Friday, 1 Feb

heyyyy ev1!! had post mortan reasults yday!! dnt sai fuck all! am having cervical scans done tho! nd a norm scan evtym i have it dne so loadssss of scans for me once i get to 20 weeksd :D:D hope ev1s doing well,, were doing good although we dont like raw onion on sausage cob or pizza!!!!! deff opposit to haden!! loll nywayyy luv yu all tlkk soonnnn xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tuesday, 12 Feb

OMG!! can you belive this??!! im 12 weeks 2moz nd this morn baby kicked me!! i was lyk oh my gosh! your tu lickle lollll no wonder been having a few lil nibs n pains, bet tha lil ting is a hyper lil f*ck lollll ahhh well bored wit maself! ohhh nd brought pumpkin some socks yday there well cute nd fluffy loll love all yu yummy mummy to beeessss xxclare nd pumpkinxx

Monday, 18 Feb

oh sorry pumpkin! did i go out with out something to eat!! :@ jesus no need to make me sick! lollll god this baby! loll hehe just ordered a angelsounds doppler :D hehe cnt wait to use it!! lolll went b n q to see how much some edging stones n white gravel n solar lites r 4 hadens grave only £75 in all!! so gnna get them soon :D then all need todo is have a look for headstone n save up for 1 of them!! hope ev1s doin all gurddd! luv yu allll clare nd pumpkinnnnn xxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday, 21 Feb

appi burfdai to me! appi burfdai to me! thanks pumpkin! making me sick this morn was a lovley birthday preasent!! lol love you lil one!! wish my baby boy was here with me today :(

Monday, 25 Feb

hehe bbys on the move!!! brought 2 well cute bby roo sets sat!!! 1 was a bbysrow vest bib n hat n other was bib hat bootees n mittens!!! hehe love them!! wil put pic up sooonnn! luv yu alll xxxxxxxxx

Monday, 3 Mar

:( missible day today!:( haden was sue! feels so strange to feel tiny movemnts of pumpkin when i no i should be having haden! love you both more than anything in the whole world! xxxxxxxxxxxx

Tuesday, 4 Mar

Went midwife 2dayyy!! baby sounds all gurddd! had blood took! gtta go back in 2 weeks forr downs test reasults! luv yo alll xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday, 6 Mar

there yu are soph!! new photos!! lolll xxxxxxxxxx

Sunday, 9 Mar

2 days to gooo 2 days to gooo!! hehe cant wait to have first cervical mind will b at restt soo much!! nd mite even find out tha sexxx!!! ahhh cnt waiitttt lolll love all you mummies n mummies to be!! take care xxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 12 Mar

had cervical yday!! so far so good!! got another one when i have my detailed scan!! only 1 week 6 dais away!! hehe cant wait to fin out sex!! anywayy she checked baby rlei quickly yday n all looks gud!! was realy rushy tho dnt even get chance to ask for a photo!! :( sure ill survive!! hehe hope ev1 else is all gurddd luv yu all xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, 14 Mar

wooooo! got namessss!!!!!!Alexus Marie 4 a gurllll (maries my mid name)nddddd Riley Harrison 4 a boiiii (harrisons mikes mid name)

SURVEY UPDATE::::::::: About the mommy!
Name:	Clare
Age:	17
First child?:	No
About the daddy!
Name:	Mike
Age:	21
First child?:	No
Finding out!!
What day did u find out?:	19th Dec 07
How did u feel when u found out?:	Very scared as I have not long lost a baby!
Who was with u?:	was on my own babysiting my fiancee's little sister
Who was the first peson u told?:	Mike
How did they react?:	Calm.
How did the daddy react?:	Calm.
Telling the grandparents!
How did ur parents react?:	My mum aint happy but thats it.
How did his parents react?:	his mum was alright about it...said up to us! surprised me!
Are they helping with baby names?:	Nah
Have they bought anything for the baby yet?:	Some socks loll dont want to get to carried away yet!!
How often do they call to check on u?:	Urmmm few tyms a week!
About the pregnancy!
When was ur first appointment?:	27th Dec 07
When is ur due date?:	20th Aug 08
How far along r u?:	19 weeksss todayyy!
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	7.7
Weight now?:	dunno lollll
Have u had an unltrasound?:	yes
Have u heard the heartbeat?:	Yes
What was the heartbeat?:	now ur askin!
Sex of the baby!
What do u want?:	Not bovard
What does the daddy want?:	Dunno
What do u think u r having?:	thought a gurl!!!
Have u had ur big ultrasound yet?:	yes
If so, what r u having?:	Boi
Are u happy with what u r having?:	yes
About the birth!
Do u know what u r taking with u?:	A bendy straw!!
Who is going to be with u?:	Mikeee and maybe my sister Louise
Are u going to videotape it?:	Noooo
Natural or medicated?:	Natural as I can
Do u think u will need a c-section?:	No
Will u cry when u hold ur baby for the first time?:	Yes
Do u know what u will say to the baby when u first hold him/her?:	hey you
Are u scared about the labor?:	Not really
Names!!
Do u have a name picked out?:	No, loads of ideas tho!
Girl names...:	would of been Alexus Marie
Boy names...:	Ryley Harrison
Is ur baby going to be named after someone?:	mid name daddys mid name!
Other random questions!!
Where was ur baby conceived?:	My bed! dohhh
Have you felt the baby move?:	Too lickle
What race will your baby have? From you and daddy?:	White from both!
Do you have stretch marks?:	From when had haden......on ma boobs!!
What was your first symptom?:	Feeling like crap!
What religion will the baby know? And from what side?:	Aint spoke about it.
What music or interests do you want the baby to know?:	Whatever he wants as long as he dont get in trouble
Will ur baby have godparents?:	Yes
Who will the god mommy be?:	A dunno
Who will the god daddy be?:	A dunno
What is the baby's room theme?:	Dont no depends how long it takes to get own place
What was the first thing u bought for the baby?:	socks lolll
Are u ready to be a mommy?:	Money wise no! But after loosing a baby you fealise how much they mean to you!

All my dates:::

• Found out was preg onnnn 19th Dec
• Went docs to register preg onnnn 27th Dec
• 1st doc check up onnn 11th Jan
• 1st midwife appoit onnnn 15th Jan
• 1st scan!!!! 21st Jan!!!
• Postmortan reasults 30th Jan
• Midwife 4th march!! 2:20!!
• 11th March Cervical scan!
• 18th March!! downs test reasults! 3:15pm!
• 25th March 2nd scan!! 6pm!! boy or girl??!!

Good luck to everyone else who is expecting! Theys nothing more amazing than seing your gawjus baby for the first time. Hopfuly it wont be the only time for me! Or anyone else on here! All the best clare x

If anyone on here has felt the loss of a baby and would like to pay the condolences, could you please go to my bay boy Hadens rememberance site and light a candle at:

http://haden.remembered-forever.org

I would be so greatful to hear the experiances of others without hurting other pregnant women.