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In memory of Eli Caden Love born 2-15-08 and gone too soon. Due on July 5, 2008
On Valentines Day I found at at my 20 week visit my baby had died. It was a devastating loss that day, words can not describe my horror and the pain in my very being. I had to be induced and go through labor and delivery. Eli was born on the next day. I held my tiny son in my hands and got to see how wonderfully made he was. Every detail was beautiful to me. That day will forever change me and my family.
My hope is in God who allowed me to love that little one for 20 weeks and he will forever live in my heart and mind.
Sadly the cord had been infected and the baby could not survive without that lifeline. He was healthy and whole but life is so frail.
Forever Changed,
Michelle (Parunner)
God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be anymore pain: for the former things are passed away. Revelation 21:4
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chips - Friday, 20 June
hey there!
feeling really low again today !just sad! cryed this morning
hope you are okay.
god bless
chips - Thursday, 19 June
...dear michelle.....my husband was the same at first, he was worried to much about me...............I think inside he is still abit concerned!, but he understands, someone told us that the only way to feel better was to have another baby............maybe you should try telling him how you feel, (I know you must have tried already)it took me these 3 months, to explain my pain to him...........................so maybe in time he will understand............I will pray for you!
god bless
chips - Wednesday, 18 June
Dear parunner
you are in my prayers, I know how hard it is! today I recieced mail from different companys telling me that I was 32 weeks
.....................we also miss our angel! please write whenever you want...........
god bless all your family
cahki - Saturday, 14 June
Yes, Chase was stillborn at 29 weeks. He died a year ago the 26th of May. The worst part was my other son Evan's bday is the 27th of May, it was his 1st bday. It was a very difficult year, but it will get easier. I think of my son Chase everyday and miss him. I am not a religious person but I know God had a greater plan for him.........I wish you peace as you try to cope with your loss.
Cathy(cahki)
chips - Wednesday, 4 June
I'm back
could not face it for so long!...............how are you doing?...................hope your family is well
god bless you all cahki - Sunday, 1 June
I am sorry for your loss. I saw your post on samplus4's page. I understand the pain and heartbreak. Time does help alittle bit, my son's "birthday" just passed and it wasn't as difficult as I had aniticipated. I wish you and your family blessings....
samplus4 - Tuesday, 13 May
Thank you so much for checking in on me!! I hope you had a wonderful Mother's Day although it was probably bittersweet like mine. That website was very informative! Thanks fdr thinking of me:)
lrkohler84 - Monday, 5 May
Hey Michelle,
Thanks for sending that site. I did check it out. It has been helpful finding other women who have unfortunally gone through similar situations. after Chloe passed I was amazed and saddened by the amount of women who have gone through a loss like this themselves.
thank you for continuing to keep me in your thoughts and prayers and for sending that web site.
I am continuing to pray for you and your family as well.
Hope you have a good day today.
lrkohler84 - Wednesday, 30 April
Hi Michelle,
I came across your page and I too lost my little girl. I was in my 38th week. I feel your pain. But it is because of God that we can take comfort and get through this!
It brings my husband and I peace knowing that our Chloe is forever in Heaven now and that is all she will ever know!
The cause of Chloe's passing is unknown, I had just stopped feeling her move and came to find out she no longer had her heart beat. But like you said, they will forever live in our hearts and minds!
God bless you
mlmmdjm - Wednesday, 16 April
I am so sorry you had to go through this. I wish no mother ever had to deal with the agony of losing a child. I also believe it was God's will, though it didn't provide me with much comfort until days later. One thing that really helped me was being around my kids. I appreciate the miracles that they are so much more. I hope you are finding the comfort and peace you need to overcome this. Hugs and prayers....
baby5 - Thursday, 10 April
I have just read your page, its so sad, i feel so sorry for you and your family. x Thinking of you x
niseybear - Thursday, 10 April
Oh wow....20 weeks. I cannot imagine what you went through. Makes me appreciate my little man so much more. I hope your healing has begun and you can be at peace soon. Be blessed and best to you.
roosa - Thursday, 10 April
Michelle, thanks for your message. I just read through your story and I am so sorry for your loss. Yes, it is a kind of pain that you can't imagine unless you are going through it and I sure wish we didn't have to. I too believe though that what we go through can be used for something good. I think it is so good that you are journaling through this time. I am too. I started journaling last year in August when I was struggling with the whole fact of having tried for a baby for so long. I then journaled throughout the pregnancy but never imagined that my journaling would end with pain and grief as it has. I do believe it is a healing thing to do though. God bless you and your family. Karin
chips - Wednesday, 9 April
I am so sorry for your loss...............we also lost our baby.............................17 days ago at 21 weeks..........I know how you feel............we are still hurting.........the funeral should be next week.............we have to wait 3 months to find out, what went wrong!..........he was beautiful, we stayed with him for hours!.............we did not want to leave him............my heart still hurts............we found out that his heart had stopped at the anomly scan.................all our family went ..............the kids were devastated................our hearts were broken, I cant look forward to the future.....all i think of is what went wrong and could we have another.............
hope your family are coping................god bless you all!and your beautiful baby boy !
takecare
samplus4 - Wednesday, 9 April
I'm doing okay, how are you feeling? Tomorrow would've been my c-section so I've been feeling kind of crappy this week. I go to the OB on Monday so hopefully they will give me some kind of news. I am not keeping my hopes up though since they say sometime they don't find and answer.
How long did it take for them to know what happened to Eli? Thanks for checking in on me!! (((Hugs)))
Aly-Babynoy - Friday, 21 Mar
I'm sorry for your lost. I know how it feels very devastating. 2nd chances are a God blessed miracle. indeed. I will keep your family in my prayers. God Bless your family!
samplus4 - Sunday, 16 Mar
You are so sweet! Today was the first day I went out since I lost my baby and I had to put my blinders on so I wouldn't see too much! lol
samplus4 - Sunday, 16 Mar
Thank you so much! You are very kind. My sister did do an amazing job with that montage. That will be something I cherish forever. I keep telling everyone the day I don't cry while watching it will be when I'm at peace . I feel like this pain in my heart will never end!
samplus4 - Saturday, 15 Mar
Thank you very much! I am sorry to hear about your loss as well. It's so devastating, I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone. I am hoping that on Monday when I go to the OB, that they tell me something. I don't think I will have peace if they tell me it was something that just happened. It truly helps to hear from people that have actually been where I have, it's very unfortunate, but what can we do?
Samara
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