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notimecj
	Age: 32 Country: US Province/region: Texas City: El paso Partner: Kyle Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Insurance Agent
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I fixed my page so all the dates are in order now... :)

December 2nd

We are so happy and scared to be pregnant again after miscarriages and miscarriags... All I can do is wait.. okay.. well I will be eight weeks tomorrow and still havent told anyone except of course for my DH. I feel soo bad though because I havent told my cousin and her and I are sooo close and we both have been trying to conceive foreveer , I told her every other time , but im just so tired of getting everybodys hopes up and then letting them down, I dont want to tell anyone till im a little over 20 weeks or not even unil I show.

December 4th.

Well I told some friends that I was pregnant and they looked at me like I must be in sane, no looks of happiness or joy, I thought I had maybe accidentally told them a family member died. Maybe they're just realist and know that i am living in a fantasy world thinking that I will be able to carry a baby to term. Well I have a dr's appt on the 12th and i am just soooooooo nervous, every day i wake up i feel my boobs everytime i go to the restroom i practically want to cry because i think im going to be spotting or bleeding.. maybe its just tooo much.. I'm sad :(

December 7th..

I think I am posting completely backwards but I wanted to say thank you guys for all you kind words you guys really do bring me up a whole lot.. Well I went into the ER last night with severe chest pains. I thought I was having a heart attack but it turned out it was just anxiety which I highly doubt im not an over dramatic or really sensitive person and definitely not anxious.. it felt more like someone had hit me with a baseball bat on my chest.. Heart burn mayyyybe.. But anxiety?? come on!! Well they didnt check the baby or anything, i was later thinking that i shouldve lied and said my belly hurt to so i could see if my little one was okay but then i would just be down right lying!! :) .. Maybe I was having an anxiety attack. but I dont think so my chest and back literally hurt. Well they prescribed me some Lortab which i will not take but might be good for DH.. well again thanks and I hope I still have a healthy baby.. will let you know on the 12th.

December 10th, 2007

Well I have felt soo crappy all this weekend.. Extreme naseau but i think its because of the Lovenox, and just all around tired. This morning I woke up to extreme back pain, no spotting but alot of vaginal discharge ( i know gross) but i am sooo scared. I have had really bad headaches and just a hard time sleeping, my appointment is this wednesday but i feel like calling in today and asking them if they can please take me in. Well I'll post later to see what happened, please please please stay strong baby... we all want you!!

December 11 2007

Well I finally got into the Dr's office and there is still a little baby in there... still a good heart beat.. So i am soooo relieved for now.. now another 2 weeks to wait impatiently.. The lovenox shots are making me really sick but i will do anything to keep this baby..

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My husband is the biggest jerk in the world. so unsupportive, I thought he really wanted this pregnancy and now have come to find out that he just see's the thing as a big headache "Sure id like a kid but it's not worth all this trouble" he says """"""""WHAT!!!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND, IT IS SOOO WORTH IT""... On a happy note i am still pregnant and am soooo excited to be i dont care how sick i feel.... Maybe this pregnancy is just making me overly sensitive... I dunno.. Baby dust to all of you... hugs and kisses.

pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Anne Marie
Age?:	31
Height?:	5'9"
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	139
About The Father
Name?:	Kyle
Age?:	25
Height?:	6'6"
Are you still together?:	Happily married ( sometimes)
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	No, my 11th 2 living children 9 miscarriages
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	My follow up visit after my miscarriage, they couldnt believe it,,
Was it planned?:	No
What was your first reaction?:	Oh no my dr told me not to have sex, and i told him i wasnt, he's gonna kill me
Who was with you when you found out?:	My husband
Who was the first person you told?:	My kids
How did your parents react?:	My mom isnt too happy about it. she thinks i should concentrate on my health
How far along are you?:	about 4 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	Sore boobs
What is your due date?:	July 14, 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	tNot yet, but its a boy,, i can feel it.
If so, what is it?:
Have you picked out names?:	no not really
If so, what are they?:
How much weight have you gained?:	11 lbs yikes!!!
Do you have stretch marks?:	a bunch!!
Have you felt the baby move?:	too early
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Not heard but seen it..
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	ABSOLUTELY
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	trying the natural way
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	My husband and probably my mom
Will you breastfeed?:	Yes
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	No
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	I think so.. its been a long hard road..
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	We've been waiting for you!!
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	Yes
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	ooooh as long as i make it to the birth i will be extatic!!!

