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I am pregnant with my second baby. I dont understand the woman that say they love being pregnant. For me its so miserable, but I might change my mind by the second trimester .

I love being a mom my daughter is so much fun! I just dont like the pregnancy part, or the birth part. I just hope that this time around that things are different. With my daughter, I was induced and in labor for 21 hours pushing for 3 and half. Her heart rate was dangerously low, and I developed an infection. They wanted to use the plunger And I refused. (good thing it would have killed her.) I demanded a C-section. She wasnt breathing when they pulled her out and had maconiam aspirate. It took them over 9 minutes to resuscitate her. I remember preying to god that if he was going to take my baby, dont let it rip my marriage apart. Our nurse rapped her arms around us and started to prey, thats when I thought it was to late my baby had died. Just than another nurse yelled out we have a heart beat! That was the happiest moment in my life.

She was transported to another hospital, and put in level 3 NICU. She also had a broken collar bone and a punctured collapsed lung. She blew all the doctors away with her speedy recovery and we brought her home a week after she was born, and to this day has no signs of any brain damage .( God dose amazing things!) All that happing made me and my husband closer than ever and made us realize how fragile life really is. And so much more cautious of every thing. This time we are having a planed c-section and delivering at another hospital. Since I became pregnant I keep thinking I am going to have a miscarriage I guess its my mind trying to prepare for the worst. I have no reason to think that. Every thing is going good so far. We dont care if it a boy or girl just a healthy baby. Good luck to all, and god bless!

4-30-08

ITS A GIRL

We ar naming her Adalynn Paige

28-30 weeks

I am now on bed rest. It sucks. At 28 weeks I wasn’t feeling my self, I went into the hospital. I was contracting every 3 min, and dilated to a 1. I stayed 24 hours and was released on moderate bed rest, at 29 weeks I was back at the hospital, dilated to 1+ and my cervix was short and my contractions were every 5 min. I am now on bed rest and have to take meds every 6 hours. Yesterday I lost part of my plug, it freaked me out but my Dr. said not to worry. My doc Is optimistic I will go to term, but I just have to take it easy.

35 weeks

We changed the name to Adah Lynn. I am so done being pregnant. I am having so many BH and cramps, some times it feels like labor, I even have BH that are every 5 min. for over an hour. but than nothing. My last appt. I was 2cm and 70% I feel guilty, but I want this baby out now! I cant breath, or sleep. but I am tired all the time. I have gained 35 lb and feel huge. I have a appt in 3 days, I am so hopeing she says you are ready to have this baby now. I am thinking that she is coming soon. I have been loosing bits of my m-plug for about a week or more, and the cramping started 3 days ago, I had a week of crazy nesting and now extream tiredness. I have had 3 BH since I started writing this.

36 weeks

This baby is never coming out! I Hate pregnancy! I think every day this is the day. but I am so wrong every day. I feel fat,cant breath, cant sleep, and I hurt all over I have nothing positive to say right now.