I was here earlier on this site but I had a miscarriage few months back. It was my first pregnancy... I hope this one does work out for me and baby. I wasn't expecting to get pregnant right away or this soon. I will pray to God that I get to meet this little one and have a playmate for his or her cousin who's on her way. Due Oct. 2008.

UPDATE: June 10, 2008

Took two pregnancy tests and both came out positive! Husband is happy and so am I. So I think I may be like 4 weeks pregnant.

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July 23, 2008
Well, it seems like it's completely over. I need to move on once again. And back to checking my blood hcg levels. This really sucks.. two m/c in one year how much do I have to go thru to finally be a mommy. I can't take this anymore.

July 21, 2008
This past weekend it finally happened. To me it seems like it's almost over. I am in pain been out of work since Thursday. I want to go back to work today and keep my mind off things.

July 9, 2008
I was told today by my doctor's office that my hcg levels are decreasing. If nothing happens until monday I need to make an appointment and may end up having a D&C done. I dont want that done, but I also want this over and done with. I can't take this anymore.

July 8, 2008
9 weeks. Today I still haven't heard the test results from my last two blood work done. I guess it takes a while. I don't feel pregnant. So, I guess I am not pregnant and expect to have a D&C done. Which I am NOT HAPPY.. I am just guessing here. This just really really upsets me thinking that this pregnancy would be a healthy one.

July 3, 2008
8 wks 2 days. Today I went to my first doctor's visit. I had a vaginal u/s and we only got to see a sack and no baby. I am freaking out. But the dr. said that I could have ovulated later than expected and he was going to monitor my hCg levels. He wants to see if my levels are increasing. I will need to go back on Monday for another reading. But if my levels aren't were they are supposed to be I don't know what to do.

July 1, 2008
At 8 weeks. Today I feel very tired, I could have slept through the whole day. I was way to lazy to get up to shower and come in to work. UGH.

June 30, 2008
At 7 weeks and 6 days. I feel back pains and my stomach a little tight. I can't wait to go see the doctor because I can't walk much because my back hurts, I just hope he doesn't put me on bed rest because I will die without going to work. I can't just stay at home all day. We will see then.

June 25, 2008
Today I feel like not eating. This morning I served myself a bowl of cereal and I didn't finish the whole thing. Had this nasty taste in my mouth and didn't eat for the rest of the day until the evening time I had a small bowl of rice. I just feel like not eating and feel gross. And whenever I walk around my side of my stomach feel hard or streching like. I don't know what that is. As long as I don't feel any pain I guess is good.

June 23, 2008
Today I woke up with low back pain, and made an appointment with the doctor. They really didn't do much but I think I may have made it sore from CPR training on Saturday. Anyway I wanted to feel sure that it isn't something bad. Now it's evening time and I still feel the mild pains. Very very concerned.

June 22, 2008
Feel good today, but I have a small pain earlier today. Hmm. wonder what was that. Other than that everything is good.

June 21, 2008
I am miserable, I feel so sick to my stomach and I can't stay awake. I feel like I have a hangover. OMG is this the begining of a bad bad morning sickness phase. Geesh!