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My name is Kelli, I'm 19 years old. I live in a teeny tiny town in Michigan. I have one beautiful little girl, Adelyn Avery (8-8-06) and my baby boy is due 9-2-08. I am engaged to the man of my dreams, Jason. We have been together for almost 3 years. We found out I was pregnant with my daughter when we were 17. She was a BIG surprise for us both, a very pleasant surprise though. This time around, we were both aching for another baby, but we decided that we weren't going to "try".. we were just going to go with it and see what happend. New Years Eve I took the magical pregnancy test, and viola! It was positive! We are very excited, as are our families. I can't wait to meet my little boy and hold him for the first time. I'm just hoping that labor is as easy this time as it was with Adelyn. :o)

{May 15th}

Today is shopping day! Me and Adelyn are going to buy a pack n play for baby brother. She really likes to help me get ready for the new baby, even though she doesn't fully understand that there is going to be another baby around. She says "brother" and kisses my belly and says 'baby' when she points at it, but I know she doesn't understand the changes that are going to take place for her. That is my biggest worry... how is she going to adjust? She has been the center of mine and Jason's world since she was born, and now the light is going to have to be shared. I'm sure every mom has the same worry. It's scary having to think about dividing my time equally between both kiddos. I just hope that Adelyn understands that I will always love her the same as I always have.
Anyways, baby boy is kicking me like crazy today. I have an appointment tomorrow for him. I can't wait to hear his little heartbeat again! I'll let you guys know how it goes tomorrow!

{UPDATE OF MY DAY}

Well, Me and Adelyn went shopping and found the perfect pack and play, and her and baby boy got new clothes. It was so nice to take her out and have a day with just the two of us. I stay at home and take of her everyday, but to go out with her is very nice {especially shopping without daddy :o)} I'm feeling so great about everything right now. Earlier we stopped and picked Jason up from work and headed home. We walked in the door, and our puppy somehow got out of his crate, I will never understand how he did it though. He chewed up one of my plants and he pooped on Adelyn's blanket {Note: Adelyn carries her blanket EVERYWHERE and refuses to nap without it}. So I had to throw her blanket in the washer and she had not had a nap yet and it was going on 2:30. So I had a cranky daughter, a mess all over my kitchen and living room floors, and one pissed off fiance. It wasn't pretty in my house. So Adelyn's blanket got washed and dryied and she finally got her nap. So I sat down on the computer, getting on here and everything, and Jason went and turned off the breaker to shut off the computer. I was also talking to my best friend Jen on the phone, and he unplugged that! I was so mad! I went in the kitchen to ask what the hell he was doing, and he starting yelling at me to get off my ass and do something around the house. I clean this house EVERYDAY. I think he under estimates how much work it is to keep the house looking emaculate EVERYDAY! Since I dont work I asked him if Adelyn and I could have some money for shopping today, well he threw that back in my face! He told me not ask him for any money until I can get off my a** and actually do something. I went off. I am a very good house wife I think, I do everything in this house so that he doesn't have to, and I do that while tending to Adelyns every need. I know most of you know what I'm talking about, but he's never had to do it, so he doesn't understand. So I took my puppy outside and I cried for a little bit... He really hurt my feelings. Then we had dinner and I didn't really talk to him until after we put Adelyn to bed, just an hour ago. then I jumped in the bath tub. He knocked on the door and asked me if I needed anything while I was in there. I told him no thank you, but he came upstairs with ice water anyways. He tries to do little things to make me feel better when he knows he hurts my feelings. So he apologized. Now that my little break down is over and I explained to Jason that he needs to lay off and acknowlege the things that I do around here instead of complaining about sandwich crumbs on the counter, everything just seems better. Damn mood swings and over sensitivity and hormones! I wouldn't change them for the world!
I hope you ladies are all feeling great and the men on your side aren't on their periods!!!!