December 17th 2007

Well yesterday and today was devastating. I started getting some dark discharge yesterday around 6 pm and then around 9 it turned into dark spotting.. and early this morning when i woke up I just felt in my gut that something was wrong. Sure enough I got up and felt something big pass and i went to the restroom and saw bright red blood. I finally got the courage to call my doctor and he will see me today at 1... I know im miscarrying i just feel it.. I am soooooo devestated and without words. I pray for all of you and hope that you guys have a great pregnancy.. My husband, doctor and I did make the decision that if I miscarried one more time that i would have my tubes tied, and now i dont want to i am sooo sad but guess its for the best....

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!

I didnt miscarry, im not out of the woods and have been put on strict bedrest,, but there was a live little baby in there doing jumping jacks and summersaults.. It was soo exciting to see it.. I went in crying tears of devastation and came out crying even more but tears of pure joy.. I wont lie I am still really scared because I am bleeding not tooo too much but its scary... Thank you guys for all the support and baby dust...

Here is a picture of my little one today at 10 weeks...

December 18th,,

I absolutely love this website, I dont know how I ever got along without it. I used to be addicted to myspace and now im addicted to this.. and A Baby Story on TLC.. Tee Hee,, my mom says to stop counting my chickens, but I dont care I am still soo happy to be pregnant and am going to try and enjoy it as much as possible.. The Lovenox shots arent even that bad anymore.... I hope every has a great and safe weekend.. and i hope i can post on the 27th with more good news (thats my next dr's appt

but i lost like 3 updates :(

January 14th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to have to post backwards now because I can't seem to post any more after my last post.. well anyways, I think my husband and I are separating, after everything we have been through and all of our failed attempts at pregnancy I think our relationship has reached the breaking point .. I am not for sure but thats how it seems and its okay.. I have been having really bad headaches since Thursday Jan 10,, I mean extremely excruciating headaches.. I have completely stopped growing, i have no bump but i am quite chubby,, I dont know if i am still pregnant, my doctor had some time of emergency and cancelled my appt and told me to just hold off till the 25th soo we'll see in 11 days.. I hope everyone is doing good!!

January 15th....

10 more days till my doctor's appointment.. I hope everything is going okay,, I have put on 2 more lbs, so that is now a total of 13...yikes!! and no belly, just love handles and huge thighs... My husband and I are talking, he says that he is pretty stressed out too and doesnt mean to be a jerk he says he just doesnt know how to handle everything... He says he went from a total party goer who never wanted a family,,, to meeting the love of his life ( that would be me) and wanting to start a family soo bad and that it just stresses him out to see me sick and sad and in bed.. I dont know I know the stress crazy, i guess just like this pregnancy i'll have to take it day by day... I am crazy about him though!! Anyways.. Ive been in alot better spirits now that ive been up and about and I hope it stays that way... 10 days seems like an eternity!! Oh and the weirdest thing happened today, my boobs started hurting biiiiiiiiiiiiiiig time like when i was 4-6 weeks.. just really sore and tender...okay well i will post more later on.. hope everyone is doing good..

January 16th

I know doing this day by day thing is going to drive me crazy but oh well.. im practically out of my mind anyway.. Well I still have the headaches, I finally decided to take some stronger meds cause these headaches are almost crippling but it didnt work so i guess i will stay away from the meds for now.. I havent felt any movement in my tummy, and i finally went online and rented a doppler, i know i must be sooooooo out of this world paranoid but after this many miscarriages i think i can give myself that much peace of mind.. 5 more weeks till i pass the date of my last miscarriage im soo scared but i really feel in my heart that no matter what this time its going to be okay.. well 9 more days till my docs appt...

