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parunner
Age: 39
Country: US
Province/region: Texas
City: plainview
Partner: Rick
Children: Yes, 3
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Occupation: PA cardiology
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In memory of Eli Caden Love born 2-15-08 and gone too soon. Due on July 5, 2008

On Valentines Day I found at at my 20 week visit my baby had died. It was a devastating loss that day, words can not describe my horror and the pain in my very being. I had to be induced and go through labor and delivery. Eli was born on the next day. I held my tiny son in my hands and got to see how wonderfully made he was. Every detail was beautiful to me. That day will forever change me and my family.

My hope is in God who allowed me to love that little one for 20 weeks and he will forever live in my heart and mind.

Sadly the cord had been infected and the baby could not survive without that lifeline. He was healthy and whole but life is so frail.

Forever Changed,

Michelle (Parunner)

God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be anymore pain: for the former things are passed away. Revelation 21:4





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chips - 31 hours ago

Thankyou for all your lovely messages on our BFP!! god bless you all


samplus4 - Wednesday, 16 July
Hey, I was just writing to see how you are doing and to see how you have been feeling! I am on my 4th cycle ttc and nothing yet! I thought it would be so much easier!! Pray that I will get that BFP on the 29th


chips - Monday, 14 July
hey sweetie! how are u this week.........................god bless


lrkohler84 - Wednesday, 9 July
hey :)
thank you so much! we feel so blessed to have had this happen so quickly again :)
and thank you for keeping us in your prayers!
i hope that you and your family are doing well these days !


chips - Tuesday, 8 July
...............Oh sweetheart!!..........I know...I have done this so many times
It is really hard, but I too beleive he does this for a good reason
Thankyou for including me in your prayers!.....
I am also the same, even though we are trying I am still very scared
Big Hug
lots of love, sweetie
god bless


chips - Monday, 7 July

Dear michelle
If we do not, understand, each others pain, then who will
Lets pray, that he can make us understand his will
I am feeling really down today!! too
we are here to share and comfort each other!!dear sweetie......you were one of the first ones, who was there for me
lots of love
you are in my prayers
god bless


cahki - Wednesday, 2 July
I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers this week........it will get alittle easier with time.


chips - Wednesday, 2 July
dear friend!!
This made me feel! soo much better, when I was down...

Some things happen sometimes under God's watch that are so painful.... but "all things work for the good of those who love Him and who are called according to His purpose."
God bless you & your little ones in heaven.
I'm sure that they are busy now planning your next little one along the side of God.... and He or she will be just perfect.




...I know this week is going to be hard for you!, You are in my prayers dear sweetheart! and i am here for you !
please takecare
lots of love
god bless you and your family


chips - Friday, 20 June
hey there!
feeling really low again today !just sad! cryed this morning
hope you are okay.
god bless


chips - Thursday, 19 June
...dear michelle.....my husband was the same at first, he was worried to much about me...............I think inside he is still abit concerned!, but he understands, someone told us that the only way to feel better was to have another baby............
maybe you should try telling him how you feel, (I know you must have tried already)it took me these 3 months, to explain my pain to him...........................so maybe in time he will understand............I will pray for you!
god bless


chips - Wednesday, 18 June
Dear parunner you are in my prayers, I know how hard it is! today I recieced mail from different companys telling me that I was 32 weeks.....................we also miss our angel!
please write whenever you want...........
god bless all your family


cahki - Saturday, 14 June
Yes, Chase was stillborn at 29 weeks. He died a year ago the 26th of May. The worst part was my other son Evan's bday is the 27th of May, it was his 1st bday. It was a very difficult year, but it will get easier. I think of my son Chase everyday and miss him. I am not a religious person but I know God had a greater plan for him.........I wish you peace as you try to cope with your loss.


Cathy(cahki)


chips - Wednesday, 4 June
I'm back could not face it for so long!...............how are you doing?...................hope your family is well god bless you all


cahki - Sunday, 1 June
I am sorry for your loss. I saw your post on samplus4's page. I understand the pain and heartbreak. Time does help alittle bit, my son's "birthday" just passed and it wasn't as difficult as I had aniticipated. I wish you and your family blessings....


samplus4 - Tuesday, 13 May
Thank you so much for checking in on me!! I hope you had a wonderful Mother's Day although it was probably bittersweet like mine. That website was very informative! Thanks fdr thinking of me:)


lrkohler84 - Monday, 5 May
Hey Michelle,
Thanks for sending that site. I did check it out. It has been helpful finding other women who have unfortunally gone through similar situations. after Chloe passed I was amazed and saddened by the amount of women who have gone through a loss like this themselves.
thank you for continuing to keep me in your thoughts and prayers and for sending that web site.
I am continuing to pray for you and your family as well.

Hope you have a good day today.


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My two blessings. (2008, 04, 17) RIck and Abrielle (2008, 04, 17) Two peas in a pod!  Mom and baby Abrielle (2008, 04, 17)

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Eli (2008) caden (1998) Abrielle (2006)

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