{May 16th}

I have my appointment today. I'm not sure what they're going to do to me yet. I am 24 weeks right now, and I am still seeing my Family doctor instead of of my OB. My family Doctor is a much shorter drive than my OB. But I am suppose to go see him (my OB) at 26 weeks. I'm wondering if they are still going to have me see him even though I am going to an appointment today. I don't know, I guess they'll tell me. I'm nervous, I've NEVER gone to an appointment for either pregnancy without Jason. We got in quite the arguement this morning, So I know that he is going to probably stay at work late. Tonight he is having all of his buddies over, So I'm going to be here getting super annoyed with them supper quick. I like them, but I have no tolerance for men right now. I'm sick of Jason calling "crazy" and "psycho" everytime I get upset. I wish he was more sensitve and supportive, but I'm assuming that is too much to ask out of a guy.
I'll let you guys know how my appointment goes later!!!

APPOINTMENT!
Jason got out of work early so that he could go to the appointment with me! I was pretty stoked! It went well, his heartbeat is high 140's-low 150's. I am measuring perfectly, and I go see my OB on the 27th. Adelyn went to the appointment with us, it was her first time going for the new baby. She heard the heartbeat and she was absolutely amazed! She got up on the Doctor bed with me and hugged and kissed my belly a million times. She was such a good girl. And hearing my little guys heartbeat makes me feel so much closer to him. It makes him seem so much more real. I'm so stoked right now. <3

{May 18th}

Well, I just added a couple new pictures of me with my best friend, Jen. I'm going to get some pictures of my big old belly up on here VERY soon. So definitly go check out my new pictures that I put up! Anyways, today... It was a pretty day for me... my little guy on the other hand, he's going nuts! He won't sit still! I'm loving it! haha! Jason is sick today... :o( My poor baby! I can't wait to go see my OB on the 27th. I love going to appointments, it makes me feel so much involved with my baby, so much closer to him. I just want to hold him. I'm going through my nesting stage WAY early. I'm constantly doing to my townhome. I can't sit still! I have to make EVERYTHING perfect for when he finally gets here... which I know is not so soon. Gosh ladies, I'm going crazy waiting for him. Oh, the temptation to just reach in grab him! Well, time to rearrange more furniture!

{June 3rd}

Hey ladies! I had my doctors appointment last Tuesday and I completely forgot to get on here and tell you all about it. It was my first visit to my OB since my last pregnancy. I was reminded all over again why I am so in love with Dr. Zimmerman! He's such an amazing doctor. One of my friends and my sister-in-law met with him, and my friend actually had him deliver her baby, but neither of them liked him. I don't understand it. They both said that he was very short with them, and wasn't ver personable. I'm wondering if they're talking about the same guy :o), because he is absolutely amazing! When we got there we went over all the questions that we had about the baby... there weren't many... jst a few circumsicion questions. Then we heard the heartbeat... 151-153.. perfet little heart. He felt around my belly, and said that I was measuring PERFECTLY 26 weeks. It was really nice to see him again!

But, since then... I have been feeling great. Seems like I've been doing a lot of running around lately though. Man am I tired! I'm upset because it's so gloomy and windy outside today, so me and Jason and Adelyn won't be able to take our nightly walk. :o( I always look forward to it. On, Another note... Me and Jason have come to a baby name decision I think... We both like Caden a lot. We would call him Cade.... and that just sounds precious to my ears right now. It's just so freakin cute!!!

13 weeks to go. I hope they go quick, because summer is going to be WAY hot... and uncomfortable... and promisingly miserable!! Sigh.... We should all protest 40 week pregnancies... they should be shorter. I'm fa too impatient to wait again!!!!

{August 12}

Hey Everyone! I have a doctors appointment today. I go ever week now. I went last Tuesday and my cervix was VERY mushy and .5cm dialated. I hope I am dialated more when I go in today. I really REALLY need to get this guy out. He hurts me so much! haha. He loves to kick me as hard as he can, and it's painful. Not to mention when I stand up, it feels like he is hanging out! It's insane.
I have gained 30 pounds so far. That's still 20 less than I gained with my daughter. I am so very thankful for that, I was a tank when I was pregnant last time!
So... 37 weeks... It's a beautiful thing to be almost done! I'm huge, and I haven't been able to reach my legs to shave them in about 2 weeks now. Put that on my to do list before I go into labor. :o)

Long Pregnancy Survey!!

About the mommy!

Name:

Kelli Anne

Age:

19. 6/30/88

First child?:

Nope, second.

About the daddy!

Name:

Jason

Age:

19, 6/30/88 (Yes, we have the same birthday. I'm 9 hours older though!)

