3/2/09

hi all. well i just got back from the ER (don't worry) things are fine so far....i saw a little bit of blood earlier today, so dh told me to go to the er....anyways my blood levels went up. as of late last week they were at 20 and now they are at 250. that is a good sign, but my fingers are crossed that they continue to increase. they did an ultra sound, but didn't see the baby....that is actually expected b/c i am only 4 weeks...so i put myself on bed rest until i talk to my doc tomorrow! :P

3/1/09

OMG! i am pregnant again! *sigh of happiness! so here is the story. dh and i have been working on our relationship....anyways i was suppose to get my period on 2/15 and it never came...so i took a hpt and it came back neg....anyways as of last thur (2/26) af still hadn't came, so i called my obgyn and told her what was going on. anyways told me to come into the office to get blood work done....and since i am high risk the earlier we know the better. so it is monday(2/2) and i hadn't heard from my doc. i was watching a baby story and getting ready to go to the gym and decided to take another hpt test. it came of pos right away! omg!!!! i am going to the store to buy another!!

1/13/08

Hey ladies! well i thought i would update since i haven't done it in a couple of weeks....my doc called me a couple of days after i got my blood work done and my levels went back to normal. she told me to wait until feb to try again....i have another apt at the end of the this month, we are going to try and figure out why i have miscarried so much.....

12/27/08

hi all. well the news is there is no new news. i thought my ultra sound was yesterday but it is tues. yesterday i just got blood work done. i have a feeling that i have miscarried b/c i am no longer getting sick or having pregnancy symptoms as i did last week. anyways i will update when i know more. thanks all for your support!

12/24/08

Hi ladies!!! well it is x-mas and i am really excited that the doc said i am preg but really bummed that i might miscarry or already have. i still don't know what is going on and won't know until tomorrow. anyways i was reading my post from 12/26/07(further down on the page) and was hoping i was preg then but here i am a year later preg! i am trying to be pos. and enjoying every moment but i won't know anything until tomorrow after doc appt.... i will write after i find out what is going on.

12/23

Hi all! well i just got off the phone with my doc and the good news is i am pregnant. but the bad news is my blood levels are so low that they think i am going to miscarriage or have already.

here is the story: sat night i was at work and had HORRIBLE stomach pains along with vomting. i called my doc and they told me to go to the ER. so i left work and went to the ER. Well the ER did a urine preg test which came back neg. since the test came back neg i had to wait in the waithing room. after FOUR hours of waiting, i decided to go home and deal with the pain on my own in my bed. after that night i started bleeding. i was a but bummed out but i fugrued 'such is life', i suppose i am just sick with cancer or something.... anyways my doc office called today and told me that i am pregnant but once again my levels are really low. so i have to go to the doc on fri and get more blood work done and get an ultra sound. so this is my news. i hope to give better news the next time i check in.

i think i am trying to go on record for worlds most miscarriages. i am going to talk to the doc again and get her opinion again on why i have miscarried so much.

but at least there is still hope....we don't know i have miscarried yet. please send some nonmiscarriage luck my way ladies!!!!!!

12/19

Hey all, thanks for your responses. well i was doing some more research and i think my faint pos was actually an evaporated neg. :( oh well. I will wait to hear from the obgyn about the blood results, but i suspect they too will be neg. i suppose i am just catching the flu.

12/18/2008

Hey Ladies,

So here is my deal today. I got up this morn and ran to the bathroom b/c of morn sickness. I decided that I would test today, so I went to walgreens to buy HPT...I got one with two in it....Anyways I took the first one....right away a very very very very very very oh did i say very faint line came up. Then I thought 'maybe I am imaging the line, I should take the other one...' so i drank a ton of water and about an hour later was ready to test again. this test imeddiately came up neg. :( hmm

so i got on the net and started looking at false neg with hpt. i forgot which article it was but one said if your hcg levels are really low (I.e you are really early in pregnancy) a hpt may not detect the hcg levels if you drank water to make yourself go to the rest room.....morn urine is the best.

