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nMART23
	Age: 24 Country: US Province/region: Washington City: Bremerton Partner: My Love, My Life, My Husband Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Apprentice
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Amani Kaluwevah Martinez was born on July 3, 2008 @ 1912 weighing in at 7lbs 11oz and 20 inches long! I love him sooo much!

08/25/2008

I can't believe how fast he is growing, he smiled at me for the first time last thursday :) I never knew what my life was missing before I had him, I feel so complete now! He is the sunshine in my life! I just hate worrying all the time, I am so afraid of SIDS and feel like I am doing everything wrong :( I just keep praying that God will keep him safe, I love him so much, he is my little miracle!

12/19/07

Hi, I am currently 8 weeks and 5 days pregnant. This is my first pregnancy and I am very nervous and excited. I got married on July 21, 2007 to the man of my dreams. I have been kinda miserable lately due to morning sickness and feeling fat but I am looking forward to my next ultrasound tomorrow! I am so excited! I am hoping that I will be able to hear the heartbeat. I am just praying that everything is still okay :)

12/20/07

I have my doctors appt. today! I am really excited and nervous. I am hoping everything is still okay. The only good thing about getting morning sickness is it makes me feel like the baby is still okay. If I didn't have any symptoms I would freak out! I am kinda sad because my husband can't make it to the appointment :( I knew that he wouldn't be able to make it to all of them but I can tell he really wants to be there. I feel bad because I have been talking about it all the time and I think I am making it worse. I really didn't realize how bad he wanted to be there until yesterday. My poor hubby :( He is such a sweetheart, I love him so much :)

12/21/07

Well I had my appt. yesterday, everything looks great! I wasn't able to hear the heart beat but I was able to see it again! I had an ultasound three weeks ago and it was so small. My doctor showed me the current one compared to the last one...wow what a difference, it has grown so much! I am so excited! I can't wait until the next time I get to see it. I have an appointment on Jan. 14 so I am hoping I get to see the little one then or at least hear the heart beat! Oh, they weighed me and I have gained 4 lbs in three weeks! That is scary I need to watch it! I still ahve a long way to go and I should only be gaining 15 lbs total...I guess that picture of the girl on the scale sums it up!

12/30/07

Hi everyone! I am so excited to be in my 10th week! I can't wait until I am in my second trimester! My tailbone has been hurting lately whenever I sit on hard surfaces. I don't really know why but it sucks. I am feeling better with the morning sickness but I have not had to get up early because I am off work until Jan. 2, I am not looking forward to going back : ( It is crazy because during the first few weeks I had cramping then that stopped and I got morning sickness and now I am feeling okay except for the tailbone thing. It seems that the symptoms just trade off. As long as my baby is doing well that is all that matters : )

01/08/08

I am feeling kinda sad lately. I feel like everwhere I go people are looking at me. I know that I have gained alot of weight, way too much for how far along I am. I am hard enough on myself as it is the last thing I need is someone judging me. I have always been very sensitive about my weight and now I am at my heaviest and it is really getting to me. I don't understand people and why they are so mean. I have my own family telling that I am fat! Why would someone say that to a pregnant, hormonal women. I know that I should not let that get to me but I am already uncomfortable around people and the only ones I felt comfortable around was family and know I don't even have that comfort. It just really sucks cause I don't want to go out in public I just want to stay home because I am embarrased. :(

01/09/08

So now my husband has a hard time figuring out which jeans are his! He is 6'3" and I am 5'3", oh well i guess... maybe we could save money and just share jeans! :) By the way today is day two of no puking! :)

01/14/08

I had my first ob appointment today! It was so cool. I was able to see the baby move! I think that I reaaly needed that, I feel so much better now! They should do ultrasounds just to keep expectant mothers spirits high. My husband was there which made me really happy... I love it when he can come! I also think that it makes it more real to him. I LOVE MY BABY!

