Sunday, Jan 6th

So today i took the test...AND i got a BFP!! omg! im soo happy! WOW!! my third!! thats crazy!

Tuesday, Jan 15th

so today was my appointment with a new doctor. it was nice and tomorrow i gotta go for my blood work. i have to also make an appointment for an ultrasound to find out how far along i am exactly!

Friday, Jan 25th

So today i got my first Ultrasound. Im now 6 weeks and 3 days..i didnt get a pic cuz its the size of a dot! LOL but i heard the heartbeat. im so happy!! ive been feeling light headed alot and it really sucks..i get nauseous for everything..hopefully this passes soon!!

Tuesday, Feb 12th

i had my 2nd app. today..i weigh 141 lbs..i lost 3 pounds..its horrible all the nauseousness i have all the tests came out negative..so thats good..around 15 weeks im getting the cerclage put in..im now 9 weeks

Wednesday, March 5th

This week im 12 weeks. I feel like time is passing so fast and im growing so fast. My sickness hasnt gone away. I feel like sh*t!! im tired and im cramping..Dont know why..i hate feeling like i cant do anything around the house. Thankfully my hubby helps out alot. When i get my cerclage, its gonna be worse. Full time bed rest! UUGHHH!! im hoping for a boy! Cant wait to find out!!

Tuesday, March 11th

Im 13 weeks today. I went to my OB appointment. I lost another 2 pounds since last month. im so stressed, i dont know whats going on. my "Morning" sickness last all day and im not eating. my hair is even falling off..GGRRR!! but anyway i weigh 139 now. I have an appointment for ultrasound at 17 weeks for cervical length. ill probably find out the sex also. They said my blood is thick so i have to take baby asprin to thin out my blood and thats probably the reason why i have had early labors. i told them i still want to get the cerclage. not to risk going into early labor again. I also have to go for blood test to check my thyroids..scary, my sis also has issues with that. lets see how it all goes...im ssoo stressed!!

Wednesday, April 2nd

So today was my sono and it turns out its a BOY!! im so happy! and im now 17 weeks instead of 16 so my new due date is september 10th which turns out to be my 21st birthday!!! im soo soo happy!!

April 11, 2008

So today i went for some blood work at the hospital because on monday im finally getting the cerclage put in. im soo nervous that it will hurt..what sucks is that i have to be there by 6am! omg!! but ill be home early and resting..i cant wait till its over..i have to have an epidural put in for the procedure!! AAAHH!!! i hate that! i cant wait till it gets warm out everyday! i hate winter!! it makes me so depressed but it shall be here soon, hopefully! ill keep everyone updated. as soon as i can come back online, ill let everyone know how it went!!

Monday, April 28th

so its been about 2 weeks since i got the cerclage..i had written before but it got erased but anyway..everything turned out fine..i have to take it easy but its hard since hubby works and im alone with no ones help..ive been ok..cant wait till i get my body back..i have alot of pelvic pain and can barely move around or get outta bed so that sucks! But im happy cuz im feeling the baby move already! hes moving alot now! Cant wait to have my son in my arms!!

Thursday, May 15th

So today is my 4 year anniversary with hubby! im so happy we made it this far and have such beautiful kids! anyway so yesterday i went to my sono..im 23 weeks this week and the baby weighs 1lb 5 oz!im getting bigger and feeling him more and more! Daddy felt him a little but still waiting for that strong kick!

Tuesday,June 10th

so im 27 weeks tomorrow..time is passing by too fast and soon ill meet my son! i cant wait..its been so hot here this week so ive been indoors in the AC. the baby is moving around alot and sometimes doesnt let me sleep but thats ok..i cant wait to have him in my arms and hold him..my girls are soo big. I miss having a newborn..i still havent thought of a name..me and hubby are still debating..i hate that part..ive gained about 16 pounds by now which i think is normal for this point..i have my next ultrasound next week and i will ask how much he weighs and all that good stuff so ill keep ya posted!! =)

Friday, June 20th

i had my ultrasound this week and everything looks great! Thank God! The baby was head down and my cervix looks good..The baby is now weighing 2lbs 8oz which is really good for this time. I am miserable though. Hubby works all damm day and i get no help and im all achy and moody. I cant wait to meet my little boy and get my body back. I cant take all this. I feel like i can feel my stitches. It just really hurts down there which i dont get cuz everything looks good but oh well...In about 9 weeks, my stitches will be coming off!! I cant wait!!!!

Thursday, july 17th

im 32 weeks now..and in alot of pain..contracting and cramping..im on medication to stop the pain and guess wat? its not working! with both my daughters i went into labor at 32 weeks too..soo my body knows its time...but since i have stitches on this time, i cant dilate..so its a bitch to go thru all this..the doctor said if i get worse pain, ill have to be admitted to the hospital or have the stitches removed early before something happens. He said i cannot dilate where the stitches are but before it i can..like a funnel shape..im so scared of having to go to the hospital...hubby has to work..i have no help from no one and i cant be without my kids for that long! i wish time can pass and this can all be over! ON the good side, the baby is doing really good..getting big and healthy..THANK GOD! UGH!! one more month till these stitches come off..

Tuesday, August 12th

So im 36 weeks tomorrow. My stitches are due to come off on Thursday. Im so nervous and excited! The doctor said he'll send me to the hospital right away. Im sure im gonna dilate right away. Im scared of the pain..ouch! the babys really active and getting big..He should be around 6 1/2 pounds or more..I have gained 25lbs by now..not too bad..I cant wait to meet my baby boy. AAAHH! lets see what happens..Next time im on, ill be writing my birth story!

Friday, August 15th

i got my stitches removed yesterday and it hurt ssoo bad! i was cramping and contracting right away..i dilated to 3cm and i was told to go and walk..i walked all day and today i woke up fine..no pain! i thought he would have been here by now! omg!! but i guess ill let nature take its course from here. i just hope its soon! how long can i last being 3cm???

well today is my 21st birthday!! yay mee! the baby will be 3 weeks tomorrow..i cant believe it! hes the cutest thing ever! im ssoo in love and yess hes peed on me quite a few times..lol..but i love my little boy to death! he weighed 7lbs 10oz last week which is really good..me? ive lost about 20lbs since ive had him and im verryy happy about that..hopefully i can lose more but i think the weight will be coming right off since habing three kids is verry tough!