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My real name is Tamara Price. i am a 21 yr old FIRST TIME MOM!!!! i attend college in Jonesboro AR and am currently finishing up my bachelors degree in Early Childhood Education. I work with a HEADSTART program and teach 3 and 4 yr olds... i absolutely love my job.. i love children and cant wait to be a MOM!!!!

April 3rd 16 wks

Today was not a good day, about two weeks ago me and my childs father decided to tell his oldest child (13) that she was about to have another brother or sister... that went well.... then his ex found out and all hell broke loose... until then i thought we were completely happy and he was over his ex... well he started to tell me how she had been talking about how she wanted him back and that she still loved him once she found out that i was pregnant .. he assured me he was over her and that i had nothing to worry about... well today he comes in and tells me that he thinks its best if he moves out because he doesnt know which one of us he wants and he doesnt want to hurt either of us.... i was devastated ... i didnt really understand what was going on or why it was happening... ive cried a lot maybe if i wasnt pregnant it wouldnt hurt so badly and maybe if i could make sense of things ... the tears would stop

April 26th 18 wks 6 days

Today started off pretty good ( all things considered)... i usually hear from my childs father everyday but he has started not to call on saturdays...because his girl is off work and doesnt feel comfortable with him "checking" on me when shes around...LOL this shit just gets crazier and crazier... i spent the weekend with my best friends... i love those girls and appreciate them a whole bunch... they are a major support system along with my sisters and brothers.... MOM.. not so much... anyway.... i wasnt that upset not to hear from him because i didnt expect to... he's moved on and i feel like i should do the same but when i told him this about two weeks ago he told me that i shouldnt even think about stuff like that while i am pregnant with his child!!!! HE ACTUALLY HAD THE NERVE TO BE OFFENDED!!!

May 1 wk 19

Yesterday i put my car in the shop because i needed a tuneup... well i forgot i had left all my dirty clothes in the trunk because i was gonna go to the laundrymat after i got my car out... my bd called and asked if he could stop by i agreed... when he came over and saw my car was in the shop he was like... ill get it out for you dont worry about paying for it i got it.. so i was like cool... i went upstairs to lay down for a second and he left out claiming he was going to get my car.... i haven't seen him since... i tried calling his phone and it was turned off... the shop closed on me( with my car inside) and i had to be at work at 7 this morning!!!!!! I WAS SOOOO PISSED!!!... i called my bestfriend to vent... i am so emotional lately .. she suggested i talk to a therapist that she was seeing during her pregnancy because she suffered from depression during and afterwards... i was like TISHA, IM MAD .... NOT DEPRESSED!!!! she told me nevertheless, she was gonna set me up an appointment with her therapist.... " DIVAS NEED HELP TO TAMARA" thats what she told me..LOL anyway...she calls me today with the details and so we will see what happens.. never talked to a head doctor before but... it might be good for me... im not gonna knock it till i try it!!!

May 2nd

Got my car outta the shop, bd paid for it after all... still an ass tho. i made an appointment to see the therapist wed. and MONDAY.. i find out the sex of my baby!!!!! Im soooooooo excited... i feel like ive been waiting forever to find out....ive been having dreams about a boy for about a month now so we will find out if they are right. i cant wait!!!!

wk 20 may 5

I went to the doctor today and found out that i am having a BOY!!!! The bd didnt show up at the ultrasound and i didnt call to hear his excuse... i wasnt about to let him ruin my moment!!!! it was sooo amazing to see my baby on screen!!!! I CANT WAIT TO HOLD MY SON IN MY ARMS!!! after i left the doctors office i went to the place where my childs fathers Mother work to show her the ultrasound and tell her the news... when i got there she was excited to see the pics and who else was there MY TRIFLING BABYDADDY!!!!! him and his gfs son(4) I was LIVID!!!! he had missed HIS babys ultrasound because he was babysitting another persons child.... I have just decided to X him completely out of the picture... me and my SON( i like to say that) deserve better!!! i have been thru a lot during my pregnancy and he has turned something that was supposed to be a wonderful and lasting experience into hell... im good tho.. i have been praying to god for STRENGTH COURAGE AND WISDOM ... and he is giving me the desires of my heart.... i have to do what is best for me and my child... and i think that this is best!!!

ITS A BOY........

JAYDEN FREDERICK

MAY 9.... 20.5 wks

ITS OFFICIAL...MY CHILDS FATHER HAS COMPLETELY LOST HIS DAMN MIND!!!.... 1st ... hadnt heard from him since the ultrasound situation monday... then he calls me on yesterday talking about why did i get his phone turned off.... ( i did) but his phone was in MY NAME and he is living with another woman.... plus when i call him he rarely answers, never replies to my text messages and hangs up on me when she is around.. so i explained to him the reason for me getting his phone takin out of my name... he then starts talking about how he is gonna get someone to 'WHOOP MY ASS' after i have his baby.... he said that his gf wants to do it anyway... i was so mad i couldnt see straight... i told him that was fine and then called my sisters... I HAVE 5 sisters!!!! i told him that if she was gonna be dumb and childish enough to do that then she better have a fuckin army..cause i sure as hell would... BUT HE IS ACTING LIKE AN INFANT!!!! i cant believe he even focused his mouth to say that.... i did the only thing that i knew would get some sense into him.... I CALLED HIS MOTHER!!!!! she was LIVID!!! me and her are very close.. and she didnt like that at all. LIke i said before i think i need to just X him out the picture... my sisters think so too. so does his mom!!!.. i want him to be a part of this but not if he's gonna act the way he's been acting.. i just dont know what to do sometimes

Pregnancy Survey!!

About the mommy!
Name: Tamara

Age: 21

First child?: yes

About the daddy!
Name: Frederick Damon Turner

Age: 31

First child?: no
Finding out!!
What day did u find out?: January 18

How did u feel when u found out?: nervous, scared, excited,
Who was with u?: MY TEACHER AIDE
Who was the first person u told?: MY BESTFRIEND

How did they react?: excited
How did the daddy react?: excited

About the pregnancy!
When was your first appointment?: January 25
When is your due date?:September 25