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I am back. its been 2 years since I lost my son Jonathan at 20 weeks pregnant. and now I find I am finally pregnant again.

Its early stages yet... but I wanted to have this journey again, and I felt compelled to share it here again after all the love and support I recieved 2 years ago.

I am soo excited to see the names of women I knew to be ttc that are pregnant now. what an incredible journey, you are all amazing!

a little about me?.... I am a new me.... I have spent two years getting my brain and body in order, I have worked so hard to get my boxes ticked, and now everything is slotting into place. I am strong, I value myself and others, and I cherish the guidance, friendship, and support that people share with me.

I am also in shock!! and a little terrified of it all going so very wrong again. losing Jonathan the way I did was devastating. I will never forget. but I am determined to never surrender.

I have decided to wait a little while before telling anyone, I want to be clear of the chances of a chemical pregnancy and want to see how it goes. its early days yet and I am just coming to grips with the fact that my boobies are enormous!