January 19....

Well 6 more days till my appointment... I really cant wait. I've actually felt alot more calm these past couple of days for some reason. I havent been as paranoid, I guess I figure whatever is going to happen is going to happen no matter how much i worry, but of course i really hope everything is well.. Things are going a bit better with my hubby,,, i hope you guys are all doing okay... and i hope i can post good news in 6 days.. :)

January 22nd....

Tuesday!! Almost, almost, having skipped a week with the docs is driving me koo koo... but i should just be happy that i have that privelege since i see that alot of girls are barely getting theyre first scan this week.. Well ive been feeling somewhat okay, I still have a hard time with food, not a hard time eating it, just a hard time figuring out what i want to eat, some foods still make me feel queezy but believe me it doesnt keep me from eating it.. i am a huge cow! im even scared to weigh myself.. well i have also been having a really hard time sleeping, my headaches are slowing going away i think or ive just gotten used to them..... On a bad note I gave myself a lovenox shot yesterday and started gushing blood, does anyone know if that means i hit a vein?? Hubby is being really sweet.. I hope were okay.. Okay well 3 more days till my appt.... keeping my fingers crossed..

January 25th....

Finally my goodness... well the big day is here and i will see if my little one is still okay and maybe find out what it is.. i really hope i have good news to report back... baby dust to me and all of you!!!!!

UPDATE!!!

ITS A GIRL... CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT! ITS OKAY, WE CAN TRY FOR A BOY NEXT TIME.. OKAY THERE WONT BE A NEXT TIME BUT IM JUST SOO BLESSED TO HAVE THIS BABY IN ME, I WILL LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART!!

JANUARY 26TH

Well my hubby and i have decided on a name for my little baby girl..Its not stuck in stone but we both reall like it
CHLOE MADISON JENSEN
What do you guys think????? I think its absolutely adorable.. Everyone has alot of cool ideas to but for the most part we like this one..

Its kinda weird cause alot of people were telling me I shouldnt find out the sex of the baby because then it will be just that more devastating if i lose her, but i dont know i really wanted to know, and i really cant allow myself to think that way, i am blessed with whatever time i am allowed to be her mommy.. I love you baby girl,, stay strong for mommy, daddy and your sisters...

JAN 25th

This is my baby at the last appt when they found out it was a girl.. She looks kinda slimy!!

Feb 5th..

Today is a bad day.. im sorry baby i hope you are not feeling all of this stress.. Things are horrible again in the home front, and my life just seems to be falling down around me. I feel pretty good healthwise except for the headaches but ive almost gotten used to them i think.. I am excited that i have made it to 17 weeks but still scared cause my last miscarriage was at 19 weeks.. The reassuring thing is that this time around i can feel the baby move and just kinda nudging me and telling me "dont worry so much mom, im still here",, with the last pregnancy even at 19 weeks i had never felt movement.. Well I hope everyone is doing good, and congratulations to all the baby girl and some boy news.. :)

February 14..

Wow..I can't believe it's Valentine's Day... My husband surprised me with a beautiful bouquet of roses, which I am totally a sucker for, and a chocolate cake.. It was nice I guess....Next week is a huge milestone for me, because it was the week I was at when I lost my baby... I am alittle anxious but feel a big sense of calm this time around, I have been feeling the baby move quite a bit, which is awesome, at first it was flurries and just slight movements but now she is twirling and backflipping with all she's got.. Its sweet... Well my doctor's appointment is on the 22nd so 8 more days till I get to see my little one again, my husband will be out of town but its okay its a much needed break for both of us.. I finally told everyone that I'm pregnant and announced it all over myspace, which if any of you would like to be my friend you can find me thru my email notimecj@yahoo.com Well anyways I hope everyone is doing great..

Baby dust............................

