OCTOBER 16 2007 : TODAY IS A CRAZY BUT BLESSED DAY I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO TAKE MY SON TO SCHOOL AND ON MY WAY BACK I JUST STARTED TO FEEL SO SICK . SO I PULLED OVER SURE ENOUGH I STARTED THROWING UP AND IT WAS PRETTY NASTY AND WAS NOT A GOOD FEELIN. I REALLY DNT KNOW THIS PREGNANCY IS VERY DIFFERENT THEN THE OTHERS I AM VERY SCARED FOR TE FIRST TIME . I CAME HOME TO TALK TO MY CUZIN ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT A FRIEND OF HERS HAD A MISCARIAGE LAST NIGHT THINGS LIKE THAT ARE VERY HARD TO GET OVER I HAVE HAD A MISCARIAGE BEFORE BUT I KNOW HOW IT FEELS AND ITS NOT A GOOD FEELING .SO JUST PRAY FOR ME SO THAT I CAN GET OVER THIS FEAR AND HAVE A VERY GOOD PREGNANCY AND NOT BE SO DEVASTED.

OCTOBER 19 2007-YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND HAD MY VERY FIRST ULTRASOUND. MY FIANCE WAS LOOKING AT THE SCREEN AND THOUGHT THAT THE BLACK PART WAS ONLY THE BABYS HEAD AND THE WHITE PART WAS APART OF MY STOMACH.THIS IS HIS VERY FIRST BABY SO HE DIDNT NO WHAT TO EXPECT IT WAS FUNNY BUT THE DOCTOR SHOULD HIM THE PARTS OF THE BABY AND THEN HE UNDERSTOOD. MY YOUNGEST SON WAS WITH US ALS HE WAS LOOKING ON THE SCREEN AND WAS LIKE MAMMA WAS THAT I JUST STARTED TO LAUGH WHEN WE GOT HOME LATER HE STARTED TO TELL MY LITTLE SISTER THAT THE DOCTOR WAS PLAYING WITH MY STOMACH AND MY SISTER DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANT CAUSE SHE DOESNT KNOW THAT I AM PREGNAN.WE ARE KEEPING IT ONLY BETWEEN MYSELF MY MOTHER MY AUNT WE WILL LET IT BE A SURPRISE LATER WHEN WE FIND OUT WHAT THE BABY IS OH HIS WHOLE FAMILY NOWS HIS DAD HAS A BIG MOUTH.

OCTOBER 27 2007 OK EVERYBODY THE SECRET IS OUT MY FIANCE SPILLED THE BEANS LIKE FATHER LIKE SON BIG MOUTHS. HELPING MY AUNT MOVE THIS WEEK AND COULDNT KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT HE IS SO EXCITED I CANT BLAME HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH THOUGH EVEN IF HE CANT BE QUITE.ENOUGH ABOUT HIM I FORGOT TO TELL ABOUT MY DAY AT THE DOCTORS WHEN I GOT MY ULTRASOUND MY DUE DATE CHANGED I AM NOW DUE ON MAY 9 2008 AND IT MIGHT CHANGE AGAIN BECAUSE I AM HAVING A C-SECTION AGAIN VERY PAINFUL TO ME I HATE TO SIT IN BED FOR 2 DAYS THEN GET UP TO LEARN TO WALK AGAIN AND ONLY EAT CHICKEN BROTH BUT I WILL NOT COMPLAIN.

DECEMBER 27!!!!!!!!! WELL TODAY WAS THE DAY THAT I HAD MY ULTRASOUND AFTER LONG WAITING MONTH I AM HAVING A BABY GIRL FINALLY I HAVE A LITTLE GIRL AFTER THREE LITTLE BOYS I HAVE AGIRL OH AND ALSO ON CHRISTMAS DAY I GOT PROPOSED TO BY MY BOYFRIEND SO I HAVE TO THINGS I AM VERY HAPPY ABOUT.YESTERDAY AT AROUND 9 PM MY CUZIN HAD HER BABY GIRL AFTER WAITING SO LONG NOT TO EAT SHE IS HAPPY AND SATIFIED

FEBRUARY 20TH...... TODAY I AM 28 WKS AND 5 DAYS, WEDDING PLANS ARE COMING ALONG NICELY (JUNE 28TH IS THE DATE) I AM STRESSED BUT CAN'T WAIT. I AM STILL HAVING ALL DAY SICKNESS, AND I TOOK MY GLUCOSE ON THE FRIDAY THE 15TH HOPEFULLY I PASSED BECAUSE OF COURSE I THREW UP... WELL THERE ARE NEW BELLY PICS AND I HAVE 11 WKS AND 2 DAYS LEFT, TIME IS FLYING.

MARCH 26 2007 WELL TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY I WENT TO THE DOCTOR LAST WEEK AND HE SCHEDULED ME FOR MY C-SECTION IT IS SET FOR MAY 2. I CANT WAIT NEITHER CAN MY FIANCE THIS IS SO MUCH STRESS WITH THE BABY AND THE WEDDING RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. I STILL HAVE TO FIND A PHOTOGRAPHER AND A CAKE HOW HARD IS THAT .WELL HARD TO ME WHEN EVERYDAY I AM HURTING SO BAD I AM SCARED TO TELL THE DOCTOR CAUSE THEM STICKING THEIR HAND UP YOUR WELL YOU KNOW IT JUST DOESNT FIND COMFORT FOR ME .WELL WILL UPDATE LATER GOING TO THE DOCTOR OIN THE 3 SO I AM HOPING ALL IS WELL

APRIL 28 2008

WELL SORRY TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE ABOUT MYSELF BUT NOTHING IS MISSED YESTER I HAD MY BABY SHOWER GIVIN BY MY LOVELY CUZIN YAZZ SHE ALWAYS DOES FOR ME.REALLY THE BABY SHOWER WAS FOR MY FIANCE CAUSE HE HAS NEVER HAD ONE AND IT WAS SO FUNNY ISTEAD OF ME IN THE PICTURES HOLDING THE CLOTHES IT WAS HIM HOW FUNNY .WE HAVE ALOT OF LITTLE CLOTHES FOR HER NOW .WELL ANYWAY TODAY I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET MY C-SECTION AT 530 BUT I GOT MOVED UP TO 1200 SO GOD LISTENS TO YOU HE REALLY DOES I DIDNT WANT TO WAIT THAT LATE AND NOW I DONT HAVE TO SO FRIDAY MORNING HERE WE COME WE ARE READY TO SEE THIS LITTLE ANGLE THAT HAS BEEN HURTING MOMMY FOR NINE WHOLE MONTHS.NOW ITS LIKE MY FINACE FEELS MY PAIN I HAD A HEADACHE TODAY AND HE DID TO MY EYES WERE BLURRY SO WAS HIS BUT THEN AGAIN HE IS SUCH A BABY.WELL BESIDES THE BABY MY DRESS IS IN AND HAHA I CANT FIT IT LOL SO I ONLY COULD TAKE PICTURES OF IT AND I ORDERED MY TIARA AND MY VAIL CANT WAIT. WELL I GUESS I WILL UPDATE LATER BEFORE I GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO ALL MOMMIES GOOD LOOK .