March 20, 2008

Hi, My name is Porsha and im currently 10 weeks pregnant. Im a 3rd year college student at the UWG. So far my pregnancy has been pretty normal. I go for my 1st ultrasound next friday and im really excited about that. I think im further along than what they say I am but we will see. My bestest friend ever told me about this website. She used it when she was pregnant and still does occasionally. Her name is PerrisJachai on here but her real name is Qynisha. So thats all for now!!!!

April 15, 2008

I wish I was excited as everyone else on this site. I'm just not feeling it. I'm always sad, sometimes I cry but don't know what for. Even though I have people I talk to it stills seems like I'm in this world all alone. Yesterday I cried but I still haven't figure out what for. At first I thought I was upset because I didn't have anything to where, but that couldn't have been it. It was probably the last straw that broke the camels back... lol, I sound like an old lady. I was kinda frustrated at the fact that all my shirts looked funny... just didn't fit quite right. I probably was upset because it was bout time for me to go back to school. I go home every weekend and then when I get back to school monday im super upset. I used to hang out with everybody everyday and now that Im hiding my pregnacy I have no one to talk to anymore. I spend Monday thru Friday either at my class or in my room. I talk to no one all day but my mom and my best friends but most of the time they are off doing their own things, living their own lives. So in all actuality (sp) It's just me, my homework, and my tv. I feel like crying now and don't even have a reason why. I feel stupid man... like a statistic. I kinda want my old life back, I want my friends back, I want to be a kid again...

June 3, 2008

So.... It's a boy! Im kinda excited now. More so because it's not gone be a mini me. My Birthday is the same day as my due date and that would have just have been way to much personality in this house. But.... then again what am I gone to do with a boy. I don't know the first thing about boys... let alone making a man. I think all will go well though. I have two brothers and my dad also stays with me. I'm super glad that I moved back with my parents because i don't know about raising a kid. This is beginning to be kind of cool...