February 21st

Well last for some reason, I got into cleaning mode yesterday and redecorated my whole room and cleaned the crap out of my house, i know this is supposed to happen but with my first two it happened way later, so hopefully this doesnt mean i will be going into labor soon, i feel pretty good for the most part, i have been feeling the baby move alot more and my husband even felt a kick last night, which scared the heck out of him because he went to my tummy to kiss it and the baby just gave him a punch or kick right on the lips,, maybe she wanted a kiss too...aww but he was sooo excited. Well I have my 20 week scan tomorrow and i hope everything is going good, and I hope I can report back here with good good news... Hope everyone is doing okay...

March 6th...

We'll i've been sick sick sick... but it looks like the worst is over.. I guess I got a really bad case of food poisoning and had to be hospitalized.. I am feeling alot better, just scared, hope this didnt harm the baby.. I never got an ultrasound which I thought was weird but they would listen to the heartbeat everyday.. Well its good to be back...

March 7th

The baby's name has changed, my husband wanted Kalynne and I wanted Chloe so at the end I won the first name but had to compromise and let him pick the middle name, which i thought we both had agreed would be Madison because we both loooooved that name, but he changed it to ANNE.. bleeeeaaaaauuuuchhhhh. I hate it.. Its my first name and the middle name of all of the females on his moms side,, but still I dont like it... Oh and were also changing the spelling of Chloe :( ... but its okay, the more he feels bonded with the baby the better,,, so the new name is
Kloey Anne Jensen
I cant wait to see you Miss Kloey!!!

March 24, 2008

Wow, I cant believe it! Its almost April! just 92 more days and we will finally have the little baby girl we have been praying for. Everyone has started getting excited now and the reality that we are soo close to really having a new baby in the family is setting in. i am truly blessed to have such a wonderful family and awesome friends.. and although i appreciate everything they are doing for me greatly, the greatest thing for me is finally being able to add to my family after 3 grueling years!! I hope everything continues to go okay..... I hope everyone else is doing great!!!

April 8th

Everything has been going well, my doctors visits have all been great, i have another one April 14th,, Umm well nothing else has really changed, just getting bigger, ive already gained 30 lbs, i really hope i can keep it under 40 lbs.. Kyle and I are doing okay, taking it day by day, and I just cant wait to meet this little girl who's constantly kicking and reminding me she's still hanging on!! Hope everyone is doing great!!

April 27th

Just a small update, everything is going good, I have a dr appt tomorrow and i hope its all good news. Almost there girls.. wishing everyone lots of baby dust... and Khloe I love everyday I have with you, I hope you know that, i love your kicks and twirls and all your silly acrobatics.. I cant wait to give you a great big kiss.. Love you baby girl..

May 12th

Well Khloe had been scaring the crap out of me because her movement has sloooowed soo much but everything was A ok today at the doctors office.. My induction is still set for the 23rd but im trying to see if we can change it for the 27th so that it can fall on a weekend.. we shall see...

May 17th... 11:30 pm

Its so weird today, my husband and i finally decided to separate. I am without words...

June 2nd

June 2nd, wow, wow, wow, baby I never thought i would get this far with you yet here we are.. I had am amnio to check and see if the her lungs were mature and they are, so it seems that everything is great.. Just about 20 or 30 more days or maybe even less if you decide to come early.. which you can, your ready!!!!! Things at home are okay. I had a baby shower yesterday and got tons and tons of diapers and my last shower will be this saturday, I just can't wait for you to get here!!!

June 17th

okay well had my doctors appt yesterday and i am 1 cm dialated ... I feel pretty anxious and basically just cant wait till this little girl gets here!! hopefully it'll be any day now,, and although im miserably hot and cranky and i cant sleep for shit, i have to admit im gonna miss this little baby in my tummy :) hopefully next time i update you will be here Khloe!!!

June 19th

no changes yet, i am still 1 cm dilated, i have been having alot of tightening in my stomach but my doctor says its uterine irritability,, if i dont dilate more by Monday he might let me go a couple more days but definitely not past the first of July,,, so anywhere from 3-11 days... i cant wait.. i just want to see her... i dont understand why he just cant induce today!!!! well I will be updating everyday till i have her!!!

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