First child?:

Nope, second

Finding out!!

What day did u find out?:

We found out December 31! Started the New Year pregnant!

How did u feel when u found out?:

Ecstatic!

Who was with u?:

Jason

Who was the first peson u told?:

My best friend, and my mom.

How did they react?:

Way Way excited!

How did the daddy react?:

He was excited, but still scared, even though this is our second baby.

Telling the grandparents!

How did ur parents react?:

My mom so happy for us.

How did his parents react?:

They were happy, but worried about our financial situation.

Are they helping with baby names?:

No way!

Have they bought anything for the baby yet?:

Of course! Everyone has!

How often do they call to check on u?:

My mom, everyday. Jasons parents don't, but we see them regularly.

About the pregnancy!

When was ur first appointment?:

January 3

When is ur due date?:

September 2, 2008

How far along r u?:

as of today May 19th, 25 Weeks!

Pre-pregnancy weight?:

approx. 120

Weight now?:

approx. 135

Have u had an unltrasound?:

I have had 2

Have u heard the heartbeat?:

I sure have.

Sex of the baby!

What do u want?:

BOY!

What does the daddy want?:

BOY!

What do u think u r having?:

Boy

Have u had ur big ultrasound yet?:

yes

If so, what r u having?:

BOY!

Are u happy with what u r having?:

Oh yes, we would have been happy either way. But since we're only having two kids, I want to know what it's like to raise both sexes, and I already have a daughter.

About the birth!

Do u know what u r taking with u?:

Very loose jammie bottoms (highly recommended, nothing hurts worse on a newly emptied uterus than tight pants), shampoo, conditioner, body wash, razor, tooth brush, hair straightener, make up and my sweet little boys goodies!

Who is going to be with u?:

Jason, no one is taking away his moment this time.

Are u going to videotape it?:

No way!

Natural or medicated?:

EPIDURAL!!!!!

Do u think u will need a c-section?:

No, thanks! I really don't want one.

Will u cry with u hold ur baby for the first time?:

Oh most definitly!

Do u know what u will say to the baby when u first hold him/her?:

I could say that I know... but I have no clue. With my daughter the first thing I said was "Is she really a girl!?" as I lifted up her tiny little leg! haha! I will probably end up saying something stupid again! lol!

Are u scared about the labor?:

I'm nervous, of course! But once the contractions stop, you kind of forget what they felt like. It isn't a pain that you remember or that you can describe. At least that's how it is for me. But anyone that says it's just pressure, is either crazy or WAY LUCKY!

Names!!

Do u have a name picked out?:

Kinda.

Girl names...:

Don't need those, because he's not a girl!

Boy names...:

Maybe, Cameron Lee. I'm not 100% in love with it yet though.

Is ur baby going to be named after someone?:

The middle name, yes.

Other random questions!!

Where was ur baby conceived?:

Upstairs.

Have you felt the baby move?:

Oh yes, it puts all my worries to rest.

What race will your baby have? From you and daddy?:

White.

Do you have stretch marks?:

I have some light ones from my previous pregnancy.

What was your first symptom?:

I had morning sickness a tiny bit, I think maybe a total of 5 time. Knock on wood!

What religion will the baby know? And from what side?:

Neither me or Jason are really religious.

What music or interests do you want the baby to know?:

I just want my son to open minded. I would like to get him into hockey just like his daddy.

Will ur baby have godparents?:

Yes

Who will the god mommy be?:

Lindsey, Jason's sister.

Who will the god daddy be?:

.... none.

What is the baby's room theme?:

Blue!!!

What was the first thing u bought for the baby?:

Little blue clothes!!!!!

Are u ready to be a mommy?:

I should hope so, I've been a mommy since 8/8/06!






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pinkb00h - Sunday, 1 June
I asked Kamil if he was scared, and he said no. I don't know if I believe him or not.. hahah. He was there when I had all my wisdom teeth pulled out, and they couldn't get me to wake up - I kept passing out then, so he's seen it before. BUT he amazed me so much. He did a lot better than I thought - I don't give him enough credit!

