idea if this is ok?

As for everything else, I hope this baby shows now because I can't take it not showing! Lol. I think I'm getting somewhere though. If my fiance can see that I'm getting 'fatter' (or 'chubbier' in his words), then I guess I am getting somewhere! Yay! (I hope)..

Saturday, 20 Dec

I had a dream last night that I was having a boy, again! I have a feeling it's a boy, but then again my first thought was that it was a girl. I'm always dreaming about this baby. I really love my baby. Everything in my life is alright I guess. Nothing's perfect though. The usual family problems. I'm sure everyone knows how that goes.

My stomach has been cramping me lately. My breasts are still sore or tender or whatever you want to call it. Matter-of-fact, it's just my nipples at the most. I know it's TMI, but it's a weird feeling. I also have this cough that is not going away any time soon.

Well, I hope all is well with everyone else. I just can't wait until I find out more about this baby!

5 more days until Christmas!

Saturday, 22 Dec

Today is 16 weeks for my little one. I `m so hungry right now, but then again I'm full. a little less than 6 weeks and I can find out more about this little one! Yay. :-) I'm happy a little.Anyways, what is everyone doing for Christmas? I'm still thinking of what to do and what to get my fiance. I got him clothes already, but that's not enough. Any ideas?

Monday, 24 Dec

Christmas Eve is today. I have to work, which sucks. No plans for Christmas. I bought my fiance clothes and perfume because I have no clue what he wants. Lol.

Anyways, anyone has plans for Christmas? I am so tired I just want to sleep. I can't wait until 6 more weeks so that I can find out what's really going on with me (ultrasound time!). Yup.

Well, that's all I have. 10 hours and 25 minutes until Christmas!!

Tuesday, 25 Dec

Merry Christmas to all!

I was wondering, has anyone tried lying down on their tummy and feel a heartbeat? Or feel like something's giving you butterfiles? That `s how I felt just now. Weird.

So how's everyone `s Christmas? Mine was alright. It didn't really feel like Christmas this year.

Well, one more week until we bring in the New Year!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2007!!

Sunday, 30 Dec

At around 12:16A.M. or 12:17 A.M., I felt something like a buttefly came into my stomach and just left. Anyone think if that's the baby or not? I hope it is. I really hope so.

Anyways, life is alright I guess. The bf is being a usual GUY I guess you can say. Getting mad at me for no apparent reason. Ugh. Guys.

Other than that, everything is alright I guess yes I guess. Nothing's perfect. Life sucks. But I love my baby and that will never change! :-)

Monday, 31 Dec

This is SO weird. I used to LOVE iced-tea. I just drank one cup around 12 something in the morning, and there I am, throwing it out in the bathroom. I feel nauseous still. I don't know what to do right now. I'm in the mood for taco-bell or something. I'm SO hungry. I ate like 1o0o0o times for the day already. Ugh. Why am I feeling this way?!?!

I blame my fiance. Anytime he tells the baby to "beat mommy up" or something, it's so weird how the baby would listen and my stomach would either start hurting or I `d feel nauseous. Poor me! Lol.

One more day until New Years!!

Tuesday, 1 Jan

Happy New Years 2008!!

I've been feeling a little nauseous for the past three days. What's wrong with me?!?! Anyone knows why?

This New Years started good and bad at the same time. We argued for a little, but over stupidness. We're fine now. I love him so much!

I can't wait until I find out about this baby. I'm going through so much right now. My allergies are starting, I feel nauseous, I'm about to throw up, I'm hungry and about to go eat, etc.

Hope everyone has a safe New Years 2008!!

From my family to yours!!

Wednesday, 2 Jan

Well, I found out today that I am positive. My grandma knows, but I doubt she's going to let me keep it. I don't know how far I am yet. I should find that out tomorrow or so. I'm so scared. I want it, but I know they'd hate me for life.

My bf is PMSing God knows why. I guess he's mad that they won't want us keeping it. It depends how far I am. I'm not sure why he's mad though. I doubt it's at me, but hey, whatever it is, he needs to get over it really fast because I need to talk to someone which is him.

Life sucks A LOT!!

Friday, 4 Jan

I know that I am pregnant, and I did go for my ultrasound. One thing is that the ultrasound did not show a sac yet. Therefore, my grandmother thinks I am not pregnant. I hope I can go past the 12-week line REALLY FAST so that I can keep the baby.

Tuesday, 5 Feb

I am wondering because I feel something on my right side beating or something, but I `m not sure if that could be the baby. I doubt it, but then what could it be? I know I don `t have a heart down there of mine on the right side. Your pulse is on the left. So what `s on the right? Any advice? Could it be the baby at 8+ (going on 9 in two days) weeks?

Friday, 8 Feb

Damn I hate it how I have to live here until I graduate. Doesn't living with parents get on your nerves? Even if you're married right now. When you used to live with your parents. Didn't it mostly get on your nerves? Ugh. This sucks BIG TIME!!

Saturday, 23 Feb

The weirdest thing ever! I had a dream last night I had twins; one girl and one boy. Came out in that order. And I woke up TWICE having to pee SO MUCH!