ANYWAYS after that i called the doc office and told them about my symptoms and af is about three days late...they had me come into the office to get blood work done to check for pregnancy. i won't find out until tomorrow, but i am super scared!

What if i am not pregnant? What is causing all of these symptoms? the flu, cancer??? when i was talking to the nurse on the phone i said, "you know what, i probably just have cancer". She said probably not and told me why.....

SOooo have you ladies ever gotten a false neg on a hpt and got bfp when blood work was done????????

12/17/08

Hi Ladies. well i am back and wondering if i am prego....here are my symptoms:

majorly bloated and constipated

extermly gassy

very fatigued

dull headaches in the front of my head (around my eyes)

little bit of nausea(this morn when i was brushing my teeth i had to stop to throw up but since i didn't have anything in my stomach, nothing really came up)

i have been pregnant a lot and i don't remember feeling like this when i was preg before. i wonder if i am catching a cold .....

oh and af is three days late. but who know she could be playing a trick on me, as she has done in the past....

ANYWAYS I am super scared to test.

4/5

Hey ladies. Sorry it has been a while. Turns out that I had another miscarraige! I was soooo flippin bummed out! I went into total hibernation. DH and I decided to give it a break and I am going to focus on school. BUT "if it happens it hapens".....So I will keep updating you ladies and expect BFP from all of you soon!!!!!!!

update for 3/13

Today I have seen 6 pregnant women and two mommies with their newborns as of 1:30 pm. I think this will be a record day. Every time I turn around...sheesh. I hope I don't sound too bitter.

3/13

Hey girls! As i am typing this msg, I am at the university and looked up for a second and a prego mom walked in front of me. lol-the irony of things!

So, I am tyring to pull myself off of the computer and take my butt to the gym! but as you can probably tell it is not working. I don't really feel good today, but I think it is b/c I saw one of my old friends last night and stayed up waayyyyy past my bed time. (which my bed time is early if possible, unless DH and I are BD or just making love) ok TMI :)....anyways I have a lot of things to get done and I just want to go home and get some rest.....I am scuh a procrastinator! Alright, I am going to start so I can get done!

3/12

Hi all. First of all I want to say congrats to all the ladies who have gotten their BFP! Second, my condolences to all the women who are going through a miscarriage. Third good luck to all of us who are in our 2WW. Today it is a bright and sunny day here in Saint Louis. I had lunch outside and now I am getting ready to go the laboratory. All my symptoms are gone...no more backache, no more cramping in right abdomen and leg, not really moody anymore....oh and I am losing hope that I am prego. Af is due around the 15 soooo in a couple of days. We shall see what is the will of the Lord.

3/11

Morning ladies! lets see...I really need to start my day, but I am feeling like a bum. I don't have much to do today, besides going to a lab meeting....but I'd just rather go workout and spend the day at the park catching up on some work. Not having too many symptoms...besides my {lower} back is aching today and a slight tugging in my right abdomen. I really wanted to test early with my early morning pee :P but i decided not too. go self control! how are you mommies and soon to be mommies doing????

3/10

Hey ladies! So today I am having a dull pain in my upper back...probably af. I didn't make it to the gym even though I should have b/c I need to let out some of my emotions (I feel like I could start crying at any min)....instead I went and ate dinner (by myself) at my FAVORITE mexican restaurant (yumm!) Everybody who works at the restaurant knows me pretty well and they always give me free coronas....anyways the waiter asked, "would you like your beer?" I replied, "No, thanks" and in my mind I thought ...

3/07

So I went to the gym this morning and boy did it feel good! I did 30 min of cardio and then a class was going to start so I decided to give it a go...after sweating for another 30 mins, I felt WONDERFUL! During the class I didn't have time to think about if I am pregnant or not, I was focusing on "keeping up". Ladies if YOU are stressing my advice GO TO TE GYM AND LET IT OUT! It surly worked for me!!! Hoping for all of our BFP'S!!!!

03/07

Okay I think I am going above and beyond my normal craziness...2WW is not fun!