Overall, labor was something that amazed me. It really makes you think twice about your body, and what an amazing thing it can do. I think if I didn't have to have the pitocin, it wouldn't have been so bad. I can't really remember everything now, because I was in so much pain, and the adrenaline made me high or something lol. Pushing hurt like a bitch, and I screamed during it, but to feel your body pushing out a child you created? NOTHING like it!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOOOOOOOOU!


pinkb00h - Tuesday, 27 May
LOL! I told Kamil after they left.. "Next time they come up, maybe they'll buy us some furniture" hahah.

I've got a little Fourth of July dress for her.. We'll be going down to IL then, and I showed his mom and said that when we show up, she'll be wearing it =]

Let me tell you about the comments I got today...
While his mom and I were waiting in the subway in walmart for him and his dad to get back (they took the tv and stand to the apartment), we got in line to grab a cup so we could get some water. This black guy comes up to me, in line, and has this stupid look on his face, and he's like "Are you having quadruplits?!" My jaw dropped, my eyes got big, and I was like ARE YOU SHITTIN ME?!?! LOL. I didn't really say that, but damnit I wanted to smack him! I just gave him a slightly dirty look and very loudly said "NO. THERE'S ONE BABY IN HERE. JUST ONE. NOT FOUR. O-N-E!" I wanted to die!

Then when Kamil & I went back to walmart to walk around before our movie (we practically live there now lol), we were standing in the electronics dept talking to some of the guys he works with (did I mention that's where he works?) and this nerdy guy comes by w/his gf or w/e, and they're looking at Wii stuff. I'm standing there in capri gauchos and a red cami, cuz it's freakin hot, and he walks by me a couple times. I'm thinkin he was lookin at my melons, so I uncrossed my arms and put them on my hips. The 3rd time he walks by, he gets this shy look on his face, and he says "wow. You're pregnant." NO SHIT SHERLOCK. Then says "Are you having twins?! Cuz your belly is kinda huge!" Hahahah oh man. I looked at Kamil's friend, Greg, and just started laughing. His eyes got huge and looked at the guy. I looked back at the guy and said "no dude. no twins. I'm having ONE baby. Just a very BIG baby. But nevertheless, O-N-E." He says "oh. it looks like twins" then he looked like he wanted to crap himself, and he put his head down and walked away LOL. COME ON! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?!? I'm not that freaking huge! I carry her all in my hips and out in front of me. GIVE ME A FRIGGEN BREAK!!!

But at least this one lady at Arby's told me "you don't even look pregnant from behind!" so that made me feel a little better =]

I'm feeling some weird pains.. I just feel weird today. I can't tell what it is.. but it's weird!


pinkb00h - Tuesday, 27 May
Today would be nice... His parents left about an hour and a half ago, so we're alone. Although it'll ruin his chance of going to the movies with his friend Ed hahah. Ohhh well. He can see Iron Man anytime =]

HIS PARENTS BOUGHT US A 42" PLASMA SCREEN TV!!!!!!!! And a stand!! AHHH!! So you know what I'm gonna be doing for the next week! hahah.

Yay! A family picnic! That sounds like so much fun. I can't wait to go on those =]

I'll definitely let you know if I go into labor.. in fact.. I may brag about it!! Hahah!


pinkb00h - Sunday, 25 May
Yep, my sister came over shortly after Kamil got home. She got to sleep on the couch... hahah. The 3 of us sat around eating oatmeal made on the stove (apparently she's never had it that way and said it was the best ever. yay me! =]), Kamil wanted cake, so he made cake, and we had cake and icecream, then we sat on the kitchen floor for a while talking, then we all went to bed.. lol. We were gonna go to church this morning (saturday), but I was up half the night with some pretty intense contractions, and was exhausted. But I got up, took a shower, woke up Abbey so she could get in the shower, and I made pancakes from scratch. Hahah. Kamil was the first to eat.. I couldn't get him up for NOTHING! He come downstairs, his hair sticking in 5487169 different directions, ate pancakes, stood up, and then declared in a still groggy voice "i'm going back to bed!" then walked back upstairs and went to bed.. hahah. Abbey left about an hour later. We sat eating pancakes and talking. She said she was jealous of my body before I got pregnant! I laughed, but I guess she was for real. She told me that she was jealous of my legs and my cute little butt.. it was all firm and tiny.. and tight.. LOL. I almost died. But then after she left, I went back upstairs and fell asleep.. again.. (it was almost 11am) and we didn't wake up until around 2pm! lol.

