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mrscolegrove
	Age: 21 Country: US Province/region: Florida City: Ft. myers Partner: ryan 23 Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: house wife
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im so excited to be pregnant again im married to the father and my love my chlidren from a previous man in my life i know nothing about. one night he left with them and i have no way to find them i just hope there alright so needless to say i have the fear that this will happen with my new baby.or there is something wrong with me why he did it so im very affraid to lose this child to. plus add hormones to it im going crazy starting to feel like im ugly my soon to be husband only wants to be with me for the baby then hes gonna leave i know its just hormones going nuts but they've progressed so far i dont know whats real and what im over thinking. i quit my job and that was the only connection to poeple i had i dont have any friends to talk to all i have is my mom in law and she really doesnt get it its been 20 years since shes had hormones and my life has not been a picnic so far so i have all my past stuff coming back up that somehow i have to figure out how to deal with so i dont get depressed and put my new babies health at risk. mainly i think i just need to talk to someone so if any one needs to talk to and is a good listener im here.

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daniandbebe08 - Sunday, 15 June
Automatic update: daniandbebe08 added a new blog: June 15th 2008

liz82 - Saturday, 14 June
Automatic update: liz82 added a new blog: ALL ABOUT MADDI

liz82 - Saturday, 14 June
Automatic update: liz82 added a new blog: guess what

daniandbebe08 - Saturday, 14 June
Automatic update: daniandbebe08 added a new blog: June 14th 2008

Julianna - Saturday, 14 June
I did the testing anyhow just so I knew what to expect. The outcome would not have been any different for me either. I was blessed with a happy healthy baby boy!

liz82 - Friday, 13 June
Automatic update: liz82 added a new blog: i passed

daniandbebe08 - Wednesday, 11 June
Automatic update: daniandbebe08 added a new blog: June 11th 2008

everythingX2 - Wednesday, 4 June
i think u need to speak with someone. even if ur insurance doesnt cover it. find soome stuff out and see what ur entitled to off the government. i live in the uk and have these things taken care of by our government. i jhave had depression before but not brought on by what ur definately is. the sooner u speak with someone and get this off ur chest then the better ur going to feel. and the better u feel in urself then the better for ur baby. ur story is a sad one and why that man took ur girls i dont have the answers. but ur new husband - is he the kind of person to do this to u? from what i can see i dont think he is. i get the mother-in-law feelings, mine isnt very helpful either. what about even visiting ur own doctor and see what they have to say or what service they can give? i went to my doctor and as soon as i entered the room i was babbling and crying like a crazy lady and i felt silly etc but they are there for their patients and to listen - not only to bandage u up and send u on ur way. what about trying to join a local club or group that will allow u to have time with other people and not feel so alone. or think about going back to work. u dont mention anything else about any other family - is there anyone u feel u can talk to that may be able to help or even just listen to u properly without having advice? sometimes just to get it off ur chest and for u to talk for an hr (even if the other person says nothing at all) can help. but defo look into what u are/may be entitled to off the government.

camilleldj28 - Wednesday, 4 June
I will be praying for you and your kids girl keep your head up and stay strong . You gotta be strong for them kids cuz if you ain;t who is?

Mrs.M.H. - Tuesday, 3 June
Well I can see how you are feeling. I haven't got tht kind of situation but I'm always worried about loosing my girl to her bio dad. He has never really been in her life but she has everything to do with his family which is ok, but I feel that they would turn against me in a heart beat to get my girl taken away and given to him. I've been with my hubby for all of her life except for the first 4 months, two of them I was single. The three years with my girls bio dad, would have been better if I was single and the only thing I came out with was a sweet girl, a broken family and having to start over from scratch on my own with one to help me not even family because they all weren't talking to me.

Now, that I should be really comfortable, I worry that my girl doesn't have the connection she might feel she needs to be happy with her sibling and is confused about her dad's, and why names are different ect. It is tough no matter. She considers her step dad her real dad though she knows he's not but knows she can get special treatment from her bio dad, as she was telling me herself. I worry that she will end up feeling distint or left out or different in some way when this baby comes.

It isn't easy but sometimes we just don't have control over certain things that happen to us and to our kids. It is hard to just take it as it comes but some times that's the most we can do. Hang in there and hopefully this isn't TMI, but we can all use an ear some times.
Good luck and be happy, things are going good in the moment and really that's all we can get for now.

liz82 - Tuesday, 3 June
if u need someone 2 talk to i am here