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01/28/08

Okay I am getting so excited about being pregnant now! I feel better and I am enjoying having a belly...everythings better now! Last night I was asking my husband if he was nervous about having a baby. He said No and that although it is going to be really hard at first we really need to enjoy it because this will be the ONLY time that this baby is a baby and it will go by so fast and we will never be able to have that experience with THIS child! I thought that that was a good way to look at it. It just really makes me happy to know that my is going to have the most wonderful father!!! :)

Amani Kaluwevah

03/15/2008

Well I found out that I am having a healthy baby boy...I really had a feeling it was a boy..it just makes sense that he would be a boy. I am excited about doing his room we picked out paint and I think that we are going to do a jungle theme or something.

04/03/08

I am so excited about my baby boy! I can't wait to meet him. I am having a really hard time believing that there is a little baby inside of me. I mean I feel him move alot, mostly down low, but I am having a hard time grasping that there is a 13in long 1.5lb baby inside of me!...CRAZY! I am trying my best to keep a positive attitude through the whole pregnancy thing, it is just really hard when I have some many emotions and they can change on the drop of a dime. I am feeling really alone. I know that people have gone through the same things and feel the way that I do but they are not going through it NOW. I miss my body being my own. I feel like total crap about myself and everyone pointing out the fact that I am FAT doesn't help. My husband doesn't want to be around me much anymore so that hurts my feelings but I am trying to control my hormones......I feel like I am doing better but who knows. I am having a hard time staying positive so I have been counting down the days.....I don't know how much that helps but when I really think about it when I started I had like way over 200 days and now I am at 109 :) I just want him to be here and be healthy and I am looking forward to being able to be home with him for a few months, that is the only thing that keeps me going. It is funny because when I really start feeling negative he always seems to kick me almost like he is saying "listen up lady this is not about you it is about ME! " It makes me smile :) I love him so much!

04/16/08

I am counting down the days until I have my son. I think that it will take alot of convincing to get me pregnant again. I know that he is worth every stretch mark, every pound, every emotional break down and all of the other unpleasentries of pregnancy. I am sure that once he is here all of that stuff won't matter anymore but for now I am having a hard time with it. I didn't think that pregancy would be this hard, I knew that things were going to change (stretch marks, weight gain,...) but I didn't think that it would bother me as much as it does. I guess when you figure I have probably gained like 40lbs already it makes sense. That is a major factor in the way that I feel. I don't really feel like I have been going crazy and eating everything is sight but the scale shows differently. I am working on being better and really limiting how much I eat so we will see if that makes a difference.

05/16/2008

I am finally in week 30! I am no waddling(so they tell me), my feet are swollen, I am peeing ALL the time, my back hurts when I do dishes or walk to fast and I am still getting fatter and even more stretch marks :( but I will tell you that all of that is worth it to feel my baby move! I love when he moves, even when it is uncomfortable, I like to see my stomach move...it is weird for a part of your body to be moving and not have control over it. I live how anytime I eat anything he moves around, almost like he gets excited when I eat! (I have a feeling that he is going to be a little fat ass like his momma :)) He makes me so happy already! I am ready to meet him and see what he looks like. I don't want him to come early or anything I just want time to hurry up until I have him and then slow down after he is here....is that too much to ask?

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Laura Ward - Monday, 6 October
Message to all This may be interesting to some of you. Seema`s email is seema.modhvadia@rdftelevision.com

Hi there,

I work for a television production company based in the UK . We are currently making a documentary for ITV1 exploring the issues surrounding pregnancy and eating disorders. The film will be a thoughtful and insightful look into this extremely sensitive subject.

We�re in the research stage of our production and very keen to chat to women who are, or have been, pregnant whilst having an eating disorder.

If you�re interested in having a chat or finding out more about our documentary, it would be really great to hear from you. All communication would be in complete confidence.

You can contact me on: seema.modhvadia@rdftelevision.com

Sx

bvalley1982 - Sunday, 28 September
hows work lady? aidan started daycare and has a runny nose and cough. he'll probally have it till hes 17. hahaha

mdbabyno1 - Thursday, 25 September
I feel your pain. My little girl hates the car seat as well. Everywhere we go she crys until she finally falls asleep. I'm begining to think she gets car sick or something. She likes the swing and bouncy seat though.