03/06

Okay so I have been running into pregnant women everywhere....Let me say this first I LOVE PREGNANT MOMMIES, but when I am ttc I need a break from all the pregnant bellies when I haven't been able to get pregnant. Anyways I work at the hospital and use their gym and the three years I have been working out I have never seem a pregnant women . (weird hu? ) Anyways I bumped into one yesterday and one today. For three years no bellies now they are everywhere! Okay I need the pregnancy pass...does anyone know how to get it? LOL

03/02

Putting things in perspective...my son is BEAUTIFUL! if i were never to have another child again i would be okay b/c i have my boy. i do want another child, but only if i have enough love to give both my babies....i know some men and women can't even have kids so i thank Him for blessing me with one. As for pregnancies i love them! i think pregnant women are beautiful. When i was pregnant with my son i was sick up until my ninth month and it was okay as long as he was healthy. I KNOW one day I will carry another baby to term, but sometimes my patience gets the best of me. thanks all you beautiful mommies, prego mommies, and ttc mommies!

I would do this the whole nine months to be blessed with a baby!

update: no BFP for last couple of months....Af due around 15...

today:

hi all! well af will most likely arrive today. I no longer have a hash backache, however my stomach is mildly cramping. I am don't want to go to the bathroom, fearful that her and i will meet....

hi all! well it is 1:59 am central standard time and i can't sleep and i KNOW af is going to come today...i am still having all my normal af symptoms....of course she will show her face on my b-day grrrr!

hi ladies! well my page is starting to get boring. I keep saying the same thing....this is only b/c I am having the same symptoms as the last time I wrote, plus a few extra....anyways i am sure af will come today...i have a feeling. :(

Af is due to knock on my door at any moment and unfortunately I have to answer it. however I put up a barrier so she can't get through (baby dancing) but she may knock down the barrier anytime she wants. (sorry if i am not making sense....i am just rambling...)

anyways i am not going to test.....I am way to scared!!!!

alright ladies I expect to see BFPs from all of you!!!!! :)

Hi there! So once again same 'ol same 'ol! bummer! Still having Af symptoms. upper back pains, cramps, etc....af is due soon. *sigh*

12/30

Hi again, still same 'ol same 'ol....back pain has become worse. :( everybody is telling me that they are getting BFN. :( I hope our luck turns around soon. take care!

12/29

Hi all! No Pregnancy symptoms, just AF symptoms...I am still having a backache, only the pain has increased. I am happy to see that some women are getting their BFP. Hoping the rest of us get one soon! :)

12/26

Hi Ladies! So it is the day after x-mas and I am not feel too confident that I am pregnant. The only symptoms I am having is backache, mild stomach cramps, and a slight headache. The backache normally comes before AF, so...

I think I am going to take a nap, and try to relax my body. Hope every body is getting their BFP's or getting ready for their BFP! Feel free to leave comments if you wish!

12/21

Do you guys know how some women say they "feel pregnant", well I don't get that feeling. I wish I could say my breast are tender, or I KNOW there's a little one sharing my space...but this in not the case. I feel anxious and want to relax, but it is ssooo hard. what do/did you guys do during your 2WW?????

12/19 11:13pm

I have been reading everyone's blog and all I am reading is BFN! This has me so worried! I pray we all get BFP'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi ladies! I wanted to share a bit about myself. I am a 24 year old biology/psychology student in Saint Louis, MO and I have had a rough time with pregnancies. My first pregnancy went smoothly thus resulting in a now 5 year old boy (the love of my life :)). Since then I have had two ectopics, and four miscarriages. :( My significant other and I are going through problems so me being pregnant probably isn't the best plan in the world, but I want this baby more than words can express. Anyways as I stated below I am in my 2WW and trying not to drive myself mad! lol I pray God blesses me with a baby growing in my belly even through it is too soon to tell. However I am pessimistic about it.....I will keep you guys updated as the days pass. Good luck to all of you!!!! May lots of baby dust come all of our ways! :)

Hi all...I am back after our miscarriage five months ago....I am in my 2WW and trying to relax. After everything that has gone on, I am not very optimistic that I am pregnant. This may be my last time to conceive with my significant other so I pray that He blesses us with this baby. All the very best to you guys TTC and the ones with joy growing in the inside of you!