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mummy.AMIE
	Age: 20 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: daddy.Tyrone Children: Pregnant: Yes Occupation: L.S.A in a special needs school
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Hi. My name is Amie. I am 20 Years old, my birthday is September. I found out i was pregnant on 31/12/07. I am so Happy to be having a baby, but at the same time a bit worried as i had a miscarriage in September 07. My Boyfriend and i have our fingers crossed that this time it all goes well.

Happy New Year Everyone. xxx

9th Jan.

We found out today that my HCG levels have dropped from 1126 to 168. This obviously means i have miscarried again or i am going to miscarry. We still have to go for my scan on the 17th Jan to see what is left behind.

We are so upset, i just feel why is it happening to me for the second time, i just wanted everything to be ok and now its all been taken away from us.

I suppose in the back of my mind i am hoping to go for the Scan on the 17th and still hear my baby's heartbeat, but i am just hoping really, i know i wont but there is nothing else keeping me human at the moment, if that makes sense.

Hope everyone else has a great pregnancy.

I have my fingers crossed for my next try.

17th Jan

Went for the scan today, and obviously there was nothing to see. The Nurse told me that i have nothing left behind and she cannot see any reason why the miscarriage happened, just a case of bad luck.

Well at least thats one good thing. She said we can try again whenever i feel ready but its best to wait for at least 1 period.

Cant wait to try again, now i know there isnt a reason for my miscarriages, i have every faith that the next time will be the one. Fingers Crossed.

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mylittleone - Saturday, 19 Jan
I closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard Him say, A Mother has a baby. This we know is true. But God, can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you?'Yes you can!', He replied with confidence in His voice, 'I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.'Some I send for a lifetime and other's for a day. And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear. 'We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quick My Mommy set me free. I'll miss my Mommy oh so much but I'll visit her each day. When she goes to sleep on her pillow is where I will lay. I'll stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear, Mommy don't be sad today I'm your baby and I'm here So you see my dear sweet one, your child is OK. Your baby is here in my home and this is where he'll stay. he'll wait for you with me until your lesson is through. And on that day that you come home he'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother. It's the feeling in your heart. It's the love you had so much of right from the very start.

my2angels - Saturday, 12 Jan
Aww. Thank You. You are so sweet. Definitly made me feel a little more eased.I am so sorry for your loss. I know how awful it feels :( Some good news, you are VERY fertile after a miscarriage. I didnt believe it at first, myself. They say to wait for 1 AF, but ours happened before I got her. My dr said they only say to wait for Af for due date purposes (ive had mine changed twice so far) and so you can heal emotionally. It will happen for you eventually. I know the waiting sucks. I didnt think we would ever get pregnant again after the second loss. It can Happen and it can be better. I hope you find comfort in my words...somewhere. Thanks and again Im so sorry for your loss. No words can ever describe how it feels.

CLange - Friday, 11 Jan
I feel the same way.. all my friends are pregnant with perfect pregnancies and I cant get past the first trimester.. It would help if we did know why.. that is the reason I told you to talk to your dr. about having some tests done.. My husband and I are going in to do that next week.. it only takes 7-10 days to get the results and if there is something wrong.. I want to know before the next pregnancy so that if there are medications or some way to prevent it maybe this wont happen to me again.. that is the only thing that really made me feel better this last miscarriage because knowing there maybe a solution instead of just wondering if it will happen again makes it a little easier to take... And better yet if they don't find anything.. than you just know that you just got very unlucky and the chances of that happening again are so small... I am also going to buy the at home baby heart monitor so that I can hear it every day and not worry as much next time... Good luck to you.. Please keep me updated.. You are not alone in this.. I know exactly how you are feeling.. and it does get better.. :)

Clange - Thursday, 10 Jan
I got your message and I am not pregnant right now.. I am right there with you.. I just had my 2nd miscarriage in November.. I understand just how you feel.. and most of it is the hormones making you depressed.. I promise it will get better with time.. you will be positive and happy again.. if you need to talk please send me a message.. Its easier to talk to someone who has been there..

moriahsmommy - Thursday, 10 Jan
i have had this happen to me twice recently too! Its hard and there is nothing anyone can say to you to make you feel any better. I know how you feel and i am very sorry for you two. I am currently ttc again, but i am terrified to see what may happen again. Good luck and hang in there.

littleoneinalaska - Thursday, 10 Jan
Hey there. Thank you and I am sorry for your loss also. we just gotta get back on the horse and try try again. best of luck for next time. You will succeed so dont give up there is nothing wrong and they say many people do miscarry they just gotta try again. lets keep talking and help each other out.

HppyMomToBeRS - Wednesday, 9 Jan
I just happen to read your comment and wanted to sorry for your loss but i have been in your shoes and have had four miscarriage and come to find out i have low progesterone and all the miscarriage did not make it past 5 to 8 months. Maybe talk to your doctor about this

niseybear - Wednesday, 9 Jan
You will get strong again...believe that! Know that G-d has a plan for you and when HE is ready things will be better than you can ever imagine. Never lose hope, hold your faith, and be blessed.

Clange - Wednesday, 9 Jan
I can feel your pain I just had my 2nd miscarraige in Nov 07 I was 11 weeks.. I am waiting the 2 months that my doctor told me to wait before trying again.. I am going in for some tests to see if there is anything wrong that they can help with before trying again.. maybe you can talk to your doctor about that.. good luck next time.

anfmom - Wednesday, 9 Jan
Just give it a few months. I wish you luck the next time. Take care!

us-n-kenzie - Wednesday, 9 Jan
Amie - I am truly sorry for your loss. I know that means little right now as I also had two miscarriages before I got pregnant with my daughter in July of 2002. The same thing was going on, my Progesterone levels were dropping and causing me to miscarry. To top it off, I had to take Clomid to get pregnant to begin with. When I got pregnant for the third time, my Dr put me on a progesterone supplement to keep my levels up and it worked!! I carried my daughter to term. As your Dr when you go back in if they think a progesterone supplement might help you, too.

nancy26 - Wednesday, 9 Jan
Amie, I just wanted to say how sorry I am. I don't know much about this at all, and don't really understand anything about HCG levels, but will cross my fingers in hopes of a miracle on the 17th.

If not this one, love, I truly hope the next one works out for you, as you deserve ;)

All the best and I'm sure all our thoughts are with you XX

anfmom - Tuesday, 8 Jan
I just wanted to wish you luck! I had a m/c in june and then again at the end of july! I didnt give my body time for the 2nd one though! I hope all goes well 4 ya!

nattyk - Tuesday, 8 Jan
congrats on your pregnancy. and thanks for your message. i go to the dr. tomorrow to see whats going on with myself. *fingers and toes crossed* lol

spoiledlil***** - Thursday, 3 Jan
congrats*

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