Today i am 21 weeks and i have still not felt the baby. It scares me sometimes but i try to stay positive. I guess you can say i have had a lucky pregnacy i never had morning sickness that all went to my husband and boy did i laugh. He has lost a lot of weight but i guess the only thing i have got is just getting an upset stomach everyday. Also i have felt my heart pound so fast that i have to sit down because i get so light headed and also my feet swell up so bad i feel they are going to explode. Anyone else feeling this please comfort me.

August 2, 2007

Wow it is nice to be 5 months too bad that during my pregnacy i only had my husband with me 4 days out of the months. Only seeing him on saturdays sucks for me sometimes i just want his attention. But this mommy has to be strong. Well i have not felt my baby yet but i can tell she enjoys to be more on my left side. It is actually funny my stomach looks like it is more to my left so I know she is there. The only thing is i feel like she is sitting on my bladder and she disturbs me when i sit down and when i have to get up. According to my doctor my baby is fat instead of being 50% big she is 75% which i thought was wierd because at first she said my baby was too small at the beginning of my pregnacy and now she is too big. I don't understand. I just want her to be healthy and i can't wait to meet my little Mirella Alexis. I thought the name was a little sweet and different. The only thing is this pregnacy is costing me a bundle and it is tough to come up with the money at this time. But i am doing it I don't know how but i do it. I guess you can say it's a mommy thing when you know you gotta do it you find a way to do it.

To my princess: Hey hunney how r u why you make mommy's tummy so upset. I know u want to feel your daddy's touch and feel his voice he is really trying to find time for us it is just our schedule don't agree he works nights and i work days. But when your born you will see more of him. It is just right now you have to be with me 24/7 and i know you probably don't want to. I hope your aunt didn't scare you the other day when she yelled really close to you she was just playing. Well baby i will let u sleep for now.

To My Little Princess: Hey honey time is coming really close to meet you in person. But I wish you could kick mommy every once in a while really hard so i can feel you there with me. I am going to get a monitor so i can hear your heart beat every chance i get hope it won't bother you. Stop making mommy sleepy and hungry so much. Love you Mirella.

December 13, 2007

Well my little girl was born on November 29 at 9:45 pm and she weighed 7 lbs and 10 oz and she is beautiful. I had to have and emergency c-section because she wouldn't go past 4cm cuz i wouldn't open so she went into stress and i was in surgery for 3 hours but she was born in 15 minutes. I almost didn't make it out of surgery alive and i thank god that i am here to be with my baby and my family. My little one is healthy not as big as i thought but she was perfect. Well i hope you see the pictures and see my baby. She is too special to me well have to later.