Hello my fellow pregos. I am 32 yrs. old and 7 weeks pregnant with my fourth. I have 3 girls 13, 10, & 5. Still having mixed emotions I guess because I feel so miserable. I'm just waiting to get to my second trimester hopefully I will be feeling much better.

1/16/07

I figured I would give a little update of whats going on with me and my pregnancy. I am nine weeks and still feeling miserable. I am very moody but only with the baby's father and I kind of came to the decision that I don't want to be with anymore. And I know this is the fine time to make that decision but for some reason I see things about him so clearly now that I realized but brushed off. And i just think it would be best to separate from him. And with that being said I get angry with myself for allowing myself to get pregnant and I beat myself up alot. Its kinda hard to be happy right now with not only the sickness but the situation. I know with time I will feel better. The baby is fine though. I had a ultrasound on 1/11 to make sure everything was okay because I had a miscarriage last year. I am schedule to have the sequential screen test on 2/4/08. I have a loonnnngggg way to go.

April 3, 2008

I had my ultrasound today and IT'S A BOY!!! FINALLY!!! I don't even know how I feel right now. I just knew she was going to say girl. I am so in shock right now. Now I have to deal with telling my BD that it will not have his name.