Elijahs Mom - Wednesday, 24 September
Hi, I noticed you're from Bremerton. I live in Olympia! My son loves his bouncer/swing/car rides. But he has a low tolerence for them, he'll want out after 20 minutes or so. I dont know how to help him like it except maybe to put him in there when he gets sleepy. Maybe the rocking will be soothing to him and he'll learn to like sleeping in them. I know my son likes car rides until we come to a red light or stop. He gets really fussy until we start movin again!

phonics - Tuesday, 23 September
My baby does not grab at things either and she is 11 weeks old.

oopspregnantagain - Monday, 22 September
No My son is 12wk and he has just started to grab I noticed this weekend he was grabeing my little sisters hair

and he grabed a hold of my shirt, last night but as far as grabeing something he want NO not happeing yet

bvalley1982 - Sunday, 7 September

oh look at the sweet face! ever stick your nose in his mouth and smell his breath? i used to when aidan was a little guy.

bvalley1982 - Sunday, 7 September
oh im good. aidans almost 6 months and hes starting solids hell be going to daycare next week so his routine is gonna get messed up. but at least ill have an extra room and wont have to lock my bedroom up to keep sticky finger sil out. hows work? are you on limited duty are you pmping at work?

SunshineBaby1 - Friday, 5 September
haha... absolutely! I have thought the same thing! :-)

SunshineBaby1 - Friday, 5 September
Hey! Just saw your post on the month 2 wall.... our little boy is 10 weeks old now. I've been exclusively BFing and still haven't gotten a period... and I am more than fine with that!!! :-) I figure we should enjoy it while we can, right??? When I went for my 6 week pp visit she said I might not get it until I stop or drastically reduce the BFing... hope that helps!?!?

phonics - Friday, 5 September
Did you message the person who posted it?

phonics - Friday, 5 September
NP. So that was the site?

bvalley1982 - Monday, 1 September
hows work going? you didnt take 3 months off huh?

anastasiya - Thursday, 21 August
Hey, so nice to hear from you! Glad to hear you guys are doing great. I would love to see some pic's of Amani.
We are doing great, don't think I told you that like 3 weeks ago we moved to San Jose, CA. We all love it here, the weather is amazing and the area is beautiful. Dacian will be 3 month on Fri.!!! Got him that jumperoo thingy he is already kinda bouncing on it :) Such a big boy.
Stay in touch!

nay143 - Wednesday, 23 July
Look at your sweet baby boy!

anastasiya - Saturday, 19 July
Hi!!!!!!!!!! Congrats you had your baby boy!!! Thought about you today, thought that you should of had him by now. And you did :) I've just been busy being a mom, and loving every second of it :)
How are you feeling, loving being a mom?

bvalley1982 - Tuesday, 15 July

idk if this will work or not but here it goes.

bvalley1982 - Tuesday, 15 July
oh i cant wait to see a picture of him!!! yeah! isnt it crazy having a baby, labor and then the overwhelming feelings when you bring him home! i cried like a blubbering baby totally hyperventalating the first night we had aidan home, i was freaking out. so worried about how to care for him, how was i going to protect him forever! it gets easier tho, i was thinking about those feelings when i was laying down with aidan tonight and its so nice to feel normal again. hows breastfeeding working out for you? my husband is playing with aidan its pretty cute. well i know its hard to get on the computer with a baby, im lucky to get on once a week now soo i'll talk with ya later, i hope things are going well and i cant wait to see the little guy...oh i think i'll go to the harrison site. !!!

M0MMi-lUH-Y0U - Saturday, 5 July
happy 4th of july to all!;* i was lokking for a cute comment but that aint work out to good (lol) but how is everyone?;* today being a good day?;* i hope it is for you guys but hit me up sometime
[keep in touch]

M0MMi-lUH-Y0U - Tuesday, 1 July
hi ladies i was just sitting here in wrote a blog 8-9 weeks can yall go read it in tell me what you think? i would love it.
good luck to yall!;*
(keep in touch)

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