mrsrich
	Age: 24 Country: USA Province/region: City: Kent Partner: My Loving Husband Wayne Children: Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: Stay at home WIFE
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Here is my story I am married to the best man in the whole world. We met seven years ago in high school; in 2005 we officially tied the knot. We have three years under our belt and counting. We are now trying to conceive our first child with the help of God. A year and a month after we reached our year first anniversary we found out we were expecting our first child. That was the best day of my life to be able to tell the man that I love that he will be a DADDY. We were so excited just like any married couple we told everyone we knew. When I reached my 8th week I miscarried our baby. I was so devastated to find out that there was nothing I could have done. But, the type of person I am I have to differ there could have been something I could have done. That when it was conveyed to me that I had PCOS. Like that is what I wanted to hear after I lost my baby.

My husband and I our now struggling try to conceive. We pray everyday that we will be blessed with a precious gift from God in the nearby future. It is so hard for me to see close love ones announce how they are very excited to bring their baby home soon. To see them all with glowing, big stomachs and the excitement. Listing to the conversations on how they anticipate who their baby will look like. As I sit there and covet with envy because of what they have. I and the good Lord above knows how much I want to be a mommy to hear that come out of a little ones mouth would be such a gift.

I sit day dreaming about what my baby would like me or my husband. Hubby and I talk about who baby would look like all the time. I would alway tell him that I think him because his side of his family has strong genes.That would not disappoint me I think he/she would still be beautiful because they will still be part of me well duh.?.?. I am now at the tender age of 24yrs (lol) have came to terms that I need to be patience. God knows what my heart desires and he and I know that this is what I really want. This is just not my time YET; I do KNOW that he will bless my husband and I soon. He can only bless me when he thinks I am ready.

I need to remind myself to stay positive and be ready because when he bless me he will do it unconditionally. As long as I stay faithful to him I will alright.