Then we ate lunch, went and walked around forever at the park, (oo, we had sex too. that kinda hurt ahahah). So maybe something will happen for me tonight! I thought for sure I was in labor at the park, cuz I could barely walk cuz of all the pressure, and I was contracting, then I got scared that I actually was in labor, and that she was ready to come NOW, but it got a little better once I got to sit in the car hahah.

Kamil's parents and grandma expect me to cook for them when they come up on Monday.. Ugh. If I go into labor tonight... MCDONALDS IS RIGHT DOWN THE ROOOOOOOAD =]

I told Kamil about you today :) Hahah. I told him I have a friend with a twin brain of mine.. He said "ooooohh boy" and gave me a scary face..


jamfam - Saturday, 24 May
Hi there, you're welcome I hope the suggestions help some. She is really young I don't know what the age would be at your hospital at the one I'm delivering at this time they had two different age groups and the youngest was for two year olds to 4yr olds. But you're right she is still young and may not understand. I do know they do age appropriate stuff at the ones at my hospital. I agree that coloring a picture and or helping make a blankey would be great and books since she enjoys books. Have an awesome weekend.


jamfam - Saturday, 24 May
Hi there, I just read your page, If I might make a suggestion about helping siblings adjust. I'm pregnant with my 4th and I have taken each on to a sibling class at the hospital we are going to deliver at. I don't know if that's an option for you also you can check out or purchase books to read to her that are writen for siblings about new babies. And when the new baby comes try to set aside some time to spend just with her so she will feel special to do an activity or craft etc. You can also buy her a special little gift to give to her when the baby comes and help her make a gift for the baby to give to the baby. Anyway Blessings to you and your family.




pinkb00h - Saturday, 24 May
I'll be breast feeding, so yay!!

haven't noticed any stretch marks from being pregnant, no. I have some on my hips, but that's cuz I used to be rather chubby, lost it all, and then gained about 10 lbs back before getting pregnant lol. I hope I don't have them and notice after I give birth!


pinkb00h - Saturday, 24 May
Hahah I've had very specific cravings my entire pregnancy - if I don't get what I want, I die! The first month or so all I wanted was pizza. And now, all I want is fruit! But hubby keeps telling me we don't have the $$ for anything - let alone fruit :( He's such a jerk. Wait til he breaks his leg again or something and his on bed rest. "I'm sorry babe, we don't have the money for [specific food he wants]. SORRY!" *insert evil laugh here* lmao

Heh.. I don't think I'll make it back to my pre-pregnancy weight. It would really be nice, but with all the junk I've ate? I'll need loooots of luck and motivation ahahah. I've gained almost 45 lbs.. this child needs to come soon!

I know.. he needs to quit being boring and take me on dates before we can't go on them anymore!


pinkb00h - Saturday, 24 May
LOL. Kamil gets pretty boring sometimes, too! All he wants to do when he comes home is sleep.. I would, but by the time he gets home, I'M NOT TIRED! He better be happy that the house is getting cleaned, cuz it probably ain't gonna happen for a while after today! haha!

And my back hurts. Booo. And I'm seriously starving, but can't find anything here. Just ate a peanut butter sandwich, but I want more! I'm thinking maybe grilled cheese... But we don't have tomato soup :(

I'm so weird.. certain things I just HAVE to eat together. If I don't have one of those items, I can't eat the other.. hahah

And you know what I'm scared of? Not being able to eat "normally" after she's here! Like.. I stuff my face now, and I don't really care if it's got a crap load of sugar or not, I eat it! But after she's here, I want to be able to eat healthy again (not that I was a health nut.. I love my sugar!), and eat "normal" portions - not 'eating for 2'! is it hard?


pinkb00h - Saturday, 24 May
LOL hear hear! I like your thinking about him being ready to go when I want him to!! hahah.'

He just called - won't be home til after 9pm. So poo. Looks like either I wait for my sister to decide she's getting out of work and come walk with me (I think she's spending the night tonight. yay!) or I'll have to force myself to go alone again..

