This is mine and Sean's First Baby!! This pregnancy has definately had its ups and downs, but I think that in the end it will all be worth it. We are both Excited to hold our little baby Tristan in our arms very soon. A little over three more months to go!!

04/04/08

Just another 2 and a half months to go. I can't wait. Times needs to hurry up and pass so that I have tristan here with me and my old body back also. Can't wait to be able to run five miles no problem again. Sean needs to hurry up and get home too, I have been acting very crazy without him here. He is going to pass out when he sees me for the first time this whole pregnancy, hopefully he still wants my fata$$.

04/24/08

Welps a little less than two months to go for baby Tristan to be here, I am excited. I haven't been dealing too well with the seasonal allergies though. For some reason being pregnant just made what used to be no allergies, to being totally allergic to pollen this year. It was so weird cuz I had watery eyes and even my nose was watery, not snotty. What scared me about the whole thing is that the doctor told me to take claritin which is a class B drug, which means they don't really know if it causes issues with babies because it has not been tested on humans. So, I am just going to go cold turkey and wait the sickness out. I have cleaned everything in my apartment in hopes to get rid of any dust.

On top of that I feel like a wreck because I haven't been able to work out due to me being all sick.

The only good news is that time is passing and soon enough Sean will be here to hang out with me before the baby gets here, but we have a lot of work to do when he gets home, we get to go house shopping, yaye fun!!

04/30/08

Soooo, I had my 32 week appointment yesterday........... It wasn't a good one, I show up there 35 minutes early, just to be seen one hour late. So, of course it did not start out good. Then I get in to see my midwife, and she goes over some of my test results from my 28 week testing, glucose fine, cystic fibrosis fine, then she said my t cell count was low, wtf is that I thought. Then I asked her the allergy medicine they told me to take last week was safe, of course she said it was fine. When they listened to the baby's heartbeat, it was a 136 which is still in normal range but his heartbeat had been in the 150's for most of my pregnancy.

So of course I go home all worried, like wtf?? Why don't they notice anything?? Why don't they explain anything to you? Even if you ask, they kinda give you the runaround on stuff. I looked up anything that mentioned Tcell count being low on the internet and all I found was stuff related to HIV patients that were pregnant. Like, wtf???? All my tests were negative for that crap. I think she may have been reading someone elses results, she did the same thing with my ultrasound results, she had opened someone else's and told me that my babies kidneys had liquid in them, then she realized it was the wrong person's ultrasound that she had been looking at. I am still freaking out though. I went ahead and scheduled my next appointment with a real doctor, fuck midwives. I am tired of them not being in depth with shit and just stressing you out more than you need to be. I have to wait 4 weeks for my next appointment and it sucks because after what that midwife told me I am stressing out like hell.

05/06/08

Well, I am feeling much better this week. The baby is still kicking inside, it is so weird because I feel a huge bump on my right side, it is either the baby's head or his butt. I think it is cute!! I love this month because I can tell people now that I am due next month. I am soooo excited!! Sean is almost home too, which makes me even more excited. I have so much to do before both of the boys are home.