I am So dumb totally forgot to introduce myself .

Hi all i am Sarah and am 34 years old . I am married to the most wonderful man and we have two beautiful children Mack 4 and Lacy who's 2 .

Mack was born at 38 weeks through emergency c-section due to a placental abruption . When he was delivered they seen that my placeta had actually stopped working and was gritty i had a large retroplacental clot and Mack only weight 4lb 1oz and was 44cm long as he had interuterine growth retardation due to being starved in my womb . Apart from that he was a very healthy little chap and is now a strapping healthy 4 year old .

Lacy was born at 38 weeks emercency c-section again even though i tried a virginal birth and was induced (NOT FUN) it didnt work out for me as she got into distress and when she was born they found she had her cord ties around her neck . She was 5lb 14 oz and really tough . She's a happy cheeky 2 year old who loves everyone .

We have a totally crazy but devoted to the children poodle called Pepi which we decided to get when we decided things were too hard for me and maybe more children would not be wise due to the fact i have MS , FMS and SPD (ongoing) and as i am aging pain is increasing and mobility decreasing .

I am still a full time mummy though and at home all day on my own as Chris still works full time .

It's hard and getting harder as i cant lift the childrenat all now but they have adapted and climb up me for hugs and stuff or i get on the floor and they laugh cos it takes me half an hour to get back up LMAO .

Tuesday, 27th Nov

Hi all i am a bit in shock as had the Mirena coil fitted in June last year . Had my last period on 15th october and just felt pregnant so went to the doctors and they confirmed i was pregnant .

I had a scan at 5 weeks but they couldn't see anything apart from a 2" cyst on my overy which is making my utereus a funny shape .

They are were not sure if it was an ectopic pregnancy so i was really worried .

I have had 3 blood tests and get the results of the third tomorrow but the results i got today look good as they say it's only a 20% chance of it being ectopic now as hormone is rising rapidly . So if hormone is higher tomorrow i get my second scan date which will be next week (7 weeks gest) .

Will post news

Wednesday, 28th Nov

O dear . Had to go and have more blood tests today as the ones they did on Monday were muddled up and my lable fell off inside the packet so they couldn't do them even though the lable was on the packet .
GRRRRRRR !!!!
So been and had 7 attempts at getting blood before the 8th time which was successful from my wrist OUCH !!! .
I had to take both kids with me which was quite stressful as they get worried when people are doing things with mummy .
Got to take Mack to get his pre school eye test today so at least busy day .
Ringing for BCHG results again tomorrow am . Cheers all .....

Sarah xx

Thursday, 29th Nov

Yipeeeee Levels are up due to be rescanned on Tuesday 3rd . I am sooooooo nervous though .

Sarah xx

Monday 3rd Dec

I am crapping myself i am 7 weeks today ( by my dates). I have an ultrasound booked for tomorrow but i was losing a lot of brown blood the red blood and clots and couldnt get off the loo for an hour .I have had cramps all the time and the doc says its due to my large cyst which she hopes will shrink . I hope babes ok in there . I am now just getting pink when in wipe . Will let you know after scan .

Tuesday 4th Dec

Not good news they found a yolk sack but not a heart beat and growth of the yolk sack is 12 days behind what it should be . So have had another blood test and get results tomorrow but they think i have miscarries the embryo and now have to get rid of the rest .Will let you know .Take care all . Sarah

Wednesday 5th Dec

Everything is so confusing , i got my blood results and there has only been a slight drop it was 1159 and now its 1152 and so the docs are a bit confused to what is happening as well as they should have dropped dramatically if i have miscarried .

Thursday 6 Dec

Just popping in to say bye for a while and good luck . Have had a full m/c now but hopefully will be back on site in the near future although this little angel was a surprise we will now be trying again when all is safe . Thanks for all the best wishes and good luck . Sarah xxx

Monday 31st Dec

Ok been doctors to get my self checked so we can start to TTC again but have to wait a while as i have been feeling quite poorly after the m/c and bled for 3 and half weeks . Stopped bleeding but have been losing discoloured tissue the last couple of days and Doc said i have an infection of my womb , reproductive tract , cervix and right through so i have now started Metronizadole to clear that up . I also having blood tests on Friday as i they think i have anemia GRRRRrrrrrrrr . Still putting myself as TTC though cos thats what we are on track for .