I've got so much energy though, it's unreal. My house is gettin clean as the mins go by! Today would be a GREAT day to go into labor! After all, I've got the energy!! I just hope my body listens to my head this once and does what I say.


pinkb00h - Friday, 23 May
Well I hope I don't even go over a week! I don't want to go over one day!

Being in the hospital tonight would be a dream come true.. lol. How weird does that sound? "oh yea, I want to be in the hospital!" hahah.

I think I may have to bribe Kamil into going for a walk with me... he tends to get cranky when he gets home from working all day, and just wants to sit on the couch! But I'll stomp my feet and throw a fit.. it usually works =]

I wish I had a big ball.. Like a birthing ball or something. Or even one of those big ones you can buy at the store that little kids always want. I could just sit on it and bounce away - I've heard it helps? Maybe it just helps while you're actually IN labor though.


pinkb00h - Friday, 23 May
The nurse I was talking to on the phone said something about as labor gets real close, your mucus turns kind of watery? Meh, who knows. I was ready to put my phone in the sink garbage eater thing =]

My next appt. is the 28th. 2 days after I'm due.. I kept telling everybody at the office "I hope I don't see you again for a long time!!" ahahah. I really don't want to go back! That'd be depressing!

You know, today is a very good day to have a baby! I feel great, I have lots of energy, and it's nice out. CMON BABY, CMOOOON! I went for a walk, and I don't know if it's just when I walk, or if it was just now, but it felt like she moved down further. Felt like I had a watermelon hanging between my legs... lol.

You should live closer to Jackson.. hah. That way, I could have a pregnant friend near me. That'd be fun! It really does suck not having anybody around you that's pregnant :(

Although, I did just get a baby shower invitation today from my cousin. She lives in Kalamazoo, and she's having a boy :) I can't think of when she's due... I believe she's about 10 weeks behind me. So I think that puts her at the end of July? Or maybe early August. Her shower is June 14th - 3 weeks from tomorrow. I wanna go so bad! Alyvia will be here (she at least better be!!) and I'll get to show her off =D

Maybe the next time I get pregnant, my younger sister will be married and pregnant, too. That'd be awesome.. to be pregnant with your sister? In a close range. How fun =] But then, if I had another baby shower, and she had one, everybody would feel obligated to buy both of us something, and go to each one, and then I'd feel bad.. lol.


pinkb00h - Friday, 23 May
I know!!! It hasn't happened already.. hah. I don't know what it was. If it was my water, it stopped leaking.. lol. Maybe it was just part of my mucus plug? Or is that all.. gunky when it comes out?


pinkb00h - Friday, 23 May
Lol. I'm just a big sappy baby I guess.. =]

Don't worry about crying for that commercial.. I've done the same thing! I was talking to Kamil on the phone when it happened, and just started SOBBING hahah. He really thought something was wrong!

I've just called L&D. I THINK my water is leaking, but now they kind of discouraged me.. hahah. She said when your water breaks, it usually is a big gush.. So I'm just gonna wait around and see what happens.. I feel like crying now.


pinkb00h - Friday, 23 May
Maybe it's the fact that he's a boy? On here, I've noticed that the women carrying girls are always talking about how active they are, and the ones that are carrying boys, are always concerned that their boy isn't moving as much. Just a thought!

And yes, the waddle turned to a limp :( You'd think I had a gimp left leg, the way I walk.

Just got done watching PS. I Love You. Have you seen it? It's definitely not a movie to watch while pregnant, that's for sure! I cried so hard through half of it.. LOL


pinkb00h - Thursday, 22 May
Alyvia's schedule hasn't changed one bit.. Sometimes I don't think she'll ever slow down (I heard they're supposed to as labor gets closer?)

My contractions are.. contractions lol. Not real ones, but they're still uncomfortable. I just want them to stay and get stronger, so I can go into labor. It's so stupid! My back is killing me, I can barely walk.. I had to LIMP into the doctors today...


pinkb00h - Thursday, 22 May
LOL. This is true! But then, if she's here when they are... they'll just want to sit in our tiny living room and pass her around like a doll... POOP! Haha. It's kind of stupid how mad it gets me.. but oh well.

They're not the type of people to take others feelings into consideration. If they want to do something, they'll do it, whether or not they're imposing on somebody else!!

