When I think of heaven

When I close my eyes I can see you smile, and call out for daddy and I

When I see a little boy walking, I think its an angel showing me the precious gift that I'm going to have soon

When I look at daddy, I see you up on his shoulders, I can see you laughing together, off to build your first tree fort.

When I think of summer, I think of your first marshmellow, the first fire you and daddy make, the first hot dogs we will roast

When I see curls I think of your hair, that will be like daddys, your eyes from the ultrasound haunt me, they were mine. You looked at us and we knew you were really ours

When I need proof of miricles, of live going just right, I think of you

When I dream, i dream of us together forever, the three of us,

When I talk about love, its about the two loves of my life, thats you and daddy

When I think of heaven, I see you there, looking down at us and saying, thats them, thats my mommy and daddy.

love your mommy

daddy and I love you so much already! when we went to your first ultrasound, daddy was teary eyed all the way home, he is so proud of you. already..mommy loves her little roo and is working hard to get everything perfect and ready for you!!! Every time daddy comes home from work, he lovingly touches my tummy and askes how "his little boy is" ...when he tells me he loves to see my tummy grow, I want to cry becuase I am so happy to have you both...!!!We are so lucky that daddy goes out and works for us while we can just rest at home, I can't believe that I am going to get to be with my two favorite boys for the rest of our lives!!! Haylen Francious we love you and cant wait to hold you and look at you for the first time!!

To my little angel,

Daddy and I know you are comming soon, cause you have not much more room to grow!! I know that mommy says that she wants to come out soon, she wants you to be healthy and strong so take your time little one. Last night you were not moving for a few hours, and daddy and I were very scared...then daddy put his ear up to my tummy and heard your heart beat, and then we knew you were ok! Last night we went over to some of daddys friends house, and everyone is so excited to know everything about you, but the sweetest thing is when daddy looks at us from across the room, and even though he doesnt say anything, he is telling us that he loves us so much and will always be there for us. I can hardley wait untill daddy can hold you,cause its just been me and you for so long, and when you meet him, you will know what i know ...that we have been blessed with the best daddy to love in the whole world.

A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.' The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy.' Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.' 'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.' 'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.' 'But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.' God said, 'Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.' At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.' God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mom.'

I have been stressing out for weeks on how the visiting situation at the hospital and home is going to be like...i feel like i have to protect my little angel from germs, slobbery kisses, overbearing relatives and STRANGERS !!! i wasn't sure of how to go about telling ppl what would make me comfortable without being a bitch...so i decided to do it in a martha stewart type way!!:) im going to send out pre-invataions like below....

you are invited to see our new baby soon...

where: hospital, we will call you when...

or at our house a few days later...

we are so excided to share this day with you...here is just a few requests to keep new mommy and baby as happy as two peas in a pod..

Please try to just have a quick hold and stay...mommy and baby are still tired!

Please respect the quiet surrondings

Please wash hands immediatley before touching baby

Please, no smoking or stong perfums or body sprays

and i know its tempting but please no kissing our little angels face untill he is a bit more used to the germs in our world!