Hello my name is Paula and I'm a soon to be mommy of 2!!! I have a son who will be 6 March 14th and yes I started a little early but I wouldn't trade it for the world!!!! I'am praying for a girl!!! I'm very excited about being pregnant. My boyfriend and childrens father is soo good to me and such a great father to all of his kids this will be his 5th child. I love them all!!!I hope to be planning a wedding after the baby shower lol

Wednesday, 20 Feb

Today for the 1st time in a very long time I feel okay so far. people keep telling me it `s a girl cause I `am so sick and I was just fine with my son no sickness what so ever. The only thing that bothers me is the mood swings. I `ll go from happy to crying in a matter of minutes.Thats sooo not me! well I guess it is now LOL I `m blessed to have a job that I really like but I would much rather be at home napping.

Friday, 29 Feb

2/29/08 Hello readers... lol I `m starting to feel much much better. I think my M/s is gone for now. My friend had an u/S @ 12 weeks and the told her the sex of her baby. so that made me want to have 1 done that early also to find out the sex of my baby, so I went on line and looked up 3D U/S @ 12 weeks and the baby just looked like little bone and It made me change my mind. I would rather wait until like my 23 or 25 week to go for the 3D. I `m really wishing for a girl but either way I will be happy with whatever as long as my baby is healthy!!! My next apt is not until April 1st and I will be 15 weeks then!! I just can `t wait to hear the babys heartbeat....

Monday, 3 Mar

Okay, okay enough with the breast cramps lol man I `m sooo sore, my chest is starting to itch time to break out the coca butter or somthing need nooo stretch marks lol. My belly is starting to itch already also. I will be sooo glad to find out the sex of my baby so I can start shopping!!! My mom already has bought some onesies that say little cute things like take me to grandmas house and spoiled. My moms a messI think shes going through the change of life (shhh) u didn `t hear that from me LOL. sooo hungry all the time and wing stop calls me everyday, most days I just keep going but some days I do stop and get my chicken(Lemon peper)!!!I already have a baby bump and when I full it really pokes out there....bye....

Thursday, 6 Mar

Hello mommies- I `m still feeling great no more morning sickness (horrah), the only time I feel sick is if sumbody walks past me with to much perfume on goodness, it makes me want to scream. My old strecth marks are really starting to itch man! My supervisor does not know Iam pregnant and he wears the most stank perfume ever yes perfume!!! I just want to say can you stay the hell away from me!!LOL

Friday, 7 Mar

I realized today that 2 of the people I love most in this world will not be with me while I `am giving labor to my 2nd child!! My Granny whom passed away 4yrs ago and was a big big help with my son while I was pushing him out.also my only sister my little sis who will be away in college finishing her JR year in College in Tennessee aww(TEAR, Tear)Those are my 2 favorite people and they know it and neither of them can be there that really make me want to cry LOL Okay oaky enough with the sad stuff. The weather here in Cali is great, couldn `t ask for anymore sun!!!!

Wednesday, 12 Mar

mY POOR SKIN IS STARTING TO FLIP OUT ON ME MY PORE's LOOK SO CLOGED.. i NEEEEEED SUMTHING FAST, WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR i WANT TO CRY... TEAR TEAR .......

Thursday, 13 Mar

I would have to say My 1st pregnancy at 16 was by far easier than this 1!! I had no health issues, no pregnancy issues, with baby number 2 it `s a whole different ball game LOL. This is the most emotional have ever ever been. I find myself not wanting to be alone either. I know it `s all pregnancy hormones but geees when is it going to stop LOL well I `m a little sterssed my son turns 6 3/14/08 and we were going to have his party at the zoo but it `s supposed to rain and thunder in the bay area so now what the F%&* am I supposed to do?? I `m just gonna quit stressing and leave it all up to my BF! Tata for now

Monday, 17 Mar

Almost @ week 13 yipeee!!! Still very very tired, energy very much needed.Wish I was a stay at home mom LOL just for right now even though my son is in school all day. I `m just too tired to be at work sitting in front of a computer, but hay we have a house note sooooo I guess I `ll keep on workin plus I love shopping when I want so yeah I `ll keep working. Ummm my sons b day party was this past Sat it went great beside a couple unwanted guest LMAO!! I just can not wait to find out my babys sex. My maternity clothes make me feel and look bigger than I really am I think?? My mom yelled at me because I had on regular jeans the other day, I was like geees I bought them like 2 sizes to big so i woud be able to zip and button them mom goodness. I `m still fighting my nose with perfumes different people have on yuck)!!!

Thursday, 20 Mar

At the current moment,I `m sleepy no matter what time I go to bed at night I still wake up tired...... I have been draggin myself into work this week. Soooo yesterday and today I know for sure i have felt the baby move.I know the difference between gas and flutters aka baby movement!!! Once I realized what it was I was like ahhh how cute!!I got home and told me son that the baby was doing flips inside and he's like whoa that's cool do you think the baby can teach me when she/he comes out.LOL I told my son well we will just have to wait and see. Kids...I tried to let my hunny feel the baby move last night but he was tickling me so I laughed and I sure the baby wouldn `t move then so we gave up and went to sleep!! I really hope at my next appt I can get an u/s and hear the babys heartbeat. I love my baby bean.

tUESDAY mARCH 8, 2008

i'AM TRYING NOT TO LET PEOPLE AT WORK GET ON MY NERVES, BEING PREGNANT i COULD TELL SUMBODY OFF AND RIPE THEM A NEW A** HOLE AT THE SAME TIME lol WELL THAT MADE ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER lol. oTHER THAN WANTING TO WALK OUT MY OFFICE AND QUIT WORK FOREVER (DON'T i WISH ) oTHER THAN THAT i'M GREAT SLEEPING ON MY SIDE IS GETTING OLD ALREADY. i FOUND A BABY BED i WANT AND IT'S LIKE 600 SOOOO WE WILL SEE HOW THIS WORKS lol iT'S SO CUTE IT'S A OVAL SHAPED BED!! tO CUTE!!! A MUST HAVE FOR ME!!!