My husband and I have been married since MArch 17, 2007. We got pregnant on our wedding night which was awesome, we were so very excited. Well my mother and I went in for just a normal DR. visit and she couldn't find the heartbeat. I cried and cried and well cried somemore and ended up having a D/C. I am now prego with a Girl and due in June. I can't wait to have a new baby. Hopefuly I don't suck at it!!

June 6th

Well Our little baby girl was born on June 2nd at 1:30 pm. She was 6lb 3oz and 19 1/4 inches long. She is beautiful and perfect. Over the weekend the baby wasn't moving and I was having some pretty painful contractions so Monday I called the doc and she sent me for an NST to check things out. Well when I was having some contractions her heartrate would dip down for a bit the come back up. Well it started doing it even when I wasn't having contractions, the doc was going to send me for an U/S to make sure the baby was doing ok, after looking at my results from my NST the doc decided that little Hanna needed to come out NOW!! So in I went to have her cut out. After the c-section was over and some blood work was done they descovered that I was getting preeclamcia (sp) and they think my placenta was starting to shut down which was causing her heart rate to drop and the contractions. I was having problems with my blood pressure and swelling for about 2 weeks or so. Just a slow pergression, nothing fast to make anyone think something was wrong. All is well now and we are both home and doing well. I will put up some pics soon.

5/3/08

So for the last few months I have been having BH like crazy, The other night around 8:30 I started to get them about 8 min apart for about 2 1/2 hours. They went away and I went to bed. Well yesterday at work I felt like crap, my belly hurt and my no no zone felt like I got hit by a 2x4 and I was still having BH so I called my doc and she wanted me to go for an NST, I have done 2 of those already so I was like ok whatever, all they are going to do is monitor me for 30 min and send me home, so I wasn't even going to go. Well I call the doc back about 30 min before I was supposed to go and told them it had been awhile since I had any contractions and they told me to still head over "just in case". Well I sure am glad I did because I was there about 30 min and had 2-3 so the doc decided to keep me for the full hour. After the hour the nurse checked me and boy let me tell you that was a blast!! So after a while the doc came in and decided to give me that shot to help stop them, at this point I was getting scared!! So I got the shot and let me tell you when they say this is going to sting a little don't listen, it is going to hurt!! So they monitored me for another hour and a half and I had 2 but they werent very strong and they were far apart so they sent me home. I feel like crap today and just want to sleep, but on go I gotta take care of the kids and clean up the house. A mothers day never seems to end!!

4/15/08

So I had my doc appt today. Everything seems to be fine but I got to have an NST because I was concerned about Hanna not moving around a whol lot the last couple of days and with my son his last few weeks in there stopped moving and that is one of the reasons I had to get the c-section. Towards the end she got the hickups so they said I was good and sent me home. The doc told me to start counting her the number of times she moves in an hour after I eat, if it is less the 6 times then I need to go back for another NST. I now have my actual C-section date.........it is June 19th. I am getting really scared. I hope I will be a good mom, I was younger (20) with my son and I lived with my parents until he was about a year old so I am not so sure I can do the whole baby thing. Oh well we shall see.

02/05/2008

So I have been having some Braxton Hicks contraction and they have not been very fun!! I have been having them since Saturday but last night they were getting more painful so I called the doc and they said to drink lots more water and if they don't get better by tomorrow then I need to go in to get checked out. Oh how fun pregnancy can be!!

12/31/07

Last night my husband and I are going to Wal*Mart my most favorite place in the world....but wish it was a Target, thats beside the point. So back to our adventure. We are going to wal*mart and I stop and a red light because that is what you are supposed to do, some little girl prolly 15, hits us.......smack.....in our brand new car......we have only had for 2 months, not to mention she hits us hard enough that the set belts lock and we jerk forward, now I am having pains in my lower tummy, not like cramps but like I pulled my belly musles. Can that happen? So I have decided that after falling and now this I am not leaving my house until this baby is born.....so its a good thing I got a new computer for X-mas because I am now on 5 months bedrest...LOL I wish!

December 18th

I fell on Sunday and I started spotting and cramping so I went to the DR Monday and she told me that when I fell I detatched a small part of placenta and that why I was spotting and cramping. She said that if I don't lift anything and I take it easy it should heal itself in about 10 days and all will be well. The tear is far enough away from the cervix that it should cause a problem. But I will spot and cramp for a few more days. We saw and heard the heartbeat so I feel so much better. My dad has put me on bed rest for the rest of the pregnancy!!! This baby is going to be trouble when he/she comes out!!

November 17th

So I went to the doctor on the 13th and the Doc said everything looks good. The baby measured at 8w 4d and there was a little heartbeat. I have to go back on the 27th for another U/S, If all looks good at that visit then I get to start the whole once a month thing I am just kinda wondering, What is my due date now and how far along am I, does it mean that I am now 9weeks? I am excited but still a little scared. My husband and I have be fight like crazy the last few weeks and I am feeling so guilty because my wonderful son wont be my baby anymore. Is this normal? I just look at him and think...how will this make him feel. I know that all mothers prolly go through something like this. How do I get past it? I just want to cry!!