Anyway. Enough about my issues! How are you feeling??


pinkb00h - Thursday, 22 May
Yea.. I mean cmon.. How retarted is that?! I would NEVER do that. It's like geez. Thanks for being so freaking inconsiderate. You're imposing on my family, and you're extremely inconviencencing me! (I think I totally slaughtered that word hahah) Kamil's mom called today, and I told him to tell her to not even come up, we'll go down there for July 4th. Apparently they want to come up even if they baby isn't born.. bah. Just because I'm mean, I want her to be late in spite of them. I mean.. what happens if I go in on Sunday? I'll be in the hospital on Monday! I don't want all of them up there! And besides, only 2 people are allowed in at a time to visit, besides Kamil being there. Am I gonna have a whole line of people freaking waiting in the lobby to see me?! I DON'T THINK SO!


pinkb00h - Wednesday, 21 May
That'd be nice!!

You know, I keep telling myself that I'm not even DUE yet.. hahah. I'm just so impatient! All the ladies in my week are dropping like flies.. and I'm still here! I was so convinced earlier in my pregnancy that she'd be at least 2 weeks early; just because everytime I had an u/s, she measured 2 weeks bigger than the week we were at.. hah. I was wrong!

I am kind of hoping to go over though.. at least a small part of me is.. Cuz Kamil's parents invited themselves up to our tiny townhouse, on Memorial Day.. which, wouldn't ya know it.. is my due date!! pfft. So just in spite, I'm hoping she'll come like.. the day after... >;] (I probably ranted about this to you before. But it just makes me mad!)


pinkb00h - Wednesday, 21 May
LOL! I'll still be back on here, just probably not as much! I wish I went in last night!! Stupid body.. I'm scared that my body is trying to stop labor..lol! I don't even know if that's possible, but that's how I feel!


pinkb00h - Wednesday, 21 May
LOL ok.. ahah. Yea.. I don't think he'd like you very much with a name like Sheldon Schell.. ahahah =]

So I lost my good friend on here to labor :( POOP! I'm hoping this full moon myth kicks up a notch and makes me go into labor!

I had some pretty painful contractions today, but of course they didn't stick :( Now my back is just killing me. Feels like somebody got me with a sledge hammer!

Poop. Just poop!


pinkb00h - Tuesday, 20 May
OH YEA! I thought about it.. I like the name Sheldon! lol. I kept forgetting to tell you. It's been in my head for a few days now. Maybe that was the one in my dream... hahah idkkkk but it's cuute =]


pinkb00h - Tuesday, 20 May
You're probably right.. I'll just want to touch her, after carrying her for 9 months, and not being able to see or touch her.. she's got the hiccups right now, and they tickle.

Yea.. I don't know if I could watch Kamil go through that and be in the mood again.. lol! I know that's the reason a lot of men give "if I watch the baby born, I'll never be able to have sex again!" hahah. They know of that area as a... special area.. not something that pushes a baby out. Same as boobs!

Well good night to you!! I want to go to bed.. But Kamil is off to work.. 10-7am again.. I hate sleeping by myself :( I had to prop his pillow up against my back, cuz I don't like being exposed like that! Have a good night, and tty tomorrow! =]


pinkb00h - Tuesday, 20 May
Kamil has told me countless times he just wants to hold my hand hahah. So I don't know if he was asked by a nurse to do so, if he really would or not. I can watch babies being born on TLC and stuff, but I don't know if I could in real life.. I get sick seeing too much of my own blood (too much being if I've flossed my teeth and it starts to bleed!), I dont' know how well I'd do seeing a vagina being stretched passed it's capacity and a baby coming out of it!

To be honest, when I see those babies come out, and they're bloody and have that white stuff all over them? It makes me kinda sick to my stomach.. lol. I really hope they don't set Alyvia on my belly like that.. I know they probably will, and by that time, I probably won't care, I'll just be too excited to see her.. but still.. eww..? I may need to advise the nurse to have a very large garbage can next to my head!

I'm sure I could handle the pain of contractions - my periods, before I started to take birth control, were absolutely horrendous. They cramps I had were horrible, but I dealt with them. I've even gone through a miscarriage, and those contractions hurt like hell, too. So if the contractions are like that, I can do it. But it's the whole her coming out part I don't know if I can do that.. lol! Ah! I just thought about it and got goosebumps...


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