Update Nov 2

Alittle note to my girls.... Sorry it has been forever since I have been on and even longer since I have put an update on here. Anywho on with my story. I had my Dr appt set up for today but I ended up having to go on Wednesday because I couldn't get off work. Well all was going well at the appt until it was time to get the u/s done. I was really nervous because that is where it all went wrong the last time. So we get all set up and away we go the Dr tells me that my numbers were really high so we should see something really good....well about 30 seconds in she tells me that she can see a little sac and yoke but nothing else maybe the baby was laying up against the wall or maybe there was something wrong, she only measured me at 5-6 weeks which in my mind didn't seem right because I went for an u/s on the 22nd due to cramping and spotting and she said the same thing and I had my hCG levels taken last week and on 10/24 they were 15,157 and on 10/26 they were 24,861 . She said that she thinks she saw a flutter but she wasn't really sure so I had to go get a second u/s done to comfirm either baby or no. I am alone and freaking out, I call my mom and she comes to the second u/s with me. Well we get the second one under way and the u/s chick tells me that I am 5w 6d and we saw the heart beat. I called my doc and she wants me to go back in for another u/s on 11/13 to make sure everything is growing the way is should. None of this makes sence to me. I should be farther along then 6 weeks. Why were my numbers so high if something might be wrong I just don't get it.

October 12

I took 2 more tests. One last night and one this morning......both BFP!!! I am pregnant. I go on monday to confirm with my doctor and then I will set up my next visit. I can't wait.

October 11th(again)

So I am now obsesses with knowing if it is a BFP. I have been looking all over the net to find faint positive. I found this site called fertilityfriend.com and it has a gallery of positive test, I searched for the kind of test that I took and from what I see mine was a BFP!!! I can't wait to take another test!!

October 11th

OMG OMG OMG OMG I GOT A BFP!!! After looking on the internet yesterday I came across this site that said ovulation can really happen any time but the 14 days after your last af is a guide line and the fact that my AF has been all messed up since my m/c, I thought.....maybe I ovulated later then what I thought and I also realized that I was using FMU for my ovulation tests which being a newbe I didn't realize was a no-no so that could be why I got positives on many of them, also I had one more sensitive test left over, I went crazy taking one every few days even though I knew it wasn't a good idea because they were all BFN, well long story short this morning I decided to take my LAST test, I set it down and started getting ready for work, I looked at it like everyother second, the color went across and nothing, so I thought here is another BFN so after about a minute I looked again and I so thought I saw a line but I didn't know if I just wanted to see one so I waited another minute and yep there was a FAINT line but it was there. I ran up to my husband but he was still sleeping and kinda crabby because I woke him up so many times he told me I see lots of lines so poo on him!! Well I kept looking and by 3 minutes there was a faint line!! I brought it to work (silly) so I could compare it to the tests on the web site and it is a BFP!!!!! I am so excited. I am going to go after work and buy another one just to make sure. I should prolly do that before I post all of this on here but I just had to share how happy I am even if it turns out to be a fluke I am so on cloud 9 right now!!!

Octobe 10th

No AF yet. I feel crampy sometimes and sometimes I feel nothing. I am getting so tired of not knowing when AF is going to show her unly face. Last month I started on Spet 5th but before that AF hadn't come to town in almost 2 months. No wonder I haven't gotten knocked up yet I don't even know when I am going to ovulate. I am sooooo frustrated....grrrr!!!

October 9th

So still no AF. I am testing everyother but still a no go. I am hoping that either AF comes to town or one of the tests comes up positive. I just want to get on a normal cycle, ever since my M/C I have been all over the place.

October 6th

So I tested last night and I got a BFN.....so I tested this morning with FMU and I got a BFN. So looks like I am just waiting on AF to get here and I am back to week 1. I am done being disappointed every month, I can't take the way it feels anymore. Ever since my m/c I have had baby on the brain 24/7. I have even been dreaming about getting BFP. I had a dream last night that I took an HPT and got a BFP, I mean it felt so real I thought I was pregnant, once I realized it was a dream I took a test and it was not so. My husband and I just bought our first house and will be moving soon so maybe it is time to just kinda let things happen like I did before. So here's to everyone TTC and Preggo...good luck and I will keep watching to see how you are doing but for me.....its time for a break!!

October 5th

I think I am going to take a test when I get home from work. I last went potty at 4 and I am not going to go again until I get home, kinda let the pee concentrate, then if I get a BFN I will test in the morning and if there is still not positive I will wait out AF and get a better hold on this while TTC thing, really get my cycle down and all that fun stuff.....or maybe I will just stop thinking about it all together and let it happen!! I don't know.

October 5th

So I got my super sensitive tests yesterday and out of pure excitement I took one of them. I got a BFN but I had just gone to the bathroom like 30 min before so I am hoping that my pee just wasn't strong enough to get a positive. I had a dream last night and the only thing I remember from it is that I took a HPT and it was a BFP so I hope hope hope that was a sign that it is going to happen this month. Baby Dust.

October 4th

So I am still waiting on my tests to get here. I want to go buy one at the store so bad. I am not sure if I have been feeling pregnant or crazy. Every once in awhile my bbs kind of tingle like if I touch them they will hurt but no pain. I am sooo tired I can't seem to stay up past 9:30 and when I do wake up I feel like I havn't slept, oh and my poor husband, if I bite his head off one more time I think he might actually stop talking to me forever. I was really moody when I was pregnant before so I hope that is a good sign. Good luck to